18 February 2007, Sunday
Happy Chinese New Year
Its New Year. Its just another festive season for me. I'll always take this opportunity to rest. Due to my studies and work, I do not have time to really rest. Especially i can sleep till late afternoon, slack at home, watch vcds.
Due to some family problems, We don't go visiting. Ever since my grandfather passed away. Its been few years I haven had reunion dinner with all my aunts and uncles. Somehow i miss the times when all relatives are so close. Only one of my aunt came over to chat. Every Year, same problem is being brought up. Tears fell.. Heart pain.
My only wish is to see they can mend the relationships. Why brothers and sisters will have the hatred between them. Haiz... As an elder of the family, He had already put down all his pride, trying to bring the family together. I can see effort being put in.. But...
Sad. I've decided to shift to blogger. www.joyful-world.blogspot.com. Pls continue to support ya.. Thanks yee for helping me redesign the whole thing. Hee.. thanks girl.
Bee Bee Blog @ 17.36pm
16 February 2007, Friday
A night at farmart
I'm tired.. I'm out the whole day, rushing here and there. Sports day at NTU Sports recreation centre was fun. We played our hearts out. And we got 3rd!! 5 teams playing. Oppx... It was a waste. we should get 2nd! Haiz.. I've yet to get the pics. So couldn't upload it yet.
Rushed to bukit batok 2 return n rent a new series of shows. Saw JJ(jiajun) at bukit batok. Think he dun recognise me, though i only met him once. I was wearing a cap yesturday though. Had a curry puff there with my friends and went back home 2 shower b4 heading down to bugis. Haiz...JAM! i took an hour to reach bugis. Wad a day..
Heh..I got my camera! i was actually deciding on W30 or W50. I like the color for W30, but wanted a bigger screen. After much consideration, I decided to head on with W50 with a bigger screen. Think I'll decorate my camera soon. Spent $357 for the camera. My new gadget...
Think i go sim lim juz for that camera. Didn't shop at bugis. so sad. Then went back to jurong east pick weiyuan up for dinner. End up eating at Yuhua village. What a joke as all of us stayed in the west side, but only ying ying know about this place. Well.... Her bf always bring her around for food. Bleah..
my "assistant driver" for the night. hehz..
the passenger behind us
Highlights of the day. A trip to farmart. The dogs there scared me off quite abit. they are really huge! We stayed at yee's friend's place for awhile before we take a stroll around the place. There is a cafe there. Quite romantic though... We took some pictures with my new camera. Heh...
AND...
We return to the place for a time of fellowship. Understanding each other. Hehe... We were given papers and pen. Actually it was an idea thought by me and yee the night before. We wanted to write our expectations of our bf/gf.
1. What do you notice of a guy/girl?
All : face
yee : eyes
2. What attracted you to the guy/girl?
ying : eyes
wy : the way she look at me
me : the way he handle things
yee : smell
3. Which country would you like to go with your partner?
ying : -forgotten-
me & wy : switzerland
yee : vernice
4. Where/what is your perfect date?
ying : candle light dinner
wy : hilltop candle light dinner
me : romantic restaurant & a stroll along the beach/park, walking hand in hand
yee : star glazing
5. What song represent you love?
ying : From this moment
wy : forever
me : love me
yee : almost here
6. Would you mind if your partner had sex with the other party before?
All : No
me : perhaps
7. what Gesture of the other party to show you love?
All : hugs
wy : lovebites
8. Would you like ur partner to depend on you or you depend on your partner?
All : depend on bf
9. Would you mind if your bf/gf had many bfs/gfs before?
All : no (i think so. forgotten. hee)
10. Would you give up money for love or love for money?
All : sacrifice money for love.
wy : sacrifice love (for now)
Hehe.. The questions are not in order. It was fun doing all these. Though we thought only the both of us will do the list. There were some questions asked, but were not pen down. Back around 1 plus. We were all drained. Especially i had sports in the morning.
Vanity tonite. Will be meeting yee. Was thinking if there is any mid-nite shopping tonite. Wonder where can we go after the event since tmr gt no work. Will be going to buy groceries with my mum later. Hehez...
Bee Bee Blog @ 13.22pm
14 February 2007, Wednesday
Happy Valentines Day
Today is Valentines Day. Its the day where you will see couples along orchard road, restaurants packed with people, roses with chocolates everywhere. I thank God i've seen none this morning in school. Oppx...did i say i thank God for that? YES! Definately.. Somehow this day reminds of me that somebody whom i really wish to leave him in 1 side of my mind, probably for the time being.
Had MAB test yesturday morning. Haiz.. It was a disappointment. Everyone was grumbling except for a few who came out of the exam hall with a smile. It somehow affected my day till the evening when i join the company for annual dinner at yunan restaurant. Mr Yeo, my dad's business friend came to join us. He is cute, never fail to make all of us laugh. Went to KTV last nite after dinner. I enjoyed the time spent there with the installers and also my colleagues. Mr Yeo sang a sweet sweet song for me. Hehe... He went to look for me when i disappeared to the toilet for quite some time.. Mind you, He is at the age of 62. But still living young..
Tomorrow is sports day. Will be meeting all of them at 8.30. Meeting place is at NTU. Probably going out with yee in the evening to her so call childhood friend's bbq. The main thing is not the bbq. BUT its the place which she claimed to be "lay back country life". Lets see how good it will be tmr. Hopefully taking some pictures tomorrow.
Its just 2pm in the afternoon. How am i going to survive with another 3.5hours in the office doing nothing. Oh.. wanna wish jasmine a HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY! And a HAPPY VALENTINES DAY to all.
Bee Bee Blog @ 14.15
12 February 2007, Monday
Preparing for CNY
What a bad start of the week to prepare myself for MAB test instead of the coming Chinese New Year. And whats worse. Having a muscle pull on my left upper tigh after sports on saturday but experiencing it on sunday morning. Having difficulties getting up from my bed. So painful.
Went for the appointment ard 11. Guess girls really can spend alot on their body. Either on facials, mani & pedi etc...all these cost a bomb! jus had waxing this morning on my lower legs. Now feel so smooth. Haha.. but at the same time, feeling very tight on my budgets. Oh well...
Reached school at 1 for lunch before studying for mab. i had a very bad headache just know...feeling sick. thank God i'm fine now. Gotta study again later for tomorrow's test. oh...good news. I got no class on thursday nite. Yeah! its sports day. Participating this year. Hopefully i can run by thursday. I'm really excited in getting the camera.. Hopefully i can get my bonus...pray hard.
Was looking the warranty card for my laptop jus now when i found a card tat was given to me last valentines day. Anyway it was the 1 and only card recieved on Vday. i read it. *smacks myself* In chinese, i really "zao si". trying to make myself miserable by reading the card. Whatever...
Pray hard for tomorrow's test. Its only 10%. But hope i can do well.. Annual dinner tomorrow night. Get to eat good food...
Bee Bee Blog @ 19.25
10 February 2007, Saturday
1am at Mustafa
Thought i'm able to catch more sleep last nite after church. But, i went for midnite shopping at Plaza singaporura with the girls. We shopped till 12.30 and they suggested Mustafa. *faint* Didn't get anything yesturday. Wanted to get a skirt & top from Fox as there is a 15% sale but found out tat i can't use my voucher as i've yet to redeem. Went back empty handed. But i will guy them soon. This will settle 1 set of clothes during the new year.
They went to get some necessities from Mustafa while i walked ard with them. I had a hard time parking at the parallel parking. Sweat!~ haha....all 3 of them guided me while i did the stiring. But after all still not so bad la for a first timer like me. I reached home ard 2 plus after sending all of them home. We had fun. And all 4 of us permed our hair.. Stupid xiaoli don't wan 2 take pics with us. Quite wierd to see all of us with permed hair..haha but i'll get used to it la..
Pastor Chian preached about right and wrong attitudes last night. The worship was good. Sometimes its getting more n more demoralizing when i see people slowly getting not so involved, then miss HOF then main service. From the many ppl to meet for HOF, to only joleen with me at HOF. Sometimes i really wonder why ppl just dislikes to attend HOF. Its really a message for the youths. Its short and sweet. I'm always blessed with each service. Probably many may feel out of place as they have been missing in action, but u can jus go and benefit from the lesson. Although sometimes i may sit alone during HOF, still i look forward to every friday night's service.
I'm getting irritated by those emails sent by some guy in SIM. I DON"T KNOW YOU AND STOP SENDING! I didn't reply you can't you even tell tat i'm not interested! Its getting VERY IRRITATING! AND SORRY TO SAY, I'M NOT THOSE OPEN MINDED KIND.
Stupid. Hate It.
Bee Bee Blog @ 11.16
9 February 2007, Friday
1am at Chinatown
Had a great time in school studying yesturday. Did 2 papers with avril. Had some idea for calculations. But theory still need to brush up abit.. Going for a last minute revision next monday, before the test date on tuesday.
Suppose to meet Yee for stars viewing at science centre last nite. But to our disappointment, the place was closed. Haiz.. Den that crazy girl suggested CHINATOWN! ya..out of all place china town. Picked ying ying up at orchard den head down 2 chinatown for a walk. We had fun laughing and eating along the way. Joking & buying stuffs. Shiok! Saw julia and her sister. They look like twins!!! hehe...Weiyuan came to join us in the later part & we make him do stupid things like queueing up for samples, taking pics..bla bla bla...
I realise we can stop and chat anywhere! Be it the roadside or even beside the toilet. Haha.. Settled at Macdonals at ard 12 plus. Talking about bgr, about our memories in Sec school which bored weiyuan quite abit..haha.. Those bring us back to the past. We laughed at the silly things we did still.. the things happened in China during our training and stuff. Enjoyed my day..
Hof tonite. Manage to get yee to come. Hope she won't cancel it last min. Hehe.. Looking through my insurance policy. Hoping to have some policy maturing so that i can get some money for my school fees and also for the overseas exchange program if i'm approved.
Yee told me abt cafe delma, at sentosa. Not sure if its spelt like tat. Anyway, heard from hongyi its nice. Shall go 1 day. I miss the chalets, the sleep overs with the girls.. Hopefully we can go for a short trip to genting or KL soon. Shall blog more soon...
Bee Bee Blog @ 15.12
7 February 2007, Wednesday
Half month Bonus
Yes! At least a half month bonus. Dad just announced. Say Monday will give us half a month bonus. Thought we couldn't get this year. Hee.. seems like i can go another round of shopping le. Anyone interested? hehe..
Bugis trip was cancelled yesturday. Ended up at clementi having dinner. At the right time, a phone call rang. Just nice to conclude that nite with some activity.
Watched Gridirong Gang last nite. Finally. Wanted to watch this long ago... ever since my last show, blood diamond. My next show on the list is Happy Birthday. well, I enjoyed the show throughout. It reminded me of how my coach train us during secondary school. A game can really bring everyone together, change their character. The times where we sweat together, laugh together, cry together. The bonds are always there. How coach encourage us in court, guide us. He is the only coach who stand by the court advising us. These are some good memories and the after thought from the movie.
Think i'm going down to Esprit to get my bag soon....maybe next week. I really love that bag man. i've just painted my nails black. Hehez..with some flowers on it. its DIY k.. I'm getting too bored at home 2 days back, therefore i decided to cut n polish my nails.
MAB test coming up next tue. No time for another bugis trip again. Thursday prata with jiahui & sharleen.
Bee Bee Blog @ 12.15
2 February 2007, Friday
"shit" feeling
Hate it when i have this feeling again. And i'll do stupid things too. No matter how rational i can be at times, but maybe 1 or 2 days i'll feel like shit. Even if i have told myself to trust God, determine to live a life of my own, my heart still aches.
I miss the 8pm show everynite on channel 55. I've missed too many episodes till i gave up watching. Will be renting the show since i have a partner sharing with me. hehe... Chinese New Year will be a time for me 2 watch vcds.
Finance is getting tougher. Very blur but interesting. Our lecturer is really a big shot. Temasek Holdings CFO. But he is very informative. Everyone seems to be very busy... what can i do to make myself busy?
Bee Bee Blog @ 15.19
1 February 2007, Thursday
Shopping Spree
Enjoyed both days of shopping these week. Loved the things that i've bought. Lastly, i enjoyed the accompany with avril and yee.. Shiok to go shopping with girls.. I shopped till i'm declared ULTIMATE BROKE.
Monday was at Bugis Street. We'll go back again with kevin & hongyi next tuesday. The guys wanna get their new year clothes while i wanna see if i can get any nice dress. Think a dress and a heels from Charles & keith will be nice for new year. ok.. I bought a shirt & a bag that day. Really enjoyed shopping with avril. She can really bargain...haha.. Starting with "we are students, give discount la" to "we are POOR students, give more discount la". I really surrender to her..haha.. That nite was tiring cuz i worked that day.
Tuesday was at Vivo City. Got some discounts from Esprit from Ivy. Bought 2 spegs & a long sleeves. Was determined to get tops.. AND THEN, Zara... bought a jacket from there. I love that jacket man... Really happy with my buyings. Yee got 1 top and 1 berms from Esprit. We walked around and walked into Forever21. Hehe... we tried some clothes which we didn't have the intention to buy..
THEN! Its not the end... I juz came back from Pedicure. Wanted to do it at JB this weekend. But the trip was cancelled. So i did it after i send my parents to some seminar. I love the colors.. Another one coming up before new year...
Have been spending and spending. But it enlightens my day. I just want to be happy.. I think thats very important. So i will just do whatever things that can make me happy. MAB test coming up.. Had 1st round of study yesturday in school. Think I'll pull 1 day out purely for study. I really need it. Annual dinner is set on 13 February, a day before Valentines day. Its also my test date.
Dying to watch Gridiron.. Had alot of good comments about that show. But there are very little timeslots left. Hope i am able to catch it before the cinemas stop screening. Knocking Off. Going home for dinner b4 going for Finance Class later. Boring...
Bee Bee Blog @ 17.28
29 January 2007, Monday
Walk by Faith, not by sight
Pastor Lim preached something very different yesturday. He seldom preach about something that is so down to earth, straight to people's heart. I sat there, listening to him going through the 5 points on how we can help ourselves when we go through some "shit" in our lives.
Its true everyone will definately go through some periods in our lives which brought us to the lowest point. Lose morals, lose faith. How are we going to get up from our feet and start working hard again. We all need to be encouraged sometimes. I thank God for the right message at the right time. It not only encouraged me, it too helps my mum to overcome her failure in the business last year, it too encouraged weiyuan to be strong too. I'm glad he came to church yesturday. As a friend, I hope he can be strong for his family and gain strength from the Lord.
Spent the whole day watching shows at home. Had lunch with the brothers at JP, went to Life bookshop look for yee too. Saw some sqs vball seniors. It has been years since i met them. Heh... Mummy cooked last nite. Finally! Haven been eating well for sometime, esp when my maid cooks. Oppx..ok..i know i'm being mean. Hope my mum can cook often. I guess this Chinese new year, I'll be cooking. Hope my mum can rest this new year.
Esprit sale is here again. Jus got a message from Ivy. But i have a tight schedule. Probably going tomorrow. Will be meeting avril to shop at bugis later. yup! Hopefully can get something today. Shall blog more soon...
Bee Bee Blog @ 11.54
27 January 2007, Saturday
Recharged
After a day of rest yesturday, I believe i'm more of less recharged. Slept the whole of yesturday, skipped work. Was tired after sending my brother to school. Read abit of my notes before leaving for HOF.
A life worth living. This is whats going through my mind these few days. He talked about how someone can just leave this earth so suddenly. What is a life worth living? Not everyone is living their life to its maximum. Not all happiness are true happiness. I'm glad no discouragements really draw me away from God. Every trials and difficulties draws me nearer n nearer to Him.
I went home first since HOF ended quite early and it was raining v heavily. bought mac for dinner. Fetched my mum at 12am from habourfront. Last nite, there wasn't any glow on her face which i usually saw every week. It has been a tiring week for her. Could tell she wasn't feeling well still. She shared to me what really happens while i drove her back. Tears welled up to the brim. Its hard for her to accept the death of her brother, as well as all other relatives. She saw his body at the construction site. He is always by himself. Never ask others for help, solve his own problems. He had stop working for quite sometime. Though my cousin did send money back, he nv ask a single cent from his wife. Chinese New year is round the corner, therefore he wanted to earn some money. Little did we expect, at his 1st day of work, he left us just like that. He couldn't see his daughter even for the last time. Thats life. Gave my mum a big hug before going to bed last night.
Going for Heart.Sports later. Think i need to go for diet again..
Bee Bee Blog @ 10.43
25 January 2007, Thursday
The cremation just ended. Mum just called. "we must really cherish what we have when we are still alive". This sentence just kept repeating in my mind. I will definately miss this uncle of mine. It will be hard for the whole family but i'm sure my mum will try her best to help them. I'm proud to have a mum like her. She has a sister and a brother. She will always help the 2 families with whatever she has. My mum will be back tmr.. She makes me proud. Always.
Bee Bee Blog @ 14.26
Things will never change
As expected, when something bad happens, everything comes together. Moulding me again? Ha.. Maybe 1 day my heart will just harden. Despite all the things that have happen these few days, i still need to face the "msg". Can all this come to an end?
I tried my best to be strong. To enjoy myself in school, joking with my friends. Went home straight to watch my shows, making myself real tired everyday b4 i sleep at nite. I should be doing fine. Y must i face everything time n time again? Do i deserve to be happy?
Anyway i won't blame anyone. I'm in a clear mind that this is not the right time. I guess i'm jus sad over all the things that happen and something small can add on to it.
When i'm weak, i can only hide in His arms. When i feel like crying, i can only cry to Him. Maybe i should just leave this place for awhile.
Bee Bee Blog @ 10.43
24 January 2007, Wednesday
Life . Death
Too many things happen within these few days. Too much of emotions to handle. Too much to think or rather do that i have lost my own self. Drained.. Tears accompanied me 2 sleep after a long day. When night comes, the loneliness and quietness slips in. However, i know i'm not alone facing all these.
I was kicked back to being alone once again. However, this time i'm strong for not shedding any tear. I expected all these even way before it happens. I treat it as a bonus God gave me. Everyday is a bonus.. and i did enjoy myself for the 2 festive seasons. I'm contented. Its the way God works and not what i want it to be. Some things meant to be yours, it will always be.
Life is precious. So many deaths surrounding me these few days. My bro told me about his friend's father funeral on sunday. Its not the 1st time he attended his friend's father's funeral. All just happens so sudden. Imagine losing your parents at this age, its the worse thing it can happen. Reminds me of my dad's friend, who use to be very close to my family. He just pass away after discovering he got cancer, within 3 weeks.
There are so many people struggling to live. Yet, there are still people willing to give up their life because they have met some discouragements in their life, feeling lost in everything in life. Its so sad to see this. It hurts me even more when its someone near me. I know its pain, but no matter what, we should not give up our lives. However, i see the united spirit within the few of us. When things happen, we just throw everything to a side and rush down to be with her. Girl, i'm not sure whether u will read this. But this is not the end of the world. You have to be strong.. U have us. Don't do anything silly again. When u believe, God is always there for you. Just like what He did within my life. Weiyuan's uncle is struggling to live. Imagine the changes that had to be taken when one fails to perform his task in a family. Still, others are not important. The most important thing now is a life.
my uncle just passed away yesturday morning. I only got to know in the afternoon when my dad called. He is the dad of my female cousin who stayed with me for years. She is getting married this june, yet her dad could not witness the wedding. Its a sudden death which happen within half an hour when my mum jus spoken to him on the phone. I could not be at the funeral cuz its in malaysia and i need to attend classes these few days. Furthermore, my dad will be away tmr. I just visited my uncle a weeks ago when i went to KL with my mum. Remembering the times when i stayed over at his place, he will always remember to buy supper back for us. And its always "hokkien mee", my favourite. He will always take the trouble to ride to the market with his motor bike even its not on the way. It has always been my craving every time i visit KL. Though i don't communicate much with him, still he is my mum's brother. It will be tough for my cousins...
Its so unpredictable. Life can just be taken away so suddenly. I may be fine now, but anything can happen anytime. Regrets for not doing anything or regrets for not saying something which u wants to. But there will not be any regrets once you are gone. I learn to do my best and true to my feelings. I need to love myself more, like what i always tell myself, but there are still times when i love others more than myself.
I'm weak when i'm alone. I'm weak infront of God. But i need to be strong infront of everybody. I hope all these tragedies will come to an end.
Bee Bee Blog @ 12.02
22 January 2007, Monday
Forget-God-Not?
We usually pray & ask for God's blessing upon our lives when we need God. But after He had blessed us with what we want, we tend to forget about Him. Its true when we are blessed with the abundance, it blocks us from looking far, looking towards God. We enjoy wad we have now in our comfort zone. During our weakness, nothing can block our vision.
The message on sunday is such an encouragement. I'm so blessed by what Pastor Lim preached. I CAN NEVER EVER forget God. We sat near the babies section. Enjoy playing with little timothy on sunday. Hehez... Went back to office after church to do some letter typing and accompany my parents since i have no where to go.
Went back home at nite and indulge myself with the dvds. My cosy room, with the lamp lights on can be quite romantic and nice. How sweet. Can do my quiet time and enjoy quality time with myself. Mum came in to my room 2 look for some clothes to bring to Malaysia. She was digging all my old clothes and found so many clothes in a drawer. Not only that, she found her wedding gown. She was so so skinny!! We were laughing at the gown. haha... thats what i call warmth in the family.
Dad will be away on thursday nite. Mum will be back a day later or something. Hopefully she will be able to stay longer. I really miss her when she is not around. I'm not very close to my dad, as in i cannot talk to him about everything. I don't usually tell my parents about how i feel. I would rather keep within myself cuz i know they have more things settle, to bother about. whatever it is, i just hope my family to be well.. others can hold back.
I guess i'm much stronger this time. I'm not that vulnerable anymore or maybe only towards my family i'll get more tense up. Focus on God more helps in a way. Trying to go somewhere to relax for a few days with yee. Planning... Probably after Chinese new year due to her exams.. bintan or something..
Bee Bee Blog @ 17.347.34
20 January 2007, Saturday
How is your walk with God?
Pastor Tom Koh shared a reviving message yesturday at donuts, decibels and down under. Sad to say, many Christians choose not to serve God even after baptism or they might even hold a key post in a ministry. If one does not see yourself serving God in the next 5 yrs, 10 yrs, 20 yrs or even 50 years, you will not serve Him then. Something that he said last night is really true. If you are unsure that u will still serve Him in the future, you are BACKSLIDED.
I thank God that I do have the desire to serve Him in the future. This message once again reminded me to have faith in God. When you persevere and live on your faith, God will honour you. Don't u wan God to honour you? We will definately meet trials, temptations, rejections in life, but we have to know our purpose in your heart and stick it through. The peace of God jus keep flowing during the alter call. I felt so much relaxed after church.. Though its not easy to meet with all these shit, but i know with His help, its not difficult after all.
I'm glad to meet up with weiyuan and weijie last nite for a session of KTV. my cousin join us too. I was facing some upside down feelings the past few days, weiyuan too. We jus sang all our hearts out. KTV at chevrons is a good choice on a weekend. The brothers can really sing quite well. We enjoyed ourselves last nite and throw all unhappiness behind my head. Reached home quite late last nite. 1st HOF nite that i went home late this year. Shall go for more singing sessions. I've rent a set of tv series to watch on thursday. Its the best way 2 kill time though...
Chinese new Year is round the corner. Another festive season. Wonder how will it be like this year. Not much anticipation. Just another holiday for me i guess...
Bee Bee Blog @ 10.41
18 January 2007, Thursday
Limited
How long can a person endure certain pain, misery, loneliness and etc.. It comes across my mind when i was thinking there is a limit to everything of this world. Happiness included. The happiness of this world is limited. One will just grow lonely after feeling happy when there is an emptiness in a person's heart. However, some may not feel it as they are too occupied by their stuffs, be it school, work or activities.
School has just started. Lecture notes pilling up again. Tests and exams will soon come. Perhaps being busy once again is good. For the 1st one month of school, everyone is still in their "holiday mood". Its a dread to go to school or even work every morning. I'm blessed enough to have a car to drive to school everyday. However, its difficult to reject classmates for not sending them back. I don't mind doing it once or twice or going out for supper, but its tiring.. I really hope they understand.
Business starts to pick up during this chinese new year season. Everyone wants to get their house done b4 new year. Got to meet stacey on monday when her parents came down 2 look for flooring. Its so good to have her back from sydney after 5 yrs. Looking back the day when we send her off at the airport. Most of us teared on our way back.
Having so much free time is the worst thing to have when everyone else are busy. I rather get busy now. I can't blame or rather don't wan to blame for the tight schedule which eaten up all of our time. But it just gets me irritated day after day when i know looking forward to the day when we can meet is useless. I'm just losing the drive to ask "which day are you free or when can we meet". Sometimes i have to question myself am i being so nice or too understanding till its beyond the limit. But i won't make a fuss out of anything, cuz i know it doesn't help at all. I'll just leave all these to God for His intervention. Even if i am sitting alone during fridays, I will still honour God on that day. Because I see His love upon my life. When i don't feel love from anyone, He loves me.
Will be meeting yee and sandy for dinner on saturday. Hopefully things will go on smoothly. Will get updates from all of them since we haven been meeting for sometime. I cherish the time spend with them.. Thank God for them. Thank God for people whom spend time with me.
Sandy & myself
yee & me
My chill out mate
Bee Bee Blog @ 00.36
16 January 2007, Tuesday
A brand new look
School started for about a week already. Its RMIT visit for these 2 weeks. Tired. First 3 lessons, HMT. Tough...theory all the way. This week, MAB. Shag... Most number of failures as compared to other modules. Think i am going to spend alot on textbooks. Haiz.
Joleen jus sent me the photos taken on christmas eve with alethia. She is sooOoooo CUTE!
Bee Bee Blog @ 16.34
11 January 2007, ThursdayFeeling Sick
Start to feel sick after i got back from KL. However, i enjoy my trip to KL. I spend time with my mum.. Can u believe it. We spend 5 hours in the coach chatting on our way back. We talked about work, people, church. Many many things to talk to my mum. We have the same thinking. I suggested some ideas to her and she gladly accepted it. I'm so proud of myself. Hehez.. As much as i wanted to help the company, i know i don't have the time. I prayed that nite, that my dad will accept what we suggest to him. To our surprise, he agrees. We manage to convince him with our Ideas. Praise God. He usually brush us off and reject what we suggests, thats the main headache we have. Thank God.
2 days of work before my school starts. In fact, i only work 1 day. Tuesday i stayed at home as i was sick. My 1st day of school was alright. The lecturer very fierce. Ang mo lecturer someone. We can't talk. okok... I'm the notty ones. Like to give comments in class. Everyone was almost the same after the holidays. Except some had their hair permed, straightened or and even some cut their hair REAL short. hmmm.. I did some catch up with a few of them during lunch and went town to shop for nike stuffs. my vouchers due today. THATS Y. And look what i've bought.
Yesh. A nike Bag. I bought a pair of pants too. On my way back, my dad called. He is on the way to KL. So sudden rite? Nvm...Good thing is i can drive the new car. Bad thing is i have to send my bro to school in the morning. Haiz... I woke up very early this morning to send my bro to school. So tired.... i miss the 1st half of my lesson. Rush like mad to join in the class during break time. heh... Met jiahui & shar this morning.
Getting excited to do up my hair before Chinese New year. Called up a few of the salon and they are increasing the price next week. Hope to get my hair done before the price goes up.. Getting a new look. Hope it looks good. Hehez.... but really have to spend alot. No bonus this year. Haiz... Hopefully this year will be a better year.
Haven been going out for quite a while. Good also can save money. These few days the weather also not good. I've been watching shows these few days. Hehe... Guess i need to start reading my HMT text already. This module can really kills me. Heard from jiahui its very dry.. With HMT & MAB this sem, think i have to work doubly hard. God guide me...
These were the photos taken during new year eve. Enjoy.
4 January 2007, Thursday
Getting use to write "2007"
This is what most people will do. When a new year arrives, we have to get use to write the new year when we are asked to write down the date. Hmmm....The year 2006 had really closed its chapter and a new beginning of 2007 starts its journey..
