sweet

    i thought i was not able to build this page...until i have a serene moment alone and thinking a certain person whom i admired since the first time i saw her. hmmm...revealing huh!
it was Feb. 8 2001 around 7:30 PM when a colleague of mine introduce me to her in their apartment. wow! there's magic but the magic falls on me alone.hehehe. - hey gudie! (my pet name in the office) this is my friend "jacq" as debbie broach me to her.
     i find jacq simply gorgeous that from that point in time i was tongue tied that i can't even say hello. i could still remember what she wears that time: a gray giordano printed tee shirt, a red slipper and a floral like cotton short :)
     as the conversation goes with some friends, i remain quiet at time and eyes gazing to a new comer in the cirlce.
things went cool, when everybody laughs, i smiled and staying smiley all the time having a glittering eyes...until a certain friend (cora) call my attention: hey! gudie whats up with you?! (shocked me beacuse i was caught staring at jacq.) i replied to cora a smile...giving her an innocent and gay eyes of mine. saying nothing!
     well, the stupid thing i did is i run quick from them because i dont know how to react and control my emotions after that very moment. adrenalin! but i retreat thinking my heart will blow! ha! dork me! :)

reminiscing last summer of 2001 was a moment that i treasure too. the bunchies decided to went out of town. (link to bunchies) everybody got a wonderful time on our vacation but for me its more a pleasant moment i feel inside that no body knows but me :) its not just how i feel being happy with the vacation yet very very happy spending time too with my special someone. :)

as time passes by, i remain undying admirer to her. i just think that maybe this is a matter of infatuation and maybe her charms turns me on. so be it! i try to know her better, having a small talk in some chances and being with the bunchies always. i observe her often, the way she moves and i cushioned myself about her changing moods. eventually, i found great qualities about her, not to mention her drowsiness that keeps me to tease her :)

what's delightful is i tend to know how she takes good care to a sick friend of ours. hmmm...i found out too that she loves cooking, that's close to my heart. (i love to eat)
i know that things we'rent easy then because i hardly talk to her for some time and always grabbing a spare minutes to make a conversation. :)
how i wish to spend a whole day or till the rest of my life.:)