My

My dark shadows
Lurk on the bridge between us
standing significant in distance
I've asked too much
Now the questions
seem ridiculous
Still holding onto
that gold strand
repressing love's exhistance

My altered spirit
She shrinks my perception
leaking sin into my eyes
Always leading me
to deception
She brings much wisdom
but tangles my webs
For this
she gets total reception

My generous nature
She gives love and devotion
letting my guard down
While teaching me
true emotion
She sometimes hides
necessary doubt
Only to grant mercy allowing
my heart's natural erosion

My complex heart
She makes and breaks my bind
forcing my submission
Opening all the doors
in my obscure little mind
She leaves me hanging
once the spell is cast
The scent of her perfume
is all she leaves behind
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By: Kara M. Crawford
March 3, 2000