September 15, 2003 >> Val adored her Kim Possible shirt. It was hysterical today at lunch. And I have started a garder trend. How everyone wants to buy garders for homecoming. So my hair, I got it cut/colored todayand it is like this dark dark dark brown with red-ish undertones... and it is pretty much cut them same only it is stacked everywhere... which is cool.

September 14, 2003 >> So today Maggie and I went to the Galleria and it was at 10am, so we are walking around and nothing was open, so we walked around for an hour. We were trying to look for a bag for Maggie, though she didn't buy one. And I got Val a present... he he... it is her good luck at Muse present because, sadly she didn't make it last year, but she will this year! And then we went to the art museum to take pictures. So, the front was under construction, and all blocked off, but no one was there. But, there was a really amazing statue of Saint Louis and this great view of art hill and this orignal 1904 World's Fair fountain and lake and the whole front of the builsing is sooo gorgeous, because it was used in the world's fair so it is so beautiful. But it was all marked off. So my dad was like, just go in. So he walked right in. And I wasn't thinking about going past the orange line, but he was like its ok, no one will say anything! Its Sunday! I was thinking this had to be illegal, but I went anyway. Turn out no one saw us and I got these really cool pictures. And then I went in the museum, and I screwed over half of my exposures, because I was inside and I didn't have a tripod and my shutter speed was below 30... which wasn't good... so, now I have to go print out some stuff.

September 13, 2003 >> Yay! So I got my homecoming dress and everything today! So yeah my dress is black and it is strapless and the bottom is all asymmetrical and ruffly and it is sparkly. And I got black strappy shoes and really pretty red choker and earrings. And I got this red satin clutch and the best part of the whole outfit... A BLACK GARDER! I am dead serious. I saw a garder at Claire's and I thought "Oh my gawd, Zack would die, I WANT IT!" And it is all lacy and everything, I heart it. I am just so completely elated. Nothing seems wrong, it is just all fabo. Besides the fact that I will look really flipping hot at homecoming. Yeah, so now I need to get my nails done red... like red to match my bag... oooh yeah... unfortunetly, ZACK ISN'T ANSWERING HIS PHONE! So, I couldn't tell him over the phone. Wow... today is a good day

September 11, 2003 >> You know those days when nothing really seems to matter? Today is one of those days. I tell you, today was fabulous. And nothing really happened. The weather is beeeeyooteeful... clear as can be... and the sky was soooo blue and gorgeous. And I went to the park today after school to take pictures. It was so much. And I didn't really do anything. I think I have found another passion. YAY! So I just took this "politcal compass" quiz and here are my results...
Economic Left/Right: -3.38 Libertarian/Authoritarian: -5.23
which pretty much means that I am right around Nelson Mendela on the political chart... which is splendid.

September 10, 2003 >> So I will be doing a really pointless survey right now... because I have nothing else to talk about... nothing happened.

1.)what did your clever parents name you?(in full version, thanks much) Hailey Marie and you should know my last name
2.)if you had any say whatsoever in what you would be named, what would you have named yourself? Burnedette...
3.) let's say that two days from now the world were to end...what would you spend your last hours doing? (FULL DETAIL PLEASE) I would want to see all my friends one last time... I would get a car and go on a road trip with Zack and Val up to Cleveland so I could see Mikey one last time... and I would probably sing every song I have ever liked and every showtune and eat cheesecake and drink Frappachinos and Diet coke the whole way there.
4.)if you could change a character flaw, which would you change and why? My outspoken-ness... because I talk to much and argue too much and so on
5.)how do you consider your place within society? What I have a place in society! That's an accomplishment.
6.)"best friend" has become a superficial term over the years, so how would you describe your closest friends and how much they mean to you. My closest friends are people who I just have fun with and are ALWAYS there for me. Val, I know we have a lot of kinks in our friendship but it doesn't change anything. Everything that has happened to me over the last year she knows about and I know the same for her. Stacy, even though I don't see her much, I know that if she could be there for me, she would and she mean so well. Zack, I haven't known very long but it is like I know we are gonna be friends fora long time... I just have fun talking to him on the phone... and it is like I go crazy if I can't talk to him, because he makes me laugh. And I know whatever I do for him he would do the same for me, no questions asked.
7.)what annoys you about people in general? People in general don't annoy me, STUPID people annoy me. That has got to be one of my biggest pet peeves. Not to say that I am incredibly intellegent, but I knew where the Leaning Tower of Pisa was when i was in 1st grade.
8.)are you sterotyped? Most likely. Either I am the annoying opionated girl or the theatre geek
9.)if your friends were transformed into animals, what would they be? describe each of your closest friends in terms of animals;) be nice... Stacy would be a scorpion... because she looks intimidating and if you piss her off she will sting you... Val would be a peacock... because she is really pretty and everything and she seems so bored with everything except acting... and Zack would be a polar bear cub... because he is so cute, but once again, if you piss him off... watch out.
10.)what's a quote that means a lot to you or represents you or your outlook on life? "Don't dream it, BE IT!" -Rocky Horror Picture Show or "Dream as if you'll live forever live as if you'll die today." - James Dean
[11] nickname? Hai, Hailers, Mahan, Hail, Ness
[12] what color is your hair? It changes shades of brown depending on the season
[13] kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use? It changes but right now it is Bed Head... which is like designer stuff...
[14] how many phones do you have in your house? 2?
[15] how many tv's do you have in your house? 4
[16] what's your favorite food(s)? crab cakes, cheesecake
[17] do you look like anyone famous? I think I look like Vivien Leigh... but I dunno... vivien leigh was Scarlett O'Hara and maybe a bit of Liz Taylor and Natalie Wood
[18] who are the most attractive people you know? Zack...:)... he makes me so jelous... I took a picture of him to school with me and every girl I showed was like "Um.. HOTTIE!" one person eve said he was "spankable"
[19] do you wish to be like your parents? My dad... HELL NO... my mum... sure
[20] what cologne should a hot guy wear? That... Armani stuff... oooh soo good
[21] what are you listening to right now? Seal Dreaming in Metaphors
[22] how many hours per day do you spend talking on the phone? anywhere from 20 minutes to all night
[23] do you have your own phone line? I wish...
[24] what are your favorite shoes? my heels... I have three+ pairs of heels and I love them all
[25] what kind of clothes do you sleep in: it varies...
[26] what's your favorite soda (POP!!!!)? diet
[27] seriously, soo, um yeah, loverly, peachy, fabulous
[28] who is the coolest person in the world?: mes amis
[29] do you think you're weird or funny? weird
[30] who was the last person you called? I think Zack...
[31] where do you wanna get married? Anywhere that isn't in Vegas or in a church
[32] who is the hottest girl/guy in your school? I have no idea
[33] what are your favorite girl names? Burnedette...
[34] what are your favorite guy names? Aden... you know I didn't like it at first, but it kinda grows on you
[35] what's your worst memory in the past 5 years? anything having to do with my dad/money
[36] what's your favorite childhood memory? I don't really have a favorite, but my earliest is when I was 2 or 3 and I am sitting in the car driving home and my mum singing Love Shack
[37] who do you really hate? They know who they are...
[38] do you have any brothers and sisters? yes...
[39] if so, names? Cade and Maggie
[40] do you have a pool? I did at one point...
[41] do you have a spa? sadly no...
[42] are you stupid? very much so...
[43] what are you addicted to? Degrassi and Broadway musicals... and cheesecake
[44] do you like jewelry? depends on what kind of jewelry
[45] who do you wish you were? anyone with money
[46] do you like to dance? very much so
[47] do you like playing pranks on people? sometimes...
[48] what's your least favorite subject in school? Math/Science
[49] what's your favorite subject in school? Photography/History
[50] what college do you wanna go to? NYU or Northwestern
[51] do you sleep a lot? not as much as I should...
[52] what are your favorite radio stations? 99.1, 103.9, 94.5
[53] are you a morning person? no...
[54] what's your favorite tv station? The-N, E!, Comedy Central, VH1, MTV, Style, HBO, Bravo!, and Showtime
[55] Do you wear nail polish? sometimes
[56] how often do you shower? everyday...
[57] do you get along with your parents? sometimes
[58] what room do you spend the most time in? the office or my room
[59] how many rooms does your house have? 8
[60] what do you wanna be when you're out of school? I dunno... but I am going to major in political science and minor in musical theatre... I would eventually want to start this whole liberal movement... and have all the crazy liberals everywhere protesting... yeah... me and my silly dreams...
[61] do you curse a lot? sometimes
[62] are you ticklish? terribly
[63] what color tooth brush do you use? blue and white
[64] how many times a day do you brush your teeth? many many times
[65] do you have a job? technically yes, I sell mark, which is the new Avon line... woo woo
[66] what's your favorite fruit? peaches [68] what's your favorite candy? Depends on what kind of mood I am in, but probably snickers or M&M's
[69] what was the best day of your life so far? hmm... Opening night of Guys & Dolls
[70] what are you gonna do today? homework... sleep... talk on the phone
[71] do you wear body spray? NEVER! only purfume... and only department store bought purfume
[72] are you wearing nail polish now? yes
[73] if so, what color? clear
[74] how many rings or necklaces do you own? many many many... I only wear 1 ring... and I wear maybe 3 or 4 neckalces
[75] do you wear a watch? watches just arn't me
[76] did/do you have braces? unfortunetly
[77] are you tired? You have no idea
[78] what are you thinking right now? why in hell am I doing this?
[79] are you having fun? why not?
[80] who makes you laugh? Elyse, Val, Stacy, Zack
[81] what is the best concert you have ever been to? BBMAK! EASY!
[82] what is your favorite dream? my dream where everyone was talking in Rent lyrics... seriously
[83] what is your worst dream? I dunno, I have a lot of weird dreams
[89] do you believe in ghosts? very much so
[90] how many cd's do you have? somewhere around 100-120
[91] what cd's are in your cd player? Seal and Cher's Greatest Hits!
[92] what's the oldest group/singer you are still listening to? Ella Fitzgerald, Billie Holiday... no... Chopain, Beethoven, Vavaldi
[93] if you could marry any music person who would it be? hm...Tyson Ritter
[94] what is the worst cd you own? Linkin Park Meteora DON'T GET IT
[95] what's your favorite movie soundtrack? of the ones I own The Virgin Suicides, The Beach or Chicago
[96] friend(s) that looks most like you? none of them
[97] friend(s) you have the most fun with? Zack and Val
[98] friend(s) you've dreamt about? I dunno... I think Val...
[99] do you like to call or be called? be called... I feel like a stalker when I call
[100] move anywhere, where would it be? New York

September 9, 2003 >> You know, I have forgotten tonight how much I truly enjoy dancing. Just dancing. Not dancing for any purpose just dancing. Espically modern, I love modern so much. And I dunno I just miss dancing. And in a dance class no one hates eachother like they do at Muse, I didn't know anyone but geez no one cared. And it is like this feeling of nothing else matters. Everything is just fine and dandy and everything that happens just floats away. I dunno... itis just a weird feeling. It must be a dancer thing or something. But dear gawd am I out of place. Everyone is so much younger than me. And it is like... ugh... I dunno. But, I just had fun dancing. It isn't like Muse where you want to roll into a ball sometimes because it is so competitive and people just are mean. Like I should be talking, but still. Oh well, what can you do?

So yeah... I just wanna explain my confusion in the whole wear your initial on your shirt fad. Have you forgotten your name and you need your shirt to help you? They arn't attractive. I mean, I can find better things to waste $20 on, like a classic black pencil skirt... shoes... make up, etc... I dunno... people just buy weird things
1st- Oh yaya... I finally get to take pictures... but I need to go to the photo store tomorrow... *GO TO PHOTO STORE!
2nd- I took a quiz... which was incredibly easy
3rd- Nothing. Someone told memy english teacher reminds them of the old lady secretary on Monsters Inc. What is worse, is that she really does look like it.
4th- So Val is totally against the whole South Carolina idea. (which I will explain later if I know what is going on). She says that she will have no one to sit with. Elyse was talking to me about this girl that she used to go to elementary school with. She said that she used to talk to herself and everything and if you would tap your fingers she would be like "Stop it, STOP IT!" and she used to stab people with sissors and pinch people and at recess all she used to do was collect rocks. It just so happens that she is in my 5th period, she is the girl that called the computer a jerk.
5th- *Bethany and I tapping our fingers on our desks*
6th- Oh, I try so very hard to start at least some sort of discussion. Some argument, or agreement, ANYTHING! At least my teacher talks to me about the other people not using common sense. Yeah, that's right.
7th- Once again and forever, I HATE MATH! It is so tedious. It annoys me

Yay, so I have dance class tonight! Way to loose those calories Hailey! Woo woo! Funny, I will only have what 5 or 6 classes? Silly Hailers. Wow, that is how you know I have waaaay too much energy I am referring to myself in the 3rd person... and I am calling myself Hailers... So I am throughly excited to go back to Muse... seriously... and I am seriously excited for this weekend... and now I am gonna go before I shoot myself with my choice of wording.

September 8, 2003 >> Grrrrrr.... so my xanga site is officially over... that pisses me off...
1st- Same old...
2nd- They had some Dill pickle and ketchup flavored French chips. Me, being the person that tries everything, tries these. Yeah, they were terrible. I mean really really bad.
3rd- I SOLD MAKE UP! YAY! And I found out Katie is mad at Ben... I don't know why... probablt for being himself
4th- So, Val drops the "I don't think I am going to homecoming" bomb on me. Because she thinks it will be weird. Grrrrr
5th- So Bethany and I are talking about words we hate or something, and she says you know what word I hate... pussy! I about died.
6th- Good news! I didn't get yelled at by any ghetto fabulous girls.
7th- I always hate 7th, maybe because I don't talk in it. I am like the quiet one in that class... I know, big suprise.

Ok, now WHAT WAS MY DAD SMOKING LAST NIGHT! He would never, not in a million years let Zack come to St.Louis... but he is. Am I really that good at convincing him to do whatever I want and to buy me whatever I want? Or was this another blast at my mum so he could try to convice Maggie and I to move in with him? It was really weird. I mean, I knew that he was gonna say yes, after he told me he'd think about it, but geez. I can hardly go over to Rob's. And now we have Zack maybe coming with us... weird.

September 7, 2003 >> Things Hailey Wants For Her 16th Birthday, Most of Which She Probably Won't Get

1) A computer
2) A car
3) A trip to Europe (this includes England, Italy, France, and Greece)
4) A trip to New York so I can see Rent, Cabaret, Chicago, Gypsy, Hairspray, The Producers, or Throughly Modern Millie on Broadway. Any two of those musicals would be fabo.
5) A long long long long long long long day at O'Ney's. (that's a spa)

And now for the smaller stuff...
6) Chanel's Chance
7) Clothes (gift certificates would also work) from... - Abercombie
- American Eagle
- Express
- Bebe
- Forever 21
8) Make-up (once again gift certificates would work) from... - MAC - Sephora (pretty much any brand would work from there...)
9) I would say Harry Winston diamond tennis bracelet... but that doesn't look good
10) CDs - Anything Broadway musical...
- Anything Dave Matthews Band
- The new John Mayer CD
11) Movies - Splendour in the Grass - Broken Blossoms - Cher: The Farewell Tour - First Wive's Club - Mrs.Doubtfire - Robin Williams Live on Broadway - Casablanca - Breakfast at Tiffany's - West Side Story (yes I already have this, but I want the DVD) - Chris Farley's Best on SNL - Election - Rocky Horror Picture Show - Cabaret - Chicago - Sixteen Candles - The Breakfast Club - To Wong Foo: Thanks for Everything, Julie Newmar - Gypsy - Wait Until Dark - Cruel Intentions
12) The Big Black Book of Rent
13) Anything that relates to James Dean in any way
14) Anything that has the Coco Chanel logo on it (yes I am serious)
15) Anything that has to do with musicals/Broadway
16) Anything old movies
17) Tarot cards
18) An old, ANTIQUE Ouija Board.
And I think that is about it... for now at least.

September 6, 2003 >> I have found that my life, is totally deprived of any meaning. Not in a suicidal way or anything. And it isn't like I totally love acting like I am the second Liz Taylor, but I am not. Not at all. And it isn't just that I am a hypocrite. My life is filled with highlights of, buying Chanel purfume, and sleeping, and acting. Yet, I want to do something. I want to change the world for the better. I want to come home after school and not have "Oh I wonder if zack isn't busy enough to humor me over the phone for an hour." And look at me... I am still hanging onto the idea that I will get discovered in college and acting will be a breeze. I just wish I could wake myself up. HAILEY! THE MONEY IS GONE! THERE IS NO MORE! Its one when your mum had to SELL HER FUCKING WEDDING RING FOR RENT! I just think that Maggie will go off, and be realistic and Cade will be a great person (he already can almost break my mum's nose by throwing a wiffle ball) but I will be some little modern day Bohemian wannabe trying to be the next Marilyn. I don't know it is seeming all so trivial to me. Like I want something more. I don't want to be known for my acting now, but my thoughts and my impact on the world. And let's face it, a poor actress living in a New York flat living off of candles and bread doesn't make much of a mark. So yeah, on the upside, I talked to my dad today. And we got to talking about homecoming, woo woo. And I guess he was just estatic to buy his first born daughter her first homecoming dress... of course elated I am, I am thinking, I am totally make him buy me the whole she-bang. Yes, beaded dress, clutch purse, heels, pearls, all of it. Of course I am so happy and he asks me who I want to look like... I say Great Garbo. Which is even better, because that means evening gown, and glamour, and pretty, and something absolutely fabo. Also today, I have found I am a very clingy person. And very paranoid at that. Clingy in the sense that I can't stand being away from anyone for a certain about of days, and I can't go without talking to them withina number of hours. And I am paranoid in the sense that I am scared that people are calling me clingy behind my back. Oh well. So now I am completely bored and I guess I will do something online... until I am tired enough to go watch 10 Things I Hate About You.

September 5, 2003 >> Yeah nothing really happened today... except I got yelled at today by this total ghetto fabulous girl in Social Studies today. So Matt calls her sexist, joking of course. And she flips and says "If I was sexist I would be talking about how boys are bad." And I just corrected her, like I normally do, and I said "you don't have to talk about how guys are bad to be sexist." She turns arond and says "Did I ask you?" Then this other ghetto fabulous girl (my History class is full of them) asks why Lithuania and Luxembourg can't have normal country names. I said, because they don't speak English. Well she just gave me this little flip of her extremely gelled hair... it was all stiff and gross... ewwwww... So my social studies teacher talked to me after class and said that if they bother me, he will take her out of the class... which I think is funny...

September 4, 2003 >> Before I start with yet again, another survey... let me just confess my vast love for Mikey (not to be outdone for my love for Zack, because I know you are reading this)
Bigfeet480: ive decided that i am a mix of miss saigon, holly golightly, and sally bowles but in a slightly more masculine form
Is that not fabo?! Yeah, I stole that work from Zack... but yes... as promised... I shall be doing a survey... but I think I might link it...

September 3, 2003 >> I have to write little notes to people. If you have one, you will know who you are, I will not mention names.
1) I am not about to sit here and argue with people about who IMed who. It annoys me. It is trivial. It doesn't matter. Fact is an IM happened... woo woo. I didn't say anything. I don't know what you read, but all I asked was why she called me a bitch. I didn't say anything else. So it was wrong, I was misinformed. Oh well. Things happen. I did not "attack" her or whatever. If you would like the chat I have it. There is no reason for me to be yelled at. And there is no reason for me to be espically... harassed. It is one huge petty arguement that shouldn't have been blown up to what it was. My website is what I do to let out stuff. You don't have to look at it. NO ONE LOOKS AT IT! No one that you know. So don't worry about it. It is MY site, and if I cared what you thought of it I wouldn't have one.
2) I have not pranked you. In fact, I have not pranked anyone. I PRANKED YOU ONCE! ONCE. And whoopie-dee-doo you found out. You would know if it was me about you would know my voice. You are not fun to prank... so don't go around saying that I keep on pranking you, I am not that stupid... I only pranked you once.

Ugh... bad day... three+ people mad at me... 2 fights... and one mentally unstable best friend... on top of that I have load of math homework... I am being harassed... and my mum is in a bad mood. On a lighter note... I AM GOING TO HOMECOMING WITH MY BESTEST FRIENDS! (val and zack) YAY!

September 2, 2003 >> If I cared if people read this, I wouldn't post it now would I? Read it all for all I care. That's what its here for. Copy and paste it and send it to all your friends... I don't care. That's what you were gonna do isn't it? *rolls eyes*

Sooooooo tired. Danielle definitly IMed me today. HAHA! Bitch... Why can't these people get lives? Why must Matt, Lynne, and Danielle spend their time talking about Zack and I? WE ARE NOT THAT FUN TO TALK ABOUT! And seriously, I have no idea what I did to any of them. But what can ya do? "Like everyone says, if you don't have anything nice to say, come sit by me." -Steel Magnolias. They can sit to themselves in a small corner and talk amongst themselves on how to have a soul and how to become a half-way good person. At any rate, we have moved on from Zack there is a new ex to prank call and bitch about... Jon. Woo woo! Jon is so much more fun to mess with anyway. But anyways, at least I am not immature and I have reasons to bitch at people. Unlike them. Hey, its ok, no one likes them anyway, because Matt has dated everyone, Lynne is a bitch, and Danielle is annoying. It all works out.

September 1, 2003 >> So yeah, guess what! ZACK AND RACHEL SPENT THE NIGHT AGAIN! Yes, 'twas fun. And we got chicken chunks... and then we went to Hollywood and got Session 9, and Halloween, and Election. SO then we were online, and we read some really bad erotica. And then we were trowing tampons at Maggie. It was some gay one, that Zack picked out. And then we start to watch Session 9 and we decide to play fumble in the dark. Which was soooo funny. Me and Zack would always end up finding eachother and then we would be wrestling on the floor, then Maggie and Alie would trip on us or something and it would be all of us wrestling on the floor. And then we get out the Ouija board again. And Zack and Rachel play another trick on me. And then we just layed around and talked. Zack and Rachel kept on fighting, and it was funny. yeah, so now I have to go back to school tomorrow. Which I am not looking forward to. But it will be ok. So now I need to go edit all my pages...