All things not said so you could never hear.
What things are spoken on sorrows pillow.
What you may hear whispered deep beneath comes to this.
Words that break my heart but silences that drench the hurt.
Unforgivable mistakes for what I didn't say.
All that I can't take away.
When on sorrows pillow I lay.
The sound of a heart left broken are filled by the tears not yet shed.
A lonliness that gaps in between the sweet.
Out of time this rage of mine.
All things not said intertwined with sorrows pillow to make this mine.
I have to give up.
I have to admit that I was wrong.
If I wanna win this fight, I have to say I lost.
If I want to keep you I have to say it's over. So I give in, but still I lost.
I gazed into an ordinary sunset and watched as he soared through the sky.
A tear fell but noithing more.
He was gone.
I felt my heart break, but not because I had lost him.
I only cried because I was glad.
On an ordinary day, my tears ran down.
He was gone now and I was free.
Hope it will be better.
Make it go away.
Too dependent on myself to let it slip away.
Ended it all to be sorry once again.
You said you were sorry.
This time is must be true.
Gotta fogive.
Too weak to turn away.
Alone in the dark without a door to my heart.
Once was fated now laughed at a joke.
A joke in my heart.
A fairy tale in my mind.
So alone in the dark.
I'm not mad.
I'm not numb.
I'm not crying anymore.
I'm not bitter.
I'm not you.
I'm not happy.
I'm not pretty.
I'm not here anymore.
I'm not me.
I'm not love anymore.
in a steady embrace, to hold you up and make you mine.
I carried your heart until the end.
But today you couldn't even say goodbye.
I cried at the face of no one, for no one was to blame.
No hate because there really was no one there to love.
So I said goodbye to the nothingness left in my heart.
Without a word.
My loves fills the pages that you burnt today.
My screams are at myself.
No one left to blame.
You gave my heart away today.
Sent it off without regard.
My life folded up neatly in a box.
But my hurt filled up the vapiness you left behind.
Seems it is the only thing you left behind for me.
Another night spent alone.
In the quietness of dark I search my soul for you.
You left without a notice.
So now I swallow the vacancy.
Alone I search for an answer that you were too fast to give.
And I was too dumb to hear.
I only hear the answers when it is cold.
The same story we retrace.
All of my inefficencys seem to be the blame this time.
we could never blame you.
So I sit and cry to myself not that you are gone.
In the void I feel your bitterness in my re-opened wounds.
Scars that never healed from before.
You open everytime you come back.
I feel the hate that you felt towards me.
Alone in the dark.
Another night crying in my sleep that you'll never know about.