Peace! Magazine (Issue No. 53)

The Little X Story
by Emily Mills

Oblivious to the blazing afternoon sun, a large group of extras, stylists and 
production staff scatter about the set of Donell Jones' latest video, "This 
Love", deep inside a West end Toronto nightclub.  Rich red paint, gold-trimmed 
furnishings and provocatively dressed models colour the small room which is the 
backdrop for the "club scene", now an indispensable component of many urban 
videos.

	At the centre of all the energy and commotion, the serious and critical 
eye of the director oversees the entire operation.  Although he has already 
completed more than forty projects for r&b and hip hop giants like Aaliyah, DMX, 
Sisqo, Redman and Jay-Z (to name a few), the director's determination and focus 
could lead one to believe that he's new to the game.  However, nothing could be 
farther from the truth; homegrown video director, Little X, has been hard at 
work over the past few years... and he's come a long way.

	X's work day surely began hours earlier, yet he shows no signs of fatigue 
while personally scrutinizing every aspect of the shoot.  Dressed casually in 
sneaks, loose-fitting gear and a wave cap, he speaks with authority and wastes 
no time perfecting lighting and approving last-minute wardrobe changes.  For the 
next half-hour, the crew work under their director like an army to a general, 
remaining steadfast in their mission to recreate X's penciled storyboard 
illustrations.  Only the arrival of lunch breaks the concentration of the young 
visual artist, who then invites me to sit and talk about the evolution of Little 
X.

	Right from the beginning, the 20-something year old avoids volunteering 
information about his personal life and his days as the well-known sidekick to 
spoken word artist, Black Katt.  Nor does he touch on his experience with 
Kardinal Offishall, Saukrates and other local artists at the now-defunct 
FreshArts Interdisciplinary Program.  But X freely recounts the opportunities 
that surfaced once he became curious about directing and is not shy in 
recognizing Toronto as his creative birthplace.  According to him, it all 
started at the Nation's Music Station, MuchMusic.

	"Until I went to Much, I only wanted to draw, like Graphic Design.  Then, 
I kind of got interested in the camera but I didn't know anybody in the film 
industry," he says frankly.  Referring to trend-setting video director, Hype 
Williams, who has now also expanded to the fields of photography, fashion and 
film, X credits his mentor as his main motivation to join the industry.  "I knew 
I liked this one guy's video - Hype Williams.  So I did five months at Much, and 
looked at everything I learned and made some connections, and said 'I'll do five 
months with this guy.'  I sent out my stuff and through a lot of persistence and 
a couple of head aches, I managed to get an internship with them."

	Under the guidance of Hype's production company, Big Dog Films, X drew 
video storyboards while he absorbed and observed all the tricks of the trade.  
"When we met it was kind of me respecting him as an artist, and him respecting 
me as a talented kid.  For me, when I meet someone who can draw or something 
like that, there's just this respect that's there.  And it's different from a 
friendship.  It's different from an acquaintance.  It's hard to explain."

However he views their early relationship, it's clear that Hype's influence on 
Little X's directoral technique and style has made its mark, even from the very 
first video.  Thinking back to "What It Takes" by Choclair featuring Jully 
Black, X reflects fondly on his premier work and expresses appreciation to the 
artists who didn't dismiss him altogether as he was still learning.  "Choclair 
was the first person who gave me a shot, if it wasn't for Choclair, who knows 
when I would have even done a video," he confesses.

	Fortunately for Choclair, X was able to return the favour years later on 
the eve of his major label release, Ice Cold.  Leaving VideoFact grants behind, 
Choclair utilized X's skills and ultimately their collaboration on "Let's Ride" 
would go on to make Canadian history.  "It was great for him.  He was nominated 
for several MuchMusic Video Awards, they were playing it on MTV and they were 
killing it on BET," he boasts proudly.

	But not being too far removed from life as a struggling artist himself; 
the accomplished director isn't only interested in industry praise and financial 
profits.  If so, he may never have taken on the "Stick To Your Vision" video 
from Maestro's Built to Last.  Respectfully, he says, "I don't know Maestro.  
And at that time, I was kind of at a point where I didn't need to do videos back 
home.  But I did Maestro out of respect for him, what he's done and the memory 
that I have of him as a kid in Toronto.  I can't think of any other black person 
that we know to do something on a level like that.  He just opened up so many 
doors, so many people's eyes just opened up like, 'S**t, maybe I can do this 
too,'"

	In spite of X's achievements and the ties he's maintained with Toronto, 
some local critics support X as little as they did when he left for New York in 
the first place.  "'Northern Touch' was a big deal and even when I did the 
video, there were people talking about, 'can he really do it?'" he recalls 
defensively.  With bitterness now in his voice, X exposes his 'no bulls**t' 
attitude as he directly addresses those turning a blind eye to the past and 
suddenly expecting favours.  He obviously remembers those frustrating times 
clearly:  "I came and I said, 'Hey, give me a shot.  I got nothin', we're all 
***in' with nothin', so let's do somethin'.'  If you put up your middle finger 
to me, fine.  But when you come to me now and you want me to do somethin'... 
Well nigga, it goes both ways.  Simple, play by your own rules."  Concluding 
sharply, X adds, "But for those who did look out, and I mean really look out, 
I'm gonna bus' my ass for them.  I'm gonna do what it takes... come home and 
represent for the people who represented for you."  As though he's just rid 
himself of some deep resentment, X lightens up and assures me that he generally 
has pure love for local artists and their efforts.  Before moving on, he makes a 
point of offering some advice since he's gained more perspective on the 
entertainment industry over the years.  "Here's something to know about success 
in Canada - it can't happen.  Don't forget [where you came from], because I'm 
still from Toronto, I've never hid it and I always come back, but to be in 
Toronto?  No, you can't do it.  Maybe down the line, if [and he stresses this 
word] Toronto ever becomes like an Atlanta or L.A., but right now, take your ass 
up and go."  And since Little X has already made the long pilgrimage, he is used 
to being sought out for his hard-earned wisdom on the state of urban music.  
Reminding him of Da Mix Special on MuchMusic last December, X listened intensely 
to allegations of unnecessary exploitation of women in hip hop and r&b videos.  
Speaking on behalf of his industry with passion, he replies, "Although I'm not 
defending it, I just feel like, if you're gonna come at me and say look how you 
portray women, well look at everything.  What's bulls**t is that hip-hop is 
spotlighted, when there are all-white, male magazines and there is a woman on 
the cover half-naked, like Maxim.  GQ."

	The point is well taken, but X senses that his answer may not suffice and 
boldly declares, " I know that women would rather look at beautiful women and 
men would rather look at beautiful women.  The women's magazines, in the Vogues, 
Elle's and all the other fashion magazines that women buy, it's all the same 
kind of s**t, the skinny, scrawny, inaccessible, unrealistic women.  It's BIG, 
is what I'm trying to say.  It's much bigger than hip-hop.  It's much bigger 
than r&b.  We're doing exactly what everyone else does.  Is it right?  That's 
another discussion.

	But even considering the power of green from record labels, and the fact 
that music generally dictates each video concept, X must have some leverage to 
help transform the sexually over-saturated industry.  Especially after recently 
being selected as "Hot Video Director" by Rolling Stone, and directing videos 
for top-selling international artists like Sisqo ('Thong Song - Remix'), Jay-Z 
('It's Alright') and DMX ('What's My Name?').

	Again, he insists that the business isn't so simplistic and rebuts, "Hip-
hop is what it is right now.  So can I, as a video director, change the world"  
No.  Can I try to put some substance into what I do?  What I can do is at least 
put some kind of concept, you try to have a little something connect there... 
instead of saying, 'Let's mindlessly dress everyone up and have them shake their 
ass.'  And I have done those videos."  Regrettably facing the harsh reality of 
his creative universe, X finishes: "It's hard.  And you don't feel completely 
good about it."

	Sensing that his lunch break is coming to an end by the increasing noise 
and background activity, Little X tries to communicate his future aspirations in 
light of the restrictions and obstacles faced and will continue to encounter.  
"I don't have career goals, I have artistic goals.  When I make a video, I try 
to make something that's gonna match the music, I try and make something that 
people are gonna like."  He pauses before completing his thought, "I'm somewhere 
where I wanted to be a few years ago, but right now it's not where I want to be 
and I have new goals.  What I really believe as an artist, is that if you focus 
on the art that you love, then everything else will fall into place.  I'm no 
genius and I don't think I'm gonna influence art on a whole, but I'm gonna focus 
on what God gave me, the talent that I have, and try to build that to the 
fullest extent that it can go.  And that's my focus."

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