" Inside This Life " This crazy life I lead takes me down so may roads Sometimes I feel stuck here and sometimes I feel lost All these things happen so fast I have no time to react Why can't life be simple, or is that to much to ask Life is a plan made to be broken Like a heart on the edge of disaster All my life I've looked for comfort To find out it was all not true Just a dream world I lived in all alone by myself I couldn't,wouldn't let anyone in Now things have changed, changed so much inside I long for that love that I once pushed aside I look at the world, so big and so bright Looking for something to hold deep inside Couldn't care less about money and pride I'd give up the world to have you inside I once feared the words and now the door has openned I can never go back, not once or not twice I just hope I am right with this feeling inside I fear what I'm doing will hurt me inside No I can not lie everything is not perfect Everything is not right, I know I should cry But instead I hold it inside, for a big rainy day For a cold,snowy night I listen to my heart, my mind throws me around I scream at myself, I hold myself back Only to hear that I'm lost in myself Who would have thought, who would have cared I build myself up for more misery Peace I won't find , love is just anger I know I must find my true only answer My question is this is love worth this game Could anyone answer I'm lost in this place I look at the world and see only one answer This world is a game, The world is all love The world is heartache,The world is this place Place the period at the end of the sentence Not everything is that neat in this kind of place Hope is inside me, love it is to I must love myself before I love you I can not except what I'm doing inside I want to, I need to, but it still hurts my pride Can't figure this out,don't think I ever will All of this pain it blows up inside Life is my gift, I hold it so dear I won't hurt myself, I won't hurt another This feeling inside is love for one another Maybe I found it, maybe it was inside Maybe I hide it from the world so well That I hide it from myself also Now I can sleep, now i can rest Softly on my pillow and dream sweet dreams in my head