| 8/3/2004 - Goodbye... Wow, it's been one year since I've updated. I'm not even sure if anyone comes to this site anymore. *laughs* However, this update will be the last one for this site. I will no longer be able to update this site. Therefore, I'm here today to declare the official closing down of this site. It was great while it lasted but the decision for closing down this site was not only because I have no more time but also because I feel that I no longer reserve the right to do something for something that I no longer have a passion for - it wouldn't be fair to people who come here expecting great things but are returned with half-hearted attempts. I mean, I'm extremely sorry to say but I really don't share the passion that I have had 1 year ago. Just around 3 months ago, I underwent a short term of depression. Why? Because I couldn't bring myself to face that fact that I had never liked H.O.T as much as I had thought I did. It was done only because I was under the state of being rebellious to my mother which I deeply regret now for my mother had passed on. I mean, I loved H.O.T's music and everything but it wasn't with the passion that I had thought I did. For someone who's passion is lost, I don't think that I will be able to handle a website for them, whole-heartedly. As I had said, that would be unfair to people who come here. They deserve the rights to go to a website that is done with passion and carefulness, not one with carelessness. Some of the links will still be in access but I will be taking some of the links down as of today. Therefore, after my "speech", I would like to thank all of you who had supported me while I was still passionate with this website and what this website is about. I may open up a website later on but it will probably be different from this one that you are visiting right now. I'll go back to saying the old Chinese saying, "If it is destined, we shall meet again even if we are separated 1000 miles apart; if it's not destined, we shall not recognize us even if we pass each other on the same road." I wish all of you happiness, health, and longevity. Webmistress - ch1979 |