April 22, 2005
Did i ever tell you that i'm this semester's SD AphiG vice president? yeah. so i've been planning formals. so far its been successful... but i guess we'll see, right? i'm finally crossing a girl. after 5 failures, this one's made it to her last night. btw, it's her last night tonight. wish her luck. wish me luck. and let's just hope mother nature is forgiving for the next couple of days. yep. and that's my sorority life.

nothing else is happening. after i finished with school... every day has been the same. wake up. get ready. drop off my brother at work. go to work. work 9 long and frustrating hours. pick up my brother. drop him off at home. go do sorority stuff. come home. sleep. and start over again the next day. what sucks is that i think my relationship with brian has come to a halt ever since then. not that we're having problems. we're just having a hard time finding real time for each other. between his job and my job and me playing taxi... there isnt much space in between. it's okay. this summer is gonna be good. i can feel it.

it seems like it's been forever waiting for my tax return. as little as it is, it's gonna be a big help. i've been spending muchos bucks on sorority stuff. yikes. so i havent had a good night out or a really good time out in a LONG time. at this point i think i'm gonna need to take up a second job. which makes it even worse.

growing up sucks. i never realized how EXPENSIVE it is for insurance. health, dental, vision, car. you know what makes it worse? i'm paying for all of it... but i cant even afford to go because i know once i get there i'm gonna have a lot of other out of pocket expenses. GREAT.

so.... Dr. Mar? not no more. more on that later.


April 10, 2005
i pooped two days in a row. that's an accomplishment. let's shoot for three. mmmmm... fiber!

i got my commencement announcements. if you're interested in coming, i will be walking on may 22nd at 1pm at cox arena. i would appreciate your support. and lunch is on my parents. yum!

hmmm... what else is going on... actually... a lot. a lot that i can say and a lot that's been buggin me. just growin up kinda stuff.

hey... remember that break up scene in "You've Got Mail" between Kathy and Frank? i like that scene. i like it when my break ups are like that. kinda.. but not really. and lets just say.... its something to work towards at this point.


April 1, 2005
so. my digicam broke. my car got hit (and the jackass drove off). i was late to work. a check bounced.

i really hope God is playing an April fools joke on me. cuz this day SUCKS.