July 27, 2004
i REALLLLYYY wish i had internet at home. not that it's the world. but i need to check email once in a while and school is just tooo far a drive just to check email and dabble in a little post.

san francisco was FUN. i wouldnt live there. i COULDNT live there. but it was fun to visit. yikes. talk about a LOT of tourists tho. i thought we had it bad. but MAN. that was just too much. thanks erik for bein our tour guide and drivin up those hills. =) I'll post pictures up in imagestation when i get the chance. WHEN I GET THE CHANCE. but the only way i can get them up is when me and brian have a day when our work schedules arent opposite. which hasnt happened since like... well... san francisco. =P

i still have to post pics from jer's little gathering for hookah. that was good shit. not too sure about the pictures. but what the hell. might as well post em up, right? ooh. there was an awkward SOBER hug with mark there too. as OVER IT as i am. i'm still gettin weirded out by these dreams lately i've been having of old boyfriends. last night's dream was a killer. (for the record, it was genaro last night) i do miss their moms tho.

and work? well. work is work. i'm lettin myself be a beauty advisor and not the assistant counter manager. that's just toooo much work. and they're not payin me extra for it. if they want me to work harder, then fucking promote me already. i'm tired of it.

and yes. sorority life is in FULL SWING. i've got muchos things to do left and right. who knew this would be SO MUCH WORK!!! and you know my paranoia about calling strangers. I HATE IT. and yet i've been doin a lot of it lately. just to make goals. bleh. whatever. its all for the betterment of our girls. oh well. i guess it's fun. but i guess i had more fun with less responsibility. MAN. i need some coffee.


July 12, 2004
YEY! i got $520 in gratis! that means $520 in freeeeee Estee Lauder cosmetics! i'm HELLLLAAAA excited. haha. like a kid in a candy store. geez. what a girl i've become. cant even leave the house with a full face anymore. JOKE! yeah i can. but i really have to not care.

ugh. how was your fourth of july? mines? i dont know. i SLEPT right through it. what a tard. how sad. but the next day.... i went to the beach with my beeeauuuuutiful sisters. and the next day... WARPED TOUR!!!

damn. is it me, or am i just OLD? i felt SO OLD and SO FAT! all the little kiddies were wearing just their skivvies. holy crap! and HOW RUDE THEY ALL ARE!!! i dont remember it being ever so AGGRO!!! ugh. but all in all... a good time was had by all. but WHOA. i think NFG was a little TOOO tired or they're gettin a little toooo old. not a hot performance. but it was a good show. =)

frisco this weekend!!! are you excited? cuz I AM!!!


July 3, 2004
oops. the last entry was posted on july FIRST. not the second. but days have fused together lately. and i never really know which day is what or when anymore. it's cuz i'm back on espresso, so my body is still adjusting. yikes. how sad.

anyhoo... erik's gonna drive down here. (right?) and then drive up with us. then drive back down with us. then drive back up. soundslike a plan! hmmm... sounds more like he just doesnt wanna drive while he's up there with us! you conspiracist you!

and in other news... our ringer got fired today. =( she wasnt exactly bubbly, but she was really nice and sweet and worked hard. i liked her. she was good. and she got fired just cuz she doesnt smile. =( BOOOOOO!

what else.... and i have the next three days off!!! WOO HOO!!! but after that, i'm doing an 8 day stretch before my next day off. ouch! it's k. i get paid to do NOTHING tomorrow! hooooraaay!


July 2, 2004
i cant believe it's JULY already. holy crap time goes by fast.

another thing i cant believe? sdsu raised tuition for undergrads to almost $1500 per semester! holy crap that's a lot of money! that's a crapload of cash to pay to take TWO classes next semester. but i dont really feel like taking anything else. i WAS gonna take human anatomy, but they're only offering ONE class next semester. that's just STUPID. but. whatever. so yeah. and it doesnt go well with my schedule. cuz it just CONFLICTS with the classes that i want to take. boo hoo for me. whatever. ack.

ooh. did i mention i'm at SCHOOl right now? yup. sittin in the RBR. good grief i'm such a dweeb. no. not really. i just have really slow internet at home. and i have a lot of internet business to attend to that 56k just isnt gonna cut. (you know how the porn biz is...haha! j/k)

YEY! in two weeks i get to visit erik in his new city. kinda new. but yeah. I'M UBER EXCITED!!!

know what i was watching this morning? Dawsons Creek. the senior prom episode. something about it was just VERY compelling. (maybe cuz saved by the bell was coming up next.)

oh yes! and another thing... i had my interview for american eagle earlier. things are lookin up. but i dont wanna jinx it by being too optimistic. but here's hoping! wish me luck folks! that was thebest job ever!