06.27.04.
hey erik. if i dont get to call you or anything or anything or whatever tomorrow, HAPPY FREAKIN BERFDAY YOU OLD FART! holy crap you can bring youngens into dave and busters now! oh crap. i should call you now cuz i'm a lil tiny bit tipsy cuz i've been drinking. what an ALKIE! mar is such an ALKIE!!! but so is erik so that's okay. because hey. i'm an alkie. you're an alkie. we're all alkies! hooray for us! no really. i should call you. but yeah. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOMORROW!!

so on the other window, i have a video of doug robb on PAUSE. because he just looks so damn adorable in that frame. cuter than the bouncer. but i think i could push in on the bouncer at PB. he was hot. nice broad shoulders. tight butt. (small, but tight). just hot. a little short. but he was chinese or korean (couldnt tell. i cant tell between asians). but yeah. DOUG ROBB! OOOOOOOH YEAH!

dont listen to me. i'm drunk. no. i'm not drunk. i'm tipsy.

pizza and martinis? yes please!

omG! doug's so hot. QUYEN! CALL ME SO WE CAN GO SEE HIM! ok. i'm gonna call erik now. BYE!


June 27, 2004
okay. so really, i just feel like quitting my job. Why? cuz it's not something i really plan to use or particularly enjoy. it's nice that i've learned so much as far as skincare and which lines are good for which things. but seriously, i was happy using clinique exclusively (which i still use for most things). bleh. whatever. and i'm just really fed up with all the crap i have to put up with. not like the usual crap that other jobs put you through. cuz i can deal with the labor. it's the stupid goals and just the overall fakeness of it all. it's like slangin phones all over again. cuz really, i could care less. and the fact that i have to FAKE IT just to make my superiors happy.

take today for example. we received a shipment of our new electric lipsticks. i dont like them. i think they're ugly. i think the formula is gross because the color comes off on everything and it just feels nasty on my lips. and the tester unit is just plain ugly and unflattering. i wasnt being entirely negative about it. i just voiced my opinion. and i was just being honest. but apparently, not being excited about a new product is some sort of carnal sin. all of a sudden, i'm not a team player because i dont like the set up or the colors. whatever. if i was a customer, i wouldnt like it either. and no amount of enthusiasm on behalf of a salesperson would change it.

bleh. another bad day at work. REALLY MAKES ME WANT TO STAY, DOESNT IT?


June 25, 2004
YEY! i finally got the hang of writing 2004 on everything. hm. only took 6 months. =)

this douglas robb obsession is slowly starting to take over my life. i cant get him out of my head. this is disturbing.

i've been thinking about this road trip coming up. me n bri decided to take a week off mid-june in order to spend some time together. so we're drivin up to the bay to visit friends and just to do some general sightseeing. it's been on my mind. because of two things. ONE: how am i gonna tell my parents. TWO: do i have the fundage available for it? hm. but hopefully all will fall into place in due time. yikes! if you have any suggestions, please text me. =)


June 23, 2004
if it's any consolation, i've been thinking of posting everyday. but i just dont have the means to do it. most of the time i get distracted and my computer fizzes out and i cant go online. and when i finally do get to a computer, i only have time to check my email and do more important things. not that this isnt important. my sanity has definitely taken a hit since i stopped posting.

anyhoo... what did you miss? CONFERENCE. HOOBASTANK. and a host of other goodies and gossips from work. let's start with the exciting ones.

i FINALLY got to see hoobastank in concert. i'm so in love with Douglas Robb it's scaring me. there were three bands before them. Kill Radio (good live, but i dont think i'd buy the album) has a really cute drummer. Buckfast Superbee (local) are all hot but not really somethin i would typically wanna listen to. then came LIT!!! awesome band. awesome live. i loved it. and bought the album today. and love them even more.
but DAYAM. after an hour in the front of the pit gettin pushed and shoved and being completely drenched in sweat (of yours and others) and not havin any kind of way to replenish those fluids... yah need to step back a sec. i was ready to pass out so i had to get out of the pit. but DAMN. hoobastank put on a DAMN GOOD SHOW. but about 3 songs before the show ended, my newest sister passed out so me n chassie had to pull her out and tend to her. hahah. funny that she passed out shortly after Doug took his shirt off. lucky for me, she got the picture before she passed out. (a picture that's in my wallet, BTW)

oh. so this little obsession i have with douglas robb has escalated. a little too much. i'm SO IN LOVE with this foo. i've been having DREAMS about him. like dreams that COULD BE REAL. like he's so close that it's possible! he's single these days, BTW. only 28. doesnt smoke. and only drinks occasionally. and you know what he likes to drink? JAGERMEISTER!!!! everything i hear about him, everything he says about himself. EVERYTHING. i'm going insane. i cant get enough. and it scares me how obsessed i've become. SCARES ME. because i dont get like this. but there's something about him. that completely draws me to him.

ANYWAY. Alpha Phi Gamma Conference 2004. In Santa Monica. we stayed at the Hyatt right on sunset. with the House of Blues directly across the street, the COmedy Store right next door, the best shopping to the right of us, and the best clubbin to the left of us. it was GREAT!!! and to experience that with hundreds of my NATIONWIDE sisters. it was quite an experience. too bad it was cut short cuz i had to race home to get to work on time. =( but at least i spent a good amount of it with sisters. so i really cant wait til CONFERENCE '05 in Phoenix Arizona!

sorry i've been missing. but. life happens sometimes. and i have no means to get to this. oh well.

next update, maybe it'll be about me n bri's road trip. =)


June 7, 2004
would anyone like to donate $20,000 to me anytime soon? for my student loan. and stuff. and stuff. yeah. please? anyone? it would be a big help!

needless to say, i'm in a rut. =P and with conference around the corner. and my car hittin it's 90,000 miles soon. and with all this other crap i have to pay for. man. it's not easy not havin green. =(

yargh. and i have a cavity.


June 4, 2004
oh good griefers. THURSDAY NIGHT WAS SOOOOOOO FUN!!!! so erik came down on wednesday night. and we made plans for thursday. dave n busters with a couple of his frat people. made plans to meet up for 9pm. yeah. erik's filipino. everyone was there by 9:45ish. =) go figger. haha! so we sat around and intro-ed each other for 15 minutes til HAPPY HOUR! then it was OOOOONNNN!!! we started with easy rounds. then me n matt moved the trend to zombies. man. I LOVE COREY!!! she's the best bartender EVER!!! she always knows how i like my drinks. and this time around, she heeelllllaaa hooked it up! (she's hooked it up with discounts before... but the alkie hook up is much better) a little too much 151 for my taste, but whuteva. anyhoo, the pictures speak louder than what i could post, so i'll get them up asap.

let's just say gettin drunk with erik is a good time. i would recommend it to anyone and everyone. =) and his frat people are really cool. to matt and kelani.. yalls are just awesome. =) (p.s. matt is reeeaaalllyyy easy on the eyes. if you catch my drift)

and i dunno what was goin on that night. but EVERYONE was there that night. all the people i usually see at the club were there. a BUNCH of alpha psi rho bhros were there. a couple of my sisters. a bunch of my old racer buddies (saga). some other greeks from state were there. and a couple of brian's friends. and a couple of genaro's friends. =) needless to say, i was QUITE the social butterfly that night. and i almost forgot how fun genaro's friends are. so i spent quite a bit of time with them too.

highlights of the night? the horses with erik. my drunk dial to erik with him standing 3 feet behind me. the pee-ing adventure. santanas drunk. and the "faaaded. i'm faaaded. no. you're faaaaded. haha. faaaaded." escapades. and matt and kelani on ddr. LEFT! LEFT! LEFT! FORWARD! FORWARD! NO! NO! NO!" hahaha! fucking with drunk people's coordination is always a hoot. and i think i remember ballin it up. i just dont quite remember. hahahaha! and that's the BEST PART!

and let's just say, that 151 is NOT MY FRIEND! well, it is... just not when corey adds it in. =) we got home at 2:30ish that morning and i had to be up and at em at 6am the next morning to get to work on time. yeah. NOT FUN. i was 10 minutes late to work friday morning. because i had to pull over and YAK MY GUTS OUT. i did it in a parking lot. and after 10 minutes of nonstop hurling, i had colored in an ENTIRE PARKING SPACE with orange, yellow, brown and greenish chunks and dribbling liquids. the folks at starbucks have nicknamed me "mar yakaholic alejandrino." thanks guys. how endearing. it's only the SECOND TIME EVER i've yakked after a night of drinking. so up yours.

eep! i cant wait til yalls see the pictures. =)

oh yeah. and i chopped my hair off =) above the shoulders. and donated 14 inches of hair to locks of love. you'll see in the pics. =)


06.02.04.guilty.pleasures
everyone should be entitled to a few, right? even when you're expected to be a partof the not-so-part-of-the-crowd-crowd. or not even so much that, but even expected not to roll out with the rest of the herd. you gets?

anyway. sue me. i LOVE weezer. i LOVE no doubt. i love britney. i love justin. and chris carraba and dougie doug will always be a priority on my calendar. and then i think of the little people screaming their lungs out during the songs that get airtime and sit there quiet through the shit that i loved. (okay GROSS. brian just farted in my face) but whatever. i was wearing my "its not easy being weez" shirt in the mall the other day. i'll leave it at that.

i've been having strange dreams lately. the other night it was about mark. last night it was about RO (haha. one of the young cats was wondering why the battalion sucked. and she heard it ALL. woke up with a nice big fat smile on my face). a couple more nights ago it was about danawoods. hm. something to think about tho, whats been happening in the dreams.

so yesterday i ran into jason at american eagle in downtown. hm. he got re-recruited. i'm jealous. i would have my own store by now if i didnt quit. he's on his way to gettin his own too. the one that I opened. (parkway plaza) i still cant go into that store and not think that that was MY territory. and the only time i've ever had sane managers working above me (with the exception of bossmanMark). i'm thinking of going back. that would just be awesome. but really, i know that i'm making more than jason right now. just being sales. and the job is secure. bah. i dont know. =P i just think that leaving that place was a HUGE mistake. but... oh well. shit happens. and i'm glad i met all the people i met while on the way to where i am now. that's what matters anway, right?


June 2, 2004
holy crap is it really june already? that means i've wasted half my year and my goals still arent halfway accomplished for this year. i've actually done WORSE than last year. =P yikes!

so not only have i gotten fatter than a beast, i've also gotten poorer somehow. man. this bites. lack of motivation maybe? maybe i just need to lock myself up in a gym for like 3 days and i'll be set. i've been trying to blame my extra weight on the FULL MOON. (cuz you know how the moon affects large bodies of water. and at this point, i've become a very large body of water). oh well. maybe i'll utilize my 3 days off and go work out. but we'll see. =P

OOOOOHHHHH!!! did i tell ya that i'm gonna go see my huuuuusband? my dougie doug is coming back to town on june 11th. =D and we're gonna spend some quality time together at soma. hee hee.

eep! time to make a mixxxxxyyyyy. (mar's been an alkie as of late)