June 30, 2005
something about me, i can NEVER resist a sale. i think i was able to AVOID a couple this season, but... i couldnt help it. i keep digging myself in deeper and deeper. holy crap. why am i SO materialistic? someone needs to slap me. UGH.

i finally got my glasses. =) YAY! now i can stop the build-up on my cornea. i like 'em too.

oh. and if you're wondering how i'm magically able to post more often, it's cuz i post at my brother's work. i'm tired of waiting in the car. so i've become acustomed to welcoming myself into his office and using the internet here. =P hey. whatever. it works. so... off to MONSTER.COM i go!

wish me luck.


June 29, 2005
everyone around me is either PREGGERS or ENGAGED. holy crap i'm SO behind. all i have is my degree. damnit. if i had a CAREER, i wouldnt feel as bad. but really... make up artistry is no career for a psych grad.

then again... bartending is. =)


June 28, 2005
dear erik...
dude. you're OLD. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUST!!!! When i see you again, we'll celebrate. which means you're gonna have to be an alkie again. did you get my message? or did that just freak you out? =P that was from work. people heard me leave that message. they all think i'm nuts now. i told them i was borderline schizophrenic. then they left me alone.
anyway... let me know when you're gonna be back down. i'll come up and visit at the end of july. you can give me a tour of YOUR ballpark. and your sushi place. tit for tat, man.
alright. i think that's it. take care buddy. you get more fragile as you age. (hee hee). dude. you're old. and i'm catching up. UGH.
luv, mar


June 24, 2005
i know i've said it a million times... but i've REALLY gotta get my shit straight. i've taken some big steps this year... INCLUDING...
~finally TOSSED/SOLD about 2/3 of my wardrobe. leaving me with a full closet and a full dresser. i've made it a point to toss things when i come upon them and i know that i wont be using them anymore. which means it clears up plenty of space in my room.
~i've graduated. step one. and i know i can do more, now that i officially have a college degree.
~i've kept my room in really good shape. i've actually had FLOORSPACE the past month. purging has REALLY helped.
~i've ORGANIZED and analyzed my bills. now that they're like that, maybe i can finally start tackling the balances.
~my bank account isn't CONSTANTLY overdrawn. which is a HUGE step. i used to rely on being allowed to overdraw. now it's not so bad. i'm actually keeping a good amount in my account.

so now my next challenge is finding a career, and buying a car. and hopefully, i'll be well on my way by the end of the year. so wish me luck folks.


June 14, 2005
it's GIFT TIME again! which means YIKES... workin 6 days a week for the next 3 weeks at 9 hours a day. EEP! great. that's just WONDERFUL. but it's gonna be a PHATTY check. so i dont mind so much. maybe i'll finally be able to catch up on my car payments.

i ran into a tall, dark, and handsome friend from high school today. we were at starbucks (where else?!) and kinda caught up on things. i remember how we used to do nothing but talk about cars and goof off. we've seen each other with a million different bfs/gfs and a million different jobs. we've always been on kinda the same track.... the "smart-with-a-lot-of-potential-but-not-really-trying-because-i'm-having-way-too-much-fun" track. which is pretty much the fast track to failure and/or mediocrity. but things changed today. because today he told me he was off to law school in a couple of years. GREAT. which leaves me in the dust, trudging along the same track while he changes stations. BLAH. the only glimmer of hope as of now is the fact that a couple of years ago, i was trying to get into med school. and we all know how that worked out.

but anyhoo... at least i'm doing better than most of my peers. which is REALLY not much of an achievement, but for now i'll pretend that it is. at least until i get a real job.

but hey... if you have any failure stories, send them my way. i'd love to hear them. and so would my ego.


June 11, 2005
so today, it woulda been me n the pooh bear's SEVEN YEAR ANNIVERSARY. man. we probably woulda been married by now.... so arent we all glad that THAT relationship didnt work out?

i'm relieved. i wouldnt have lived like i wanted to. Trust me.

so... question... if your friend came to work looking like a hooker, would you tell her? and if so... in what manner? because here's the sitch...

i get to work, and one of my good friends is dressed like a WHORE. it's one thing to be trendy and cute and SEXY when going out at night, but it's a whole nother story when you're coming to WORK at EIGHT in the morning. so... i told her that she was not dressed right. BUT... everyone else told her how she was a "Sexy Mama." so ofcourse, when i called her a HOOCH, her comment back was ... "you're just JEALOUS." um. NO. i'm trying to be a friend.

sorry... but dressing in all black with a skirt that BARELY skims your ass, stiletto heels, fishnet stockings, and a cleavage showing top is NOT appropriate for work. unless you're working el cajon blvd.

Yes, she lost a lot of weight, and she looks good. BUT just because you have it, it doesnt mean that you have to show it all off at WORK. especially when you're working customer service... and not in an environment swarming with men, but with CATTY FEMALES. i was trying to protect her and let her know that she was being talked about. but it came off to HER as ME being catty and jealous. PUH-LEEZ!!!!

i may not have the T&A, but at least i have the class and the taste to know better.