05.30.05
DEAR ERIK.....
05.30.05
hey check it out... i FINALLY archived! the last time i archived was in september of 2004. nice. see how diligent graduating has made me? ha ha ha.
but hey... nothing much has changed. i had a tarot reading last night. it said that i need to find someone creative and artistic to guide me, and to stop being so frivolous and have a little fun.
i think i've been having a little too much fun lately. but hey... if the tarot cards say so.... tee hee. =D
May 30, 2005
holy crap it's almost June. The beginning of this year seemed to just trudge along... and it was nice... but now... ZOOM ZOOM ZOOM! =( time tricked me. what a sucker.
it's a perfect 75 degrees out today. what a nice holiday. it makes me wanna just type out my resignation letter, drop if off, and celebrate the remainder of the week at the beach. it's supposed to be nicer and nicer as the week progresses. man. i would LOVE that.
know what else i would love right now? a Nathan's Famous hot dog. damn that travel channel.
May 28, 2005
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RONNIE!!!! looks like we only have 5 years, eh? Sorry i couldn't make it out. that's an explanation that can only be given over a dinner that i owe you. I really wish i could be there so we can get drunk together.... but... you know... shit happens.
the other day, my lil sis and jeanelle kicked it for a day... in NEW YORK CITY. it was the first time they ever met each other. huh. kinda weird, eh? damn what a small world.
i've been pondering careers. marketing seems to keep popping up. i've always pushed it away because i have a fear that i'll fail at it. then Nina told me to shut up and just do it, and to NEVER say that i'll suck at something that i really wanna do. hm. man i love having sisters. so here i go. of to find a grad school that will take my measly 2.9GPA. bah humbug.
and the latest news? mar's an alkie. 'nuff said.
May 25, 2005
If you didnt go to my graduation bonfire... man. you missed out on some good times. and some variety. from the sorority girls to the white people to the misconstrued starbucks crews to the random asian people... somehow everyone somehow knew each other. that was good times. except for the one outcast Dr. Brandon... yeah... the naked tatooed guy crouching on the pallates that built a giant tower of fire. that was some good shit. the only thing missing was the dun-duh-dun music.
commencement was interesting. aside from me sitting next to my exboyfriend's older brother and having a blast doing so.... it was an eye opener. man. i screwed up BIG TIME in college. which means i gotta get my shit straight and figure out my next move.... and soon.
ooh. and i got an unexpected ipod for my graduation. i love my bri-bri. he's the best. .... nows all i need is that bling. *hint hint*
oh and yes.... i have the best lil sis in the whole wide world. and the best adopted lil sises in the world too (i love my lil potheads ;P)
May 5, 2005
I HAVE A REAL LIL SIS NOW!!!! WOO HOO!!!!! For those that know me... i've tried and FAILED. i just need to stop picking up lil sises that get preggers. =P haha. luckily, this one is a virgin. and single. and hot... so... all you nice guys... HOLLER!!! ;P She's fantabulous. i luv her! Welcome Miss Angela Martin to our wonderful sisterhood! and to the FREAK family!!! Lil sis, i promise i'll get your family sweater before you come back from new york. =)
so other than that... i've been just peachy. a little sick... but it will pass.
Right now... i'm just waiting for things to happen. things to start clicking in my life. i'm an ADULT. good grief. i really need to get the ball rollin on my retirement fund and start gettin my savings in check so i can have a down payment for my car... then on to the house! YIKES!!! Yes... if you're wondering... i've had my nose buried in financial books as of late. Regardless of what point i'm at as far as my career goes... i'm not getting any younger, and a down payment isn't just gonna appear when i get a real job. SOOOO.... i gotta up and do it offa my weak ass robinsons may paycheck. Hell... it's already started my retirement fund, paying for my medical, dental and vision, and my life insurance. Might as well start building for my car and house, right?
gross. i'm gonna work for estee lauder forever.
.... after two drinks he's a loser, but after three he's a star....
i never realized that not everyone is a fan of jagermeister, goldschlager and rumplemintz. i dont get it... they're strong and yummy! Sorry... but i'd take any of the three any day over vodka or cognac or rum.
man. i miss you guys.