The TV is the only light flickering in my room. I sit amidst a pile of empty Bud cans, changing the channels...one by one. Some call it 'surfing,' I call it 'boredom.' The Waltons, Good-night John Boy, Car racing, football, football, football, news, car crash, blood on the pavement, cops hosing the blood into the gutter, real life crime, air crash, cops beating a nigger to death, a man fucking a girl with a shaven cunt, tell daddy you don't like what he is doing, a man beating his wife, drunk, abusive, game show nightmare, politician, cop being shot, a girl with a cock up every hole, smiles, like she likes, it, Good-night son, surfers, smoldering flesh, pork, abortion, God, Jesus saves, not on my salary, small naked fat kids, flies at their mouths, flies at their dead mother's cunt, pools of piss, vomit, I promise you that after I am elected, a girl with a cock in every hole, grimaces, teenage pregnancy, Mr Smith, discussion, Mr Spock, international under 16 handicapped absailing competition, Oprah, fat women crying, Garth Brooks, dead babies, Jesus saves, poverty, disease, crime, shit, filth, trash, PCP junkies, murders, rapes, blood, a girl with a cock in every hole. I open the drawer by my bed and take the gun that is sitting on my bible. I point it at the TV and the bullet tears through her smile and the TV crashes to the ground. I stand over it and think about that slut with a cock in every hole. I shoot the TV again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again.

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