| Sue looked up at Brian, desire shining from her eyes as much as it was from Brian's. This is what they both wanted. She honestly thought it would be a lot longer before either one of them would get to the stage of actually telling the other, but she was beyond delighted that Brian had taken that first step, showing her that he was at ease with their relationship as it stood now with none of the hesitation or nervousness he felt before. He had said he wanted her and her body began to tingle at his words, for she felt the same way. Despite what had been happening to her this past couple of weeks, she had imagined this moment, lived it over and over in her mind, knowing it would happen some day. She reached up and ran her fingertip over his bottom lip and he sighed. "I want you too Brian," she whispered. As his lips found hers in a searing kiss, their bodies began to move to the music she had put on earlier. Now it was nothing but an erotic beat for them to move their bodies to. Their lips played over each others, their tongues tasting and delving, their hands unable to keep still on each other. They danced and kissed for what seemed an eternity neither one of them feeling the need to hurry. They both knew how the other felt and were happy to continue the intimacy they were now sharing. Brian moved away for a moment looking at her lovingly. Her lips were puffy from their kisses, making her look incredibly sexy and triggering an ache deep down in his belly which only making love with her would cure. Even then he knew, once he had made love with this woman in front of him, the one he knew he loved with all his heart, would only make him want her more all the time. He would never be cured. He lowered his lips softly again, hearing Sue whimper with longing as their lips touched. When he moved away again, Sue stepped back letting her hands fall, entwining one in his. She turned around and began walking, leading him to the bedroom, looking over her shoulder encouragingly as she did. He could not have denied that look if his life depended on it. She wanted him, as much as he wanted her, he knew that without a doubt. He walked closer to her, letting go of her hand only to wrap his arms around her from behind as she continued to lead the way, kissing the back of her neck. He wanted more than just his fingers in contact with her body. Walking like this she had to feel how much he wanted her. Once inside the dimly lit bedroom, Sue turned in his arms, lifting her lips to his for another kiss, which he was happy to give her. He would never get enough of kissing her. This one was soft and gentle, expressing their love. Brian's lips travelled across to her ear, gently sucking on her earlobe her sounds of delight encouraged him on. He pulled her closer to his body when he felt her begin to sway and her fingers dig into his shoulders for support. Her reactions were his undoing too. He had to have her, but still he took it slow, pleasuring both of them. His lips moved down her neck, his tongue and beard grazing across her skin erotically. He lowered her top exposing her skin to the air and to his gaze. She shivered self consciously, looking down for a moment. Brian's thumb lifted her chin bringing her eyes back up to his. "Are you sure you want to do this Sue?" Sue blinked, her eyes misty when she looked back at him. "Brian, I want this more than anything else I have ever wanted in my life. Please. Make love to me," Sue answered him sliding her hands under his shirt to feel his warm skin. He leaned down lifting her to his arms, kissing her as he did then lowering her onto the bed, his eyes never leaving hers. In moments Brian had rid her of her clothes and was doing the same with his. Brian stopped to look at her and admire her beauty as she lay beside him, overcome with love as he did. Never before had he felt like this. Their hands began to discover each other, trying wildly to learn each aspect and curve of the other. He didn't know how he was holding back his desire, but he did, for her, for him, for both of them. He wanted to pleasure her as much as he was receiving the same pleasure. Sue began to tug on his shoulders, wanting him to speed things up, unable to wait any longer. Her whimpering and moaning, calling out his name told him she was ready, as ready as he was. He lifted himself over her, nudging her legs apart, ready for him. Serenity washed over him as he entered her slowly, both of them whispering the others name. He stilled for a moment, letting Sue become accustomed to their joining, but she was soon moving her body below him urging him to do the same. He started to pick up the pace, unable to hold back any longer. He had been patient up to now, but now that they were actually making love, he couldn't hold back. All the dreams he had had of the two of them together like this paled in comparison. His skin, his mind, ever fibre in his body felt electrified. A sheen of sweat covered their bodies as they moved in perfect unison, building to the moment they longed for. When Sue's body began twitching around him he gasped, calling out her name, holding back until he knew Sue was ready. The instant he felt her release explode around him, he relaxed his control and joined her on a ride to paradise. Together they cried out frantically, breathing heavy, both holding on to the other tightly. They were both quiet for a long time afterwards held in each other's arms while their breathing returning to normal, both contemplating what they had just been through. Brian knew only one thing. He was in love for life. "Brian," Sue said, her fingers absently drawing lazy circles on his bare chest breaking him out of his thoughts and arousing him yet again. He knew this would happen, he would never get enough of her now that he had shared perfection with her. "Yes Baby," he said to her, pressing his lips against her forehead again. He just couldn't get enough of kissing her, touching her. "I love you," she said simply, reaching up to kiss his chin. "Oh Sue, I love you too, more than I can tell you." She relaxed, her head against his chest, and her breathing steadying, indicating to him she had dozed off to sleep. He felt the same way, completely sated and wanting nothing more than to just lay here sleeping with Sue in his arms forever. He knew she was his perfect soul mate, the one he would spend his life with. But he refrained from telling her, afraid such a momentous declaration of love might scare her. He knew she would be his, but was she ready to hear it. He would show her how important she was to him and how they are meant to be together if it took him his whole life. She was his. With that thought he slowly drifted off to sleep, his arms lovingly around Sue his head resting above hers, more content than he had ever felt before. Twice more through the night they had woke one another to make love again, both times equally as intense as the first time. Still they both wanted more, but eventually fell asleep for the night, laying together in each others arms. Sue woke first in the morning feeling a little confused. She heard Brian breathing, and tightened her hold around him, recalling the night they had spent together. It had been everything she had imagined it would be and a whole lot more. Brian had been so loving, so tender and caring, he had made their first joining so special. She had never imagined she could feel so good, so incredibly insatiable where Brian was concerned, yet so very sated once they had made love. Her body hummed at the memory, desire growing again. She slowly sat up, so as not to wake Brian still sleeping beside her. She looked down at him, his bare chest not covered by the blanket and she felt the heat intensifying in her belly. Knowing what was covered by the blanket only made her worse. His naked form was etched in her mind, his beautiful body a masterpiece in her minds eye. Unable to resist, she leaned down and kissed first his chest, bringing her lips slowly up to his, nibbling on the edge of them, hoping she would slowly wake him wanting her again. Brian groaned out loud. "Are you trying to kill me?" "Who me?" Sue giggled. "Why would I do that and have the most important person in this world to me disappear?" Brian's eyes popped open showing desire already evident in them. His features softened. "As you are to me Baby. I love you, I will never be able to tell you that enough times." His lips crashed down on hers again. ******** Later that day Brian knew he had to leave and when the time came it was traumatising for both of then. He really didn't like leaving her here alone, with that crazy Spencer guy lurking around, and Sue didn't like being left. Brian had a little bit of reassurance, knowing Will was out there watching out for Sue, but it did little to ease the worry wracking his body and mind. They had worked out a time when she would be joining Brian on tour, bringing some of her work with her, but until then, there was little they could do. When he finally departed, after many goodbye kisses lingering on and on, Sue felt alone and vulnerable. Spencer had never done anything to indicate to her that he would, or could hurt her, but she just wasn't sure. He was dispassionate and detached, never showing any real emotion except to want to kiss her, be with her when it suited him. He never showed concern or caring and she guessed he was very self-centered. A knock at the door broke into her thoughts, hoping maybe Brian had come back even for a little while. She ran to the door and flung it open. "Hi Baby," he said using Brian's pet name for her, but she instantly suspected this was not Brian. "Can I come in again?" he asked, a sly grin on his face. Again? She thought. What did he mean by again? Feeling suddenly ill at ease she stepped aside, letting him walk in. "What's up Brian?" she asked, knowing this was not Brian at all but keeping up the pretence. "Baby, after what we shared last night, how can you ask that?" he said smiling evilly at her. "I've only been gone a short while." Sue felt immediately sick in the stomach. No, it wasn't possible. This was not the man she had spent the night with last night. A night of incredible love and passion, caring and devotion. But how could he possibly have known about last night if it wasn't him. Sue hadn't thought Spencer was capable of making anyone feel like Brian had made her feel last night, could she have been wrong. No, it was impossible. Spencer laughed. "Come on Baby," he pulled her into his arms and lowered his lips for a kiss, his wet tongue delving into her mouth roughly. No, this wasn't Brian. She broke off the kiss quickly forcing herself not to gag when she did. What was she going to do, how was she going to get out of this? And how on earth did Spencer know about last night? Had he been watching them? That thought angered her, but she felt overwhelmingly ill. Where was Brian? She needed him. |