| Brian was shaken awake by Carlos as the bus neared the hotel they would spend the next three days. Brian opened his eyes, blinking then to wake up fully and automatically looked down at Sue, still sound asleep in his arms. She hadn't had any nightmares and looked so at peace. It would really be a shame to wake her. "Do we have to go in straight away Carlos? I'd rather not wake her now. She's sleeping peacefully for a change." "I can't leave you in here Brian. We could arrange someone to watch her while she sleeps, but I have to get you up there." "NO! I am not leaving her here." Brian said forcefully. Sue began to stir in his arms and he cursed having been so loud. But he knew he had to wake her. He wasn't leaving her and Carlos was determined to get him upstairs and out of harms way. "Sue, Sweetheart, its time to get up." Sue stirred. She looked up at Brian and smiled. "Morning Brian," she said in an easy tone. He kissed her softly on the lips, not caring that Carlos was still standing in the doorway. "You slept well." His fingers played with the hair that had fallen across her shoulder. "Yeah, I feel better. Tired still, but better. Are we at the hotel?" "Nearly." Brian looked up at Carlos noticing he had moved away, giving them privacy together and time to get ready. "We have to get dressed and be ready to go when we stop." Brian couldn't resist. He leaned down and kissed Sue again, drawing a moan from her as he did. "I love you so much Sue." He kissed her again then, deeply before pulling away slowly and looking at her. "We better get ready," he said leaving them both breathless for the moment. He caught his breath again and jumped out of bed holding his hand out to her. Together they got themselves ready, as well as collecting the things they would need for the next two nights in the hotel. They could always get someone to get something from the bus later, but it was easier getting all their personal things now. It was also much easier being able to leave other things behind, and not have to pack everything, every time. They felt the bus slow to a stop while they were still packing their bags. Brian helped Sue put her backpack on and checked she was ready. He led her to the front of the bus and they peered out. Fans were all over the place. It was only 5 in the morning and there were already fans cramming the street. Sue shook her head and grinned. It was going to take a long time to get used to this. Then she froze. "Sue, come on. Lets get inside." Brian urged her on. "I can't. He's there." She said to him is a whispered tone. "What? Where? Carlos!" he screamed. "I don't know, I thought I saw him," she said her eyes darting over the crowd. Her shoulders slumped. "Maybe I was imagining it." "Well, lets get you out of here and up to our room. Come on, it's going to be okay." Brian put his arm around her shoulders tightly and let Carlos lead the way out. He held her close as they walked through the crowd, his eyes dashing around the people standing to the side. Carlos continued to lead the way, with another guy right behind them. Brian couldn't smile and wave at the fans, his mind was buzzing with the thought that Newman could be in the crowd somewhere. He breathed a sigh of relief when they got into the foyer of the hotel, leaving the crowd outside. He wouldn't feel happy until he was up and safely in their room. Will came over to meet them and Sue left Brian for a moment to hug him. "David is upstairs checking the room out now." He looked at Sue. "You okay? I'm sorry I wasn't there." "I'm okay Will. It gave me another fright, but we'll get through it." "That's my girl. Come on." Will said leading them to the elevator. "Will, Sue thought she saw him in the crowd." Brian told him before they got in the elevator. "Carlos is out there looking now. If he is there they will find him." "I'm not sure if I saw him or not. I think I am seeing things." Sue said, not entirely sure if she did. "Well, it won't hurt to look." Will led them down a hallway where they saw David standing in front of a door. "Hi David," Brian said to him. "The coast clear?" "Yes Brian. All's clear. We'll keep an eye on you from now on." David said to them opening the door for them. Sue felt glad that she was finally able to just relax in the room again. She had gotten to know David and Will really well, being in their company many hours every day and aside from Brian, she was with them the most. Brian trusted David completely, so he had been assigned to Sue now, and Brian had got another bodyguard to watch over him when David was busy. Brian stood talking to David for a while, filling him in on what had happened the night before and Sue walked over to the window, looking out over the city skyline, knowing somewhere out there, Spencer Newman could be waiting. He would know where she and Brian were, it wasn't hard to follow a Backstreet Boys tour. The fans could manage it, it wouldn't be hard for him. When would he appear again, that was the question that Sue wished she knew the answer to. Brian came up behind her and slid his arms around her waist making her jump. He pulled her close and leaned down to kiss her neck. "Sorry, didn't mean to scare you." Sue turned in his arms. "Brian." Sue looked up at him, her eyes suddenly darkening with desire. "Kiss me." "Oh Baby, are you sure?" He knew what she was asking. "Yes Brian. I'm sure. I want to forget everything except us. Just you and me. It's been so long since it's been just you and me with everything that has been going. I miss it. Kiss me Brian." Brian looked at her, lifting his hand to her face running his fingers through her hair. His fingers snuck around to her neck, gently pulling her closer. She felt his breath on her lips and the warm tingling began in her body. She could already feel his lips on hers, his hands on her body. She licked her lips subconsciously. Brian groaned when he saw her tongue slide across her bottom lip. He wanted to do that, but still he held back. He didn't know what was stopping him. He wanted this as much as she said she did, but he had to be sure it was what she really wanted. "Do you really want this Sue?" he asked her quietly, his breathing becoming shallow. "Yes Brian, I am sure, I want to kiss you, I want to make love to you. I want to forget about everyone else in the world right now except you and I. I want nothing to intrude." Brian was sure now. He could see it in her eyes, the desire shining from them. She was in a world for only the two of them. She was forgetting everything. Whether that was a good thing right now or not, he wasn't sure, but he could not deny her what she was asking him. He couldn't deny himself. They needed this time for the two of them and he thought it would go a big way to Sue's healing, help her to relax again. He lowered his lips slowly to hers, kissing the corner softly. He slid them across then pulled back looking at her. Her eyes were dazed and her lips were parted in anticipation her breath coming out in short pants. Oh how he wanted her. He had to make this special, for both of them. He stepped back and took her hand, leading her over to the bed. He kissed her then, the kiss she had been longing since they had walked into the room. His tongue plunged in to find hers. Slowly at first, then more insistently. His hunger for her grew with every passing second. He wanted to keep kissing her forever, he couldn't get enough of her, tasting every corner of her mouth. His hands began to wander, travelling down her neck and over her shoulders, sliding into the neckline of her top. He had to get rid of that, it was in the way. Without breaking the kiss, he unbuttoned the shirt, sliding it off her shoulders as soon as he had. The cooler air hit Sue's exposed skin and she shivered, leaning into him closer. His hands began to glide over her skin warming her again. Warming her more than she had been before. He slid a finger under her bra strap caressing her skin. Sue moaned into his mouth and the vibrations shuddered through him. "Baby" he sighed into her mouth before continuing the kiss. His hands found the clips on her bra and he wiggled them free, allowing the lace material to fall to the floor. He looked down at her, a yearning slamming through his body. "Oh Sue, you are mine aren't you? Say you are mine forever." Brian moaned softly. He plucked a stray lock of hair off her face and tucked it behind her ear, his hand lingering on her cheek, waiting for her reply. His thumbs played over her bottom lip still slightly wet from their kisses. "Yes Brian, I am yours. And you are mine. Please make love to me, I need you so badly." She was tugging at his head, wanting his lips back on hers. Brian moved back and stripped his shirt off in a single motion and dropped the track pants he had been wearing. Standing in only his boxer shorts, he returned his attention to Sue. He placed his hands on her hips, caressing his fingers up and down her waist. It tickled and she squirmed, but she did nothing to stop him. She loved the feel of his hands on her bare skin. Slowly his fingers moved higher, achingly slowly. Sue willed him to hurry to touch her were she longed for him to touch her. Teasingly his fingers worked their way up and Sue threw her head back in the ecstasy she was feeling. It gave Brian access to her neck and he lowered his lips down, gently kissing and sucking when he did. His fingers grazed her nipple and she moaned loudly. His thumbs played over them while his lips worked magic on her neck. This was all for her, he wanted nothing more than to pleasure her and then unite the two of them in the ultimate act of love. His lips moved slowly back up to hers, kissing a wet trail along her neck as he did. His fingers left her breast, making her cry out in disappointment. "Shhh," he crooned to her, letting his fingers slide seductively over her stomach and into the waistband of her underwear. He lowered the piece of white lace expertly dropping it to the floor. His fingers continued their exploration, touching her and making her shudder with delight, but Sue shook her head. "No Brian. Not now. I want to do this together, not alone." Brian lowered them to the bed together his arms not leaving hers as he did. He looked down at her and noticed her decorated plaster cast on her arm contrasting against the pure white sheets and felt the agony that accompanied it. For what Sue had felt and what they were both going through. He gave himself a mental shake. Sue wanted to forget everything but the two of them so he forced himself to pass the thought and go back to them. He lifted her plastered arm and kissed the tips of her fingers, one by one. Then he began to trace the letters in the design he had drawn. "Brian and Sue Forever." He looked up at her. "I meant that you know. We are forever." Sue nodded. "I hope so Brian. I know no one will ever make me feel like you do. I can't explain this love I have for you or the feelings that surge through me. It's just there and I feel them. And no one has ever, or ever will again, do that to me. I want forever for us." She knew this was admitting the need for a commitment and she hoped it didn't scare him. Right now though, she had to tell him. It was important to her. "I feel exactly the same. I know it is still early stages for us, but I see forever." He leaned down and kissed her again. He wanted her to know how important she was to him, especially with all that was happening to them, to give her the security she needed right now, knowing he supported her, needed her. But not only for that reason. Also because it was exactly how he felt. He let his lips trail down her body again, the same as he had before concentrating on her neck for a while before moving lower. When his lips brushed the tip of her nipple Sue moaned and moved restlessly below him. His mouth and tongue were driving her into a frenzy, her fingers grasping at the sheets. "Brian, don't tease, please." "What do you want Baby?" he asked her, lifting his head for a moment before returning it to the other side drawing another drawn out moan from her. "I want…" she gulped in a breath as he sucked a little harder. "Ooooh Brian." She moaned loudly. "I want… you… to make… love… to me." She got out finally in short bursts, her whole body in a turmoil of emotions. Without a word he moved over her nudging her knees apart with his own. He looked down at her. She was consumed with desire and absolute need. Just seeing her like this made him burn up with longing. Slowly he entered her, then lay still savouring the feeling of her body wrapped around his, the two of them united. He loved Sue more than anything and he knew in his heart they would definitely have the forever they talked about. He needed her in his life. Sue moved her hips to encourage him to move and his body reacted without thought. Slowly at first, then faster, they moved together setting an even pace, neither one of them in a hurry to reach the climax they knew they would both arrive at. Words of love mixed with sounds of ecstasy filled the room pushing them further into oblivion. Brian cried out her name and groaned loudly, his body tensing. Sue felt his release, bringing her own on suddenly, her body tightening around him, drawing yet another long groan from him. She couldn't make a sound, her breathing coming in rapid, but shallow puffs. She looked up at him through dazed eyes and saw his hair plastered to his head with sweat. She reached out to run her fingers through it, ruffling it up. Then his body collapsed on hers and she wrapped her arms around him holding his body to hers. Slowly their breathing returned to normal. Brian rolled to her side pulling her close to him kissing the side of her forehead, letting his lips linger there. "Forever of moments like that Sue. Think you can handle that?" he asked, lightening the mood somewhat. She giggled. "I think I can manage that. A lifetime of feeling this wonderful and being in love with you? Yeah, I am sure I can." |