reflections
[ depressed ]
sighing by the river, she dangles her legs
in the glistening pool which practically begs
for someone to disturb its tranquil doze.
reflections in the pool like windows
into another person's soul.

one fleck shaded green and one blue,
the next shimmering a brilliant true
red which is almost crimson, she splashes
the water so that her teardrops crash
silently with the others.

the sun setting behind the trees bordering
the pool casts shadows over her drooping
head. even though the darkening sky pleads
with her to leave, she takes no heed
and remains on the rock.

overhanging the once more tranquil pool,
she gazes at the reflection of the cruelly
shaped trees in the dim light of the moon.
all she can see in her mind is how soon
her world will collapse.

the rising sun finds her sleeping on the grass,
and yet still she is as fragile as glass
or porcelain. she wakes to find her angel crying
and minutes later her parents sighing
with the relief of finding her.

if only she could wake from her world which is
still shattering even as she holds it together, missing
nothing of the painful shards slicing her pure white hands
and the crimson blood matching the pansies
reflected in the pool.
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