my bday wish - eternal love with ya

Only ya can make my bday wish come true...

Feb 26th, early mornin at zouk

U finally give me the result of th heart vs mind battle

I WON

Still remember the exact spot...how u tried to hug me and tell me

"Let's try for 1 mth"

Bein so shocked and unprepared, i said "up to ya"

A dumb reply but i was just simply over-joy by ya decision

Tis is wat i wish for thou i dun dare to carry much hopes with it...

To me, thou it doesn't matters how long we can be...

But i wish and pray for eternality with ya

I updated the "love in the farm" and give ya as a gift of my love for ya

Tat nite i lie on my bed

Feelin so blessed and excited

To have ya heart with me...keepin it warm while fallin asleep

While i feel the warm of my heart from ya

I remember tat one week after we become bf and gf

We were meetin almost everyday...

Doin all the simple things 2gether as a couple...

I also promise to take everything slow with ya

And i was really slow...as i dun wanna ya to be uncomfy

Still remember i took quite awhile to finally hold ya hands...

And after tat..

Lotsa of other stuffs follows...

The beginnin of our sneaky adventure too...

Goin thru all the sneaky adventure 2gether as the partner in crimes...

Still remember the place we had our FIRST HUG

The place we had our FIRST KISS

All the places we had our FIRSTs

All the FIRSTs we do as a couple...

Our first movie, our first party, my first solo visit to ya hse, me meetin with ya mum, us celebrating ya bday2gether..

our first intro as a couple, our first rock concert, ya first visit to my room

the surprise ya gave me under my block, the luck and support u gave me when i attend interviews

Thou i always update all these on my diary but i dun need it to remember the details

And we always have silly challenges for me to accomplish our FIRSTs

Never able to forget how we manage to achieve them...

Remember i said i love fallin asleep with ya in my arms...

But i love wakin up seein ya sleepin peacefully beside me...

I still remember how we sneak back hme to do it...and the scary feelin of hiddin...

All our sneaky adventure are always scary and risky

But somehow we always manage to go thru it safe!

Our love for spicy food...

U fall in love with beef noodles with lotsa of chilli

Beef noodles will never taste the same to me now...

Our love for ice-milk tea

Mos ice-milk tea suddenly become my fav drink

Our love for party

Party will never be the same...it just gettin more fun and hot...

Love dancin close to ya...our crazi moves on the dancefloor...

Now we can finally openly dance 2gether closly...

Our love for attackin and winnin

You told me its a declaration of ya love for me

Today i am tellin ya...its also my declaration of my love for ya

New discovery of my love for ya evil grin...my fav evil grin

I love ya both as an angel and a devil

New discovery of me bein boyish?

I just wanna be ya boyish boyfriend then

New discovery of ya bein tat silly possessive pig...

I love ya bein possessive cos it means how much u love me and how impt am i

I am also a possessive and attention seekin pig

Possessive of u..seekin attention from ya

No more guys tryin to pick u up durin partyin now cos i am always glued to ya

New discovery of i love smellin just like ya

Ya said i am such a silly kid...

I told ya i just love bein silly to ya

Cos i love bein pampered by ya...

Just as much as u love me bein possessive

Just as much as u love bein a baby to me

I will always love to pamper ya as my lil baby...

I will always love ya true and deep...

I will always be faithful to ya

I will always be there with ya...

The joy we shared together

As much as we wish we can announce to the whole world but we can't

Sorry dear...tat i can't let ya shout out to everyone how happi u r with me

I treasure every moments we shared

Be it rainy days, cloudy days or sunny days...

I still love ya...for i know ya love me too...

The love between 2 silly pigs increases everyday...

2 crazi silly pigs enjoyin every moments together

4 happi mths...till one day

The queen reminded silly pig the warnin...

A bad dream woken the 2 happi pigs

Silly pig got worried...GUILT hunted her

Boyish pig got scared of losin silly pig...

Tried to calm silly pig...tried to assure her...

The farm tried but still we can't chase the worries away...

I have torn down the wall in feb but ya said ya had built tat wall up again

But is tat wall really exists now?

If i were to tear the wall down again...will ya leave the castle?

We all know the biggest fear in this relationship

We all know the biggest challenge in tis relationship

Tat's why i always thanks god...

Tat's why i always tell ya tat i appreciate the efforts u put in

Just to love me

Just to be with me

Thou u always said u didn't do much...

But i am really thanksful for all ya have done for me...

Thanks dear...love ya...

Sometimes its not how long i have ya...

Its the love i have for ya

Its the love we have for each other...

Ya wanna to let go of tis relationship

I told ya i can let ya go...but i dun wanna

Cos i hate to let ya go esp with the love we have for each other

My love for ya increases everyday for the past 4mths...

I wish to spend our 6th, 7th, 8th, and many more mths 2gether

Ya give me a choice of endin it now or endin in after my bday...

I suggest endin it or let's stay 2gether as informal or super low profile

Thou i chose after my bday...

And agreed tat if u really still insists to end it...i will let ya go

I agreed not cos i dun love ya or i am tired

I am lettin ya go cos i dun have a better choice

I am lettin ya go cos i am scare to see ya suffer cos of me

I am lettin ya go cos i hate to see ya bein so torn between love and blood

I am lettin ya go cos i am scare to lose ya forever as a friend

I am so scare ya will avoid me and kill ya heart when it beats for me

I beg ya for lifelong friendship

I beg ya not to avoid me

I beg ya not to kill ya heart but to let our love continues...

Its cos of u and our friendship tat i am lettin ya go

But never one day have i failed to hope ya will change ya mind

And still hang on to tis relationship

Be it as informal or low profile

I just dun wanna lose ya just like tat

I just wish we will give it a try..

Be it short pain or long pain

I just wanna us to try it out...

I am willingly to go thru watever torture there might be

I know i am selfish but i wish we will not move on

And wait till the day we can finally be 2gether

I know my heart and my brain is constantly fightin...

I know my heart might be takin over most of the time

But i just can't let my brain take control and lose ya just like tat...

No matters wat happen....i will always love ya

Ya will always remain special in my heart

I will always protect ya from harms

I will always pamper ya

I am sorrie tat i have been losin my cool these days...

Disappointment and losin ya is the cause of it..

Sometimes i just hope for more attention from ya..

I know i am silly

But then love is silly isn't it?

I hope we will have a memorable time together as a couple on my bday...

And the only pressie i wish for is tat

Ya will change ya mind abt endin our relationship and promise to hang on with me 2gether

And we will still celebrate our bday next year as a couple...

Dear, I LOVE YOU ALWAYS

tis page is specially created for

my beloved silly possessive pig

on 12th July 2004 by

ya silly big bad wolf

(i hope u will read the love in the farm webpage, the bday webpage and all the updates on my profile again)