the love in the farm

From the day I know ya

Don't know since when I start feelin something for you

Went into the chatroom not lookin for anything

Just went in cos i am curious and to explore more abt my world

I met you there

I don't know why we start teasin each other

I enjoyed the time, we bonded quickly

Maybe its fate, I dunno

We shared lil secrets thou we do not know each other for long

We shared lil secrets thou we have not met

We shared lil secrets for the trust we have in each other

We decided to met one day

I still remember the place and what happend

You wanted to know my name

But I hide it from you for fun

I remembered I said you are like a lil sis to me

I did not lie for the feelin was sisterly love then

We "hold our hands" and went to the hunt

A day where the both of us got exposed to the rest

Time goes by, the bond deepen

We continue to share lil secrets

I remember them all

I know abt the promise you made to the queen

I told you to keep to the promise

For I understand the pain of my world

I rather you find happiness in the normal world

The tease I cast on ya never ends

The fun we shared never ends

It only increases, so do the tease I sometime get from others

One day I discovered abt the unusal distance I am willinly to go for ya

I sense that my heart is beatin for you

I know the consequences if I told you

I am worried to be hurt again

I tried to get out of it before it get worst

I realise the curse is back on me again

The sisterly love curse

You suggest the game

I agreed to play the game

I enjoyed playin the game

Its not the game fault

I never stop trying to get out of that feeling that I have for you

For I know the curse & consequences too well

Time flies by

We never failed to have fun

Time spent, Moments shared

The bonds grew, the trust earned

The feelin grew!

I told myself I will never wanna to announce the feelin I have for you

For I dun wanna to bring ya the world of uncertainties

I rather you live in the world of normal happiness

I wanna the best for you

I told you to keep to the normal world

That's how much my love is for you

Dec 2003, those days where I was miles Down Under away from you

And I treasure all the last moment fun we shared before we parted

The day I left, the farewell wishes you bid me warm my hearts so much

I know I am goin to miss you miles away

We almost never failed to not to talk each other everyday

Even if most of the time we joked

The m&m you wanna...I looked for it on the 1st day I was at the supermart

The beautiful views I saw

The beautiful beaches I was steppin on

How I wish you were there to share the views

Those dates you got while I was away

I feel so concern abt it thou i know you don't belongs to me

You have the freedom to go BUT i am glad u turned them away

Distances apart only make me realise I have fell deeper down

Finally I am returning home

I bought you the M&M and wonder wat gift I shld get for you

For I do not wanna you to sense anything

And I wanna to get ya something special

In the end I got you a lil wombat

I was havin coffeea alone tat day and I asked how many packets of M&M you wanna

Realise that I didn't get enuff

I rushed over to the the nearest supermart to get more

When I know I am running late from the next appointment

I know I need to get it...for its my last visit to the supermarket

This is how silly I can be for ya

Xmas Eve came...a day for love

I was spending the evening with my bud & her bf at the beautiful sydney pier

The place was beautiful

I wish you were there with me

The nite came

The weddin of the angels

I called you on xmas day...to send my best wishes to the newly wed

Thou we didn't talk much..It was enuff to warm my lonely heart

Finally I am returnin home...near to ya arms

I never feel so glad to be home

I never feel so lookin forward to

I was so excited when the plane get nearer back home

So excited that I was counting down

Its you that's comin on my mind...

Its you that I can't wait to see at the airport

I was so anxious to see you

I can't wait to pass you the lil love I have been holdin in my hands

Finally I see ya again...and pass ya the lil love

I will never have go where I would go but for ya...I did it again

The extra miles I will go for you

I treasure the time spent 2gether

Another year passed

In the end we bid the old year away and welcome the new year 2gether

The new year has been fun...we were crazy!

But I enjoyed every moments of it

Suddenly you turned rather moody

You told me something tat surprise me

Which worries me alot...

Those weird thoughts you mentioned makes me wonder

Peoples who are themselves turned you on

I wonder am I one of them

I know I was thinkin too much too far

Yes I was dreamin

I know I have fallen deeper and deeper

I start to see green

I start to worry

I know I need to get out of it before its too late!

I tried to get out of it desperately

And I did not...it just brings me back to you

It only make me realise tat my hearts only beats for you

Lookin at you bein so down n heavy

I really wanna to help ya to carry tat burden

As a friend and as a sister

Feb 18, you asked if you can run away from us for while

I started to get so curious abt my guesses

my 6th sense

I tried to find out how true are they...

You asked if I can bear the consequences

I thought it thru the nite and decided that I can bear with it

I told ya...yes I will bear the consequences

And I ask you qns that I have been wanting to know the answers

We confess...we freak out

I am glad the person is ME!!!

Not happy Not upset...Just shocked!

I thought I saw an opportunity

I asked if we can be 2gether

Even thou I know the problems we will face

NO was the answer

I wasn't surprise but I dun like that answer

The internal fears...the external expectation...the queen....

The lock has broken...the GAINT has been woken

We were both lost, hurt and worried for each other

We dunno what to do...except relyin on our dearest sunshine angel to guide us thru

The romeo is bleeding but you can't see his blood cos its some feelin

Juilet worries...

Nite was difficult to fall asleep...the day was tough as both have to be the best actor and actress

Juilet cried to say she's sorry

Romeo's heart just won't die till the last breath

Romeo wish for a chance..and awaits at the balcony

Juilet lookin at the broken lock..lost and confused

Juilet dun understand why did it happened?

Romeo wonder if he should release Juilet from all the pain...

Angels came and give Romeo all the support and courage needed

Romeo continue to wait...prayin for Juilet to dig the tunnels with him

The 2 piglets were lost

Fiery Angel came...kickin the 2 piglets ass

Wakin the 2 piglets up

Polar and Teddy bears were touched n supportin

Monkey and wife was teasin n supportin

With all the supports and courage at the farm

The match begins

Heart vs Mind

*Ding*

Round 1: Mind

Juilet asked "The heart is emotional...shld we trust the heart"

Romeo replied "The heart will lead ya to no regrets"

Romeo asked "Are you afraid that you will end up hurtin me"

Juilet replied "yes"

Romeo replied "I am willingly to be hurt if that's your fear"

Juilet asked "how can you trust me with your heart when I dun even trust mine.."

Romeo replied "I trust mine with you and you can trust ours with me"

Lord Life comforts his precious princess Juilet

Round 2: Heart

Fiery Angel to farm "love or let it die"

Evil Polar start to feel...start to look back at the beautiful oz memories

Bratty Twin shared her thoughts...

Evil Twin will rather to hide behind the screen

Evil Twin will rather to be kept by their love

Juilet asked Romeo again "wat if I am not"

Romeo replied "why worry abt ya hurtin me? worry abt the joy u may bring"

Juilet asked "is all the hurts worth it?"

Romeo replied "yes it does...for I will have no regrets"

Round 3: Mind & Heart continues their fight...

Romeo tryin hard to assure Juilet...releasin Juilet from all her worries

Romeo awaits for the result of the match patiently and he made tis

This is something Romeo wanted to Juliet to have

Something to remind Juliet of the love Romeo have for her

He deliver tis to Juliet's mailbox...the day before the key day

Thanks god...the efforts managed to warm Juliet's heart

Mind vs Heart continues to fight thru the day & nite

Feb 26, the key day!

Romeo feelin good but still worries...simply didn't wanna pin too high hopes

The nite came...

The wait was tough...

Feb 26, 0250hrs, Zouk

Juliet to Romeo: "Let's try for 1 mth from now"

Romeo was caught unaware

Filled with happiness

He gave a dumb reply to Juliet: "Its up to ya"

But in his heart...he wanted to give her a HUG & say "Thks for givin me the chance to love ya"

Thou he didn't...

He's so glad that he can now care for her openly

He's so glad he can now love her openly

He can now help her drink openly

He can now officially call her names...

He's smilin finally...tat silly smile...

Juliet, Thanks for trustin me with ya heart...I will protect it and care for it for as long as I live!

I promise that we will take our time n be comfortable 2gether

I LOVE YA always...

1 mth on trial...contract to be renew by Juliet...

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on 24 Feb 2004 by brat

(editted on 26 Feb)

Thanks you angels for all the well-wishes!