*~* Girl *~*
I'm alone and I think of you
But all see is a blur
Or is it a slur.... on you
The only thought in my head
Is that you are with someone else
Some slut, only too willing to comply
I can hear you telling me to
STOP
But it's all I can see
The fear pulls at my heart
And stress permeates my mind
The migraine comes back for me
While I imagine you with some whore
Some silly drunken girl
With silly drunken curls
With her arms around my heart
Her lips burning my insides
Her touch ruining my life
Taking my only thing away
STOP
I'm crying
I know that it's happening
I can feel it
I can see you touching her
holding her
fucking her
And I'm not there
In your head or in your heart
Instead I'm her alone
Watching myself die