Today is 29 March 2006 Making me happy
trips current lyrics
1: Jamie is moving to
B: I forget.
C: I was going through a box, a “treasure
chest” as Nora called it, of all things girly. Letters, pictures, cards
from birthdays and funerals, mementos, etc. I found the million birthday cards
that I got on my 21st when I was at camp. My mom walked around town
and handed out cards to strangers along with my address and asked people to
send me birthday wishes. It was hands down the coolest thing I’ve ever
gotten and I really want to pass it on to someone very soon.
IV: I have a favorite tree & it’s blooming
now, if that’s what you call it when leaves open. I love it.
5: I’m
going to
Five is a good number to stop on & I love music.
Btw Leah, who is never online b.c she is being cool
in another time zone, thanks for your im forever ago. I’ll talk to you
more later if I can ever catch you : )
Today is 24 March 2006 Making me happy
key lime pie yogurt
Our wisteria bloomed, as did everything else here. Every
single little leaf bud decided it would be a great idea to open up & now it’s
blindingly green out & I love it. Sunday afternoon Crysten and I, in the
spirit of being eight, poured a gallon of soap on our trampoline and hosed it
down. Then, in the spirit of being twenty two, got tired after 15 minutes, made
ourselves drinks and spent the rest of the evening talking about life &
boys.
I need to drink the bottle of wine Kristina gave me,
find a job for the summer, do laundry, roll with the punches, and cross bridges
when I get to them.
Today is 18 March 2006 Making me happy
dedicating points on my star current lyrics my
love will rip a skylight in the ceiling, givin myself to you now from the
essence of my being
Walking around downtown with Jamie last night made
me happy. Buying cigarettes, bar hopping, drinking too much, talking about life,
etc. I’m content/happy/ok right now and it’s scaring me a little. I’m
waiting for it to be pulled out from under my feet or something. I’m
waiting for something to go wrong, because it has to. Because I don’t get
the good too often. But maybe it’s my turn now.
In two weeks je marchera around
I love that one of my 5th graders completely
agreed with me that books are better than movies.
I like sleeping in your bed.
Today is 11 March 2006 Making me happy
being obscene in public current lyrics called
my mama said I’m in love with a stripper yo
Although I’m kinda afraid to jinx this week by
enjoying it too much, I’m more afraid of not thoroughly appreciating
every second. Last night I went to
the third of four concerts I have lined up for this weekend & it was
amazing. I guess it’s not so much about the music or the band, but
driving around
I have a thing for red shoes and songs that mention
them. I think it stems from my youth when my favorite book was that one about
the girl who bought red shoes instead of white ones for her confirmation. Her feet wouldn’t stop dancing and
she had to get them cut off and the red shoes went dancing off into the woods
with the feet still in them.
Today is 5 March 2006 Making me happy
plans for our patio current lyrics
For some reason, as I was stepping into the shower
about twenty minutes ago, it hit me that probably a lot of people I know read
this. Maybe I don’t really care and I just got paranoid for a second. Maybe I like knowing that
people read this and I use it as a little passive-aggressive outlet. Maybe nobody reads it at all.
I’m seriously considering getting a star from The
Little Prince tattooed on my heel. Only because that is the best book ever and
the little five pointed messes that dot the sky in it are so perfect for who I am. If you know me you know why.
Today is 2 March 2006 Making me happy
I love that when we get together we talk about stupid
things like teeth and the way curling is scored.
I went to
Decided not to apply to grad school this year
since I don't know what I want to do at all and couldn't fake
something in my statement of purpose that wasn't "I'm not
ready to grow up please let me come back," I figured I would hold off on
paying $10,000 till I'm more sure of where I want to be in five years.
Despite the fact that I am poor, single and
barreling blindly into the future, I am happy. It's really silly the
things that are making me happy though, because they are simple things like
being woken up by head-butts from my cat, dancing on the roof of my car, tickets
to fun concerts, my passport, waking up earlier than is necessary, and pictures from fun
nights that I hadn't seen yet. And perfect days. And driving with my
windows down.
Today is 18 February 2006 Making me happy
trips to ABC current lyrics nobody
knows where they might end up
It makes me wish a little bit for that time we
walked around our apt with a video camera and made fun of ourselves. With the one shot of alcohol in the
freezer because we weren’t 21 and the cars that represented.
Thursday, yesterday and today were really amazing
and I’m attributing that 97.46% to the niceness of the weather. I'm on antibiotics now so
hopefully the sinus infection will go away, and people have had more good
things to say about me than bad, so that's always a plus. I really don't like when other
people discourage me from doing something, because I have enough trouble already trying to keep up my own morale and convince myself that I'm good enough.
Today is 13 February 2006 Making me happy
Tulips in beer glasses current lyrics nothing.
I’ve been listening to classical for 6 days straight.
So my dad died ten years ago today. I know I put
that up here every February 13th, but I feel like I need to. Because
it’s my job to remember him, make other people remember him, talk about
him and make it seem like he’s not really gone to someone who doesn’t
know otherwise. It would probably benefit me
to let go of some things in my life, but not this. This is something that
it seems is ok to hold onto for as long as I need to. Sometimes I slip up and I
say “parents” instead of “mom”. I wonder if anyone but
me notices.
It’s a good thing I don’t really do
valentines b.c I’m not too big on candy. If I had a perfect valentines day,
however, it would definitely include a tee-shirt subscription from k-adorable
& grey’s anatomy season 1 on dvd.
When I grow up I’m getting satellite radio and
playing classical music in my house all the time.
Today is 10 February 2006 Making me happy
orange & red sno cones
I like pulling cloves of garlic apart from each
other, crushing them with the side of a knife, peeling off the papery skin and
cutting out the little sprouts that grew because I left it on my window sill
too long. It might be one of my favorite things.
So I’ve learned about 100 new words this week
for this little test I’m taking in a few days, words like ‘aplomb’
and ‘cadge’ and ‘perspicacious’. I’m glad in finally have a
concrete reason to expand my vocabulary… I feel like it’s something
that might make my dad happy.
Things I’m looking forward to right now
include taking showers with the citrus body wash I bought yesterday, getting a
1480 on the GRE, applying to grad school, plane tickets, road trips &
concerts, using the grill more than
is necessary, day light saving time, and passing out on the trampoline with my
roommates.
I’m interested to see how the next year of my
life will play out.
Today is 5 February 2006 Making me happy
vip @ the
Round Bar current lyrics I wanna give you
one last kiss
I woke up this morning still drunk, thoroughly
amused by last night and feeling a little silly about the way things went down.
All girls are crazy and my
roommates and I are no exceptions. It probably doesn’t help any that when
I drink, I stop caring what ppl think about me. I don’t
get sentimental or emotional (well, not usually. But I guess it has happened…)
I get loud, brash & invincible. I dance on tables and there is a very fine
line between happy & pissed beyond belief.
I really enjoy doing stupid little nothings that
have no purpose except to get someone thinking. About me? Maybe.
Probably. But I don’t care. I like finding
little ways to get into peoples’ heads. Maybe I’m just like some
people I know and crave attention, but I refuse to beg for it. Unless I’m
half in the bottle. And then there are no rules anymore.
Today is 3 February 2006 Making me happy Lightning @ 3 am current lyrics she’s long gone with her red
shoes on, gonna find another lovin’ baby
I am so tired of saying goodbye to things &
people. My dog died on Saturday, my moms died this morning. My dad died almost
ten years ago & it stopped hurting three years ago. I’m over having
real things to be sad about… I like when I can be a stupid girl and get
upset about frivolous things.
I really can’t wait until it’s green
again. I’m in love with the spring & at a little bit of a loss over
what to do with my life.
Today is 2 January 2006 Making me happy
bar tops current lyrics I waited till
I saw the sun
Someone bought the air freshener that we had over
the summer and sitting here is reminding me of when I first hung out here a lot
and ultimately moved in. I’m putting Norah Jones on my iPod and it’s
reminding me of 3 winters ago when I took pictures of Phil, painted my toenails
purple and took a rainy day trip to
I feel like streamlining my life right now. I want
to take people off my buddy list, remove facebook friends that I’m not
actually friends with, delete accounts to random websites that I don’t
use, reorganize my bookshelf and my music. Use fewer words in sentences. Get a
new cell phone. Be myself more.
I love warm weather. Love.