Calendar
 Exodus
 23jan05

Sorry about my disappearance for some time. Unfortunately, my hard-disk is damaged,
so as my other equipment connected to my CPU at the time of the virus attack. ALL
my files are gone! Not to mention the files belonging to my Mum and Dad. It's really sad
because firstly even if it was saved in the Iomega HD (portable hard-disk) it will be
wiped out. I felt really disappointed.

Any how, I'm back again - minus the cool important files. I can't really remembered
what happened the past few days. So I will blog what had happened yesterday.

Yesterday, I chilled out with Zhen Qian, Kelvin, Kenny, Dominic, Nelson, Desmond and
Eugene. We went to ChinaBlack and later to MU because ChinaBlack wasn't happening.
Zhen Qian and I entered ChinaBlack first. Damn, the door bitch was one hack of a real
bitch, she wanted Zhen Qian to show her about card with his picture because the
army identification card was the botak version of him and most guys look alike when
they had their head shaved. If you think she was the only one she was bitching, you're
dead wrong. She gave me that fucking look when she was checking my IC. Whatever
anyway. Around 15 minutes later we met up with Kelvin and Kenny.

As mentioned, the place wasn't happening, around 12 midnight and no one was at the
dance floor. That was then we decided to head on down to MU.

At MU sadly, Kenny can't enter because the bouncer was fucked up. Kelvin and Kenny
decided to back over to ChinaBlack. At around 1.30am I decided to go back to
ChinaBlack to keep both of my Slacker Inc. pals company.

Around 3 plus, zhen Qian went back home while Kelvin, Kenny and myself when to a
playground near my house to talk cock until the next morning.

Went back home around 8am. And now I'm going to sleep!

What a day...

 
 Brand Nu Exciting Year
 01jan05

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

What's Your New Year's Resolution/Mantra? Here's my 3 resolutions:
1) I'm going to woo Grace with all my heart! I've made up my mind! There's no other
Grace out there! And it's now been made public on my site/blog! So Grace, if you're
reading this, please show me the door to your heart and I will find the key to unlock it!
2) Try to get straight As which I think it's impossible, but, I will try. (I want Grace to
have a good life with me!)
3) Focus! Focus! And MORE Focus!

A quick shoutout to Sri whose birthday is TODAY! Happy birthday girl!

Currently listening to:
YELLOWCARD's ONLY ONE
Broken, this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you, so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go, so dishonestly
Leave a note for you, my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one


HERE's MY VERSION:
Now that I've found you right now
And I know, I'm sure it's goin to work
And I've been missing you all this while
But I can, I can give you a reason

I feel so focus now(so focus now)
And I love you (I love you)
I just want to tell you, so you know

Here I go, crack my brains out and think to get to you
You are my only ONE
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only ONE

Made my mistakes, let you go
And I can't, I can't forgot you too long
Wasted my time without you in my life.
And I can't, I can't get up when you're not here

I feel so focus now(so focus now)
And I love you (I love you)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, crack my brains out and think to get to you
You are my only ONE
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only ONE

Here I go, feeling so warm
Leave a note for you, my only one
And I know you will be mine
So give me a chance and you will see me

I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one



 
 Closure
 27dec04

How sad is it to see one friend suffer such anguish because of a girl. My heart goes all out to you and the people of the world which suffered and died because of a natural disaster. Here's a little poem I composed for you all.

It is I who made e Day fall & beg for mercy.
Never will I perish.
Never will I be crush by e heavens cloud.
No rainy day will soak me.
No sun will scorch me.
This I mark with my blood.

It's been a very stressful day for me. Had a bad headache because I was exposed to radiation.

 
 Psychic Protection
 26dec04

Happy Boxing Day!

Ever wonder why sometimes you feel drained of your energy under certain
circumstances such as: being a sounding board for someone, after doing a difficult
reading using whatever tool of divination, after conducting a healing session or as
innocent as being pushed in a crowd?

Sometimes being aware of your psychic abilities open channels that have been
dormant, this also invites all forms of unwanted energies unseen by the human eye. It
is easy to get carried away and forget the possible dangers you are exposed to when
doing psychic work. However, this possibility should not discourage anyone from
developing their psychic abilities.It is a matter of preparation before and after doing any
psychic work.

Simple words like "grounding", preparation and protection can do wonders to protect
you.

Why the need for psychic protection when you are doing something good for others
with a clear conscience and the best intentions? You know you are not doing any
harm, nor trigger a karmic reaction- yet, why ?

The path to psychic development and spirituality opens up a whole new world, You are
tapping into the unknown , unknown and different energies and cosmic influence. This
process opens up your subtle bodies in a way that you have never done before. You
become aware of new energies, open your aura to receive more influences, and this
combination spells power and could be unnerving at times.

When you start to recognize these different energies and fully open your chakras, you
will probably notice a great change in you. You get that feeling of positivity , exude an
aura of confidence, even have that "glow" in your face.This may take sometime to
show; it could serve as a measure of your progress.

STRENGTHENING YOUR ENERGY FIELD

Energy field that is invisible to the human eye is all around. Science has proven this. The best you can do is to be aware of these external forces in the environment that is
present yet invisible. There are simple steps to protect your energy from being
absorbed by another, which could result in physical, emotional or mental imbalance.
Aren’t there times when you feel drained after listening to the tales of woe of another? When the presence of a particular person makes you feel uncomfortable? Sometimes you wonder how did you get "sucked" into something you don’t care about? What about those sudden grips of anxiety? These are samples of intrusion into your energy field. Some refer to these fields as Auric field. Continued exposure is not healthy, it is draining, and yet, simple enough to deal with.

STEPS TO PSYCHIC PROTECTION:


Exercise, fresh air, meditation, good nutrition and hygiene.This sets you off to a good start.For those who are engaged in healing, counselling and like professions, it is easy to get entangled in clients’ problems. Protection is important to maintain positive emotional objectivity. Protect yourself, cleanse the energy field before and after a session.

Today, there are all kinds of tools in the market- add to above aroma therapy, herbal and oil essence, music, candle power, just to name a few.

SMUDGING
This is a common Native American tradition. It is the practise of using smoke and fragrance of various herbs to "cleanse: the atmosphere of negative energies. Fragrances, be it essential oils or incense strongly affect the aura and energies of the emotional and mental nature. this method provides a high energy vibration, effective protection and dispels surrounding negative energies.

i. Sage and sweet grass combination is common.

ii. Incense

iii. Oils and other essence

iv.Crystals or stones

crystals are charged with their own electrical energy. They are gaining popularity in today’s New Age society. They have been around long before man, and it is also believed that they possess powers, thanks to the residing "Deva" in them. Crystals are used in vibrational healing, for protection and inspiration, not to mention their use in technology. They can be programmed and dedicated for the purpose of protection.
i. Hold a small quartz crystal in your hand; this increases the auric field.
ii. Double terminated quartz crystal are known to be effective
Hold one in bothhands at your solar plexus, relax and visualize the energy of the crystal pour to you.
iii. Carry a pouch of selected crystals to heal you and protect you.
iv. Program a crystal to protect your surroundings period

THE CLEANSING VORTEX
This is a visualization exercise for cleansing and purifying the entire auric field.
It is very helpful for one who has had a bad day, when you interacted with a lot of people and beginning to feel drained, good to release all the unwanted energies accumulated through the day.
This exercise helps sweep out energy debris, preventing it from accumulating and thereby creating imbalance.

Steps: This is a guideline;you can modify to suit your style.
i. Sit down comfortably, do some breathing exercise, in preparation.
ii. Above your crown chakra, in your mind’s eye, visualize a small
whirlwind of crystalline white fire beginning to form, liken to spiritual tornado. As it takes on a funnel shape, enlarge it enough to fill in your auric field. The small end of the funnel now enters through the crown of your head, pass down through the middle pillar of your body.
iii. This whirlwind of spiritual fire should be seen as rotating and spinning clockwise. See, feel and imagine it moving down sweeping off all the unwanted debris accumulated throughout the day.
iv. See this vortex exit out through your feet down into earth itself, this is carrying down the debris into the lower realms and lower kingdoms.

PURE WHITE LIGHT/ WATERFALL
For those who are able to visualize, this is another way to protect yourself, just imagine yourself under the protection of the white light or under the waterfall. Lastly, always remember to ground, cleanse, open and close your channels before and after psychic work.








GROUNDING

by Bonnie Moss 2003-04

Going around in circles? You can't seem to get going?
You feel too much clutter in your brain.This is
not unusual if you are not grounded. In this busy world,
it is important to learn how to get "grounded".
Grounding is gaining more attention lately.

Grounding is essential in any kind of spiritual work,
as well as in everyday life. Grounding is showing
man's respect and connection to the earth's energies.
Think of it like the electrical grounding system of
every house.

GROUNDING helps in centering and focusing on the body
and to live in the present. This process fosters
a feeling of stability in moments of insecurity,
it offers a calming effect when emotions are running
high; it leaves you in peace and in harmony within
and with the world around you. Grounding is about
gathering together all of your energies - mental,
emotional and physical,calming your thoughts
and feelings to bring about inner harmony and balance.

METHODS OF GROUNDING

Sit comfortably and close your eyes.

Place your hands on your thighs.

Focus your attention on your body.

Begin with your feet. Then slowly, and thoroughly,

move your awareness up through your legs, thighs,

torso , arms, neck and head.

Focus on your breathing.

Imagine that you are surrounded by light.
As you breathe in, inhale this light, and
feel your body filling with it.

As you breathe out, exhale any tension, any pain
you may feel in your face, your shoulders, your body

Inhale Light

Exhale tension until you are relaxed and calm.

METHOD B
Picture tiny roots coming from the soles of your feet.
Feel them growing and growing,
all the way down into the Earth
Visualize your roots wriggling deep,
deep into the ground, taking hold there and
connecting you securely to the centre of the Earth.
Now bring your attention to the
top of your head, to your crown.
Visualize this spot,
which is about an inch and a half in diameter,
beginning to open.
From this opening fibers are emerging,
long filaments reaching up like branches
throughout the ceiling all the way up
through the building.
Breathe in both streams of energy
up from Earth and down from Heaven.
When you are ready,
come aware of your body again,
of where you are sitting,
slowly open your eyes.
Look around you.
Notice any differences
in the way your body feels.
Be sure to enter anything in your psychic journal.

CENTERING

Centering is a good exercise if you find meditation
difficult and it will, over a period of time
enable you to select what needs attention both
in the everyday world and in decison-making
as well as spiritually.


METHOD

Inhale slowly and saying a word such as peace,
love or harmony, silently on your in-breath
so that you extend every syllable,
then exhale the word out loud,
Repeat this at least 8 times and you will be centered.


STILLING THE MIND

This enables you to switch from your everyday
mode to a higher state of conciousness.
It can also be used as a form of psychic protection.
Still your body by going to your special
outdoor/indoor space. Do nothing except listen
to your breathing - do not try to control,
count or change the rhythm. If thoughts intrude,
gently push them away as though launching
a toy boat on a pond. Picture a sky full of stars
and watch them going out one by one
until you are enclosed with


IF you find you suffer from being ungrounded
a lot you may be a sensitive. It is a good
idea for sensitives to avoid alcohol, tobacco,
drugs and vegetarian diets. A small amount of meat
and large amounts of legumes are good for grounding.
If you wish, you can imagine or visualize a
cord of energy traveling from the centre of your body
to the centre of the earth.

This can also work if you cannot get outside.

Keep in mind:
it may takes WEEKS of consistent grounding
before you begin to feel yourself again,
especially if you are particularly sensitive.
Any psychic work you do, any emotional trauma,
will make you ungrounded again. This practice
is something you must make part of your lifestyle.

The three psychic stages of grounding,
centering and stilling the mind can be used
separately or in sequence.

 

 
 Silent Night
 25dec04

HO HO HO! Merry X'Mas everyone! I'm able to sleep now. The time is 2:30am. Just ate
my supper, X'Mas STYLE! Anyway lets talk about yesterday. The eve was great. Li Ling
& Vincent gave presents. It was nothing big however I believe it's the thought that
counts! Although I was pissed off by guy yesterday, it didn't rack the holiday day
mood. I'm currently a little worried about Internetworking Case Study because I'm not
good at it. Around 1:50am, before Carri Chong ended her show for the day she did a
little reflection thing. It was more like a poem. Here's how it goes:

The strength of a man isn't seen in the width of his shoulders.
It's seen in the width of his arms that circle you.

The strength of a man isn't in the deep tone of his voice.
It's in the gentle words he whispers.

The strength of a man isn't how many buddies he has.
It's how good a buddy he is with his kids.

The strength of a man isn't in how respected he is at work.
It's in how respected he is at home.

The strength of a man isn't in how hard he hits.
It's in how tender he touches.

The strength of a man isn't in the hair on his chest.
It's in his Heart...that lies within his chest.

The strength of a man isn't how many women he's loved.
It's in can he be true to one woman.

The strength of a man isn't in the weight he can lift.
It's in the burdens he can carry.

I spent my eve with my parents, we went drinking at Pan Pacific Hotel after dinner.
Okay, I better get to sleep before Santa visit.

GOOD NIGHT!

 
 Optimistic VS Pessimistic
 22dec04

I just realised that life isn't that bad as it seems. It's rather meaningful and really
exciting just like a rollercoaster right! LIFE, it's what we all must go through before we
move on to another spiritual world (that's if you believe there's one of course). "How's
life Alvin?", is the question commonly asked by my most of my friends when starting a
conversation. Most of time I will just joke by saying, "It's just another FOUR letter
word" or "it's another FOUR letter word added into my vocabulary".

I came up with another philosophy today: Life, can never be meaningful without
Love,
Interaction,
Focus &
Endurance.
Love can mean love for one self and others around; having a sweetheart or simply
both. Anyhow, just check out this cool picture I found on the net today, it's really
cool!



My Day:
Went to school.
Talk cock in school.
Play basketball with Slackers Inc.
Play pool with Kenny.
Talk more cock.
The end.

=D

 
 Crazy for this Girl (hmmm maybe I should add a dilemma song too..)
 21dec04

Let summarized everything with a song =)

Crazy For This Girl (Download HERE)
by Evan And Jaron

She rolls the window down,
And she talks over the sound
Of the cars that pass us by,
& I don't know why,
But she's changed my mind.

Would you look at her as she looks at me?
She's got me thinkin' about her constantly,
But she don't know how I feel,
And as she carries on without a doubt,
I wonder if she's figured out,
I'm crazy for this girl.
I'm crazy for this girl.

She was the one to hold me,
The night the sky fell down,
And what was I thinkin' when,
the world didn't end?
Why didn't I know what I know now?

Would you look at her as she looks at me?
She's got me thinkin' about her constantly,
But she don't know how I feel,
And as she carries on without a doubt,
I wonder if she's figured out,
I'm crazy for this girl.
I'm crazy for this girl

And right now,
Face to face, all my fears,
Pushed aside and right now,
I'm ready to spend,
the rest of my life with you.

Would you look at her as she looks at me?
She's got me thinkin' about her constantly,
But she don't know how I feel,
And as she carries on without a doubt,
I wonder if she's figured out,
I'm crazy for this girl.
I'm crazy for this girl...

Would you look at her as she looks at me?
She's got me thinkin' about her constantly,
But she don't know how I feel,
And as she carries on without a doubt,
I wonder if she's figured out,
I'm crazy for this girl.
Yeah, I'm crazy for this girl.

 
 Church Bells
 21dec04

Okay time check now is 12:28am. Yes AM. I just got out from the shower. Indeed I
just got back home from a wedding and surprise surprise I have school tomorrow. Who
the hell has school during the beautiful month of Dec? Well anyway, I got postive prises
from my relatives about my complexion, height and if I've been too choosy with girls,
blah blah blah. The wedding feast at The M Hotel was delicious! I ate till my full! My 2nd
cousin like Issac, Jon Jon, Sharly and Leon are SO cute. I received a SMS from Yong
Hoe saying that there's a make up lab for INNK yesterdat which I didn't go. Why didn't
the lecturer inform us which he was suppose to? Fuck sia. I hate school!

Sweet dreams everyone!

 
 Scrutinizing Fate
 19dec04

Okay today's entry will have to short, sweet and little simple. Yesterday I was reading this book at MPH located at Raffles City. It's a horoscope book by a famous author for astrological. It's called, Teri King's Astrological Horoscope 2005 for Virgos. I browsered through the copy of the book which appears to be truth to the very last fullstop. "Virgos have a reputation for being a bit of a loner than other signs from choice". It also mentioned that "Virgos are extraordinarily picky about those who I find attractive. Nearly 90% of the opposite sex come nowhere near Virgos high standards, and the 10% is a mystery why Virgos find them attractive!". SO TRUE MAN! "In 2005, Virgos will tend to make lots of new people with little effort and will be attracted to a particular girl. However, Virgos will have to realistic to get her. The relationship will only blossom if both parties are in love with one another, if not Uranus will end it."

After reading that book, I saw this guy on a wheelchair, he had some speech difficulty as well. Suddenly the concourse I had with Leandro before I left for dinner strucked me. Leandro mentioned something about fate was unfair. However I feel that wasn't really true with that statement. If we were to look at the world as a whole, we will realise how fortunate we're.

Went to Newton Circle after that to have wanton mee and I saw Einstein (cartoon artist from Kids Central) with his ang moh friend.

Oh well, that's all I have to say about yesterday, as for today, it will be countless clicks on my mouse, research, research and more research.

School is an uni-sex PMS.

 
 Dilemma
 18dec04

Dilemma - Don't let your heart rule your mind. To compromise or not? Hmmm...

Two days back I had many postivity remarks about my hairdo. Looks like the salon
money went to go used. Hee. I'm feeling a little heaty from the lack of sleep for the
passed few days. I need to catch up with my dreams! Yesterday's Entrepreneur talk
was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo damn boring that I almost hung
myself. Before the talk the groupie had lunch in school, that's where I saw Bryan,
chatted with him and found out he opened a shop at Bugis Street. I'm so happy for
him, he's like my Entrepreneur Idol now LOL. After the talk I hung out with a bunch
of slackers. At Mensa 2 they were staring at this chio bu, amazingly she knew
everyone there! Including the stall owners. Amazing shit. Well anyway I had a nice
time with them, joking and stuff.

My project research is really giving me a headache! I need help. Will anyone help me?

A new acronym, FU: Full Understood.

ZzzzzZzzzZz....

 
 Minoxidil
 15dec04


Basically I had my hair cut today. It's pretty much a b-o-r-i-n-g day. So I will just talk
about yesterday which I didn't blog due to my laziness (not unless you consider an
explaination of the French-turn-English word deja vu a blog). Well yesterday was just
as boring only thing was bothering me was my peeled face - aftermath of sunburn.
Jasmine face wasn't bad at all, she look as though she had makeup on (ya la she looks
amazing stunting, please don't be happy if you're reading this Jasmine, read on).
Today Jasmine face took a turn, it started to peeled just like mine yesterday (hahaha,
told you to read on). I was fortunate that my face recovered quickly today.Those
peels really look gross. Funny thing though, Jasmine told me she applied some face
moisturizer and her face looks worst than yesterday! Poor girl. She's was really cute
today, she kept saying 'hi' to me, she probably did that to break the concentrating
level of mine during lecture (GRRR, evil Jasmine, evil Jasmine). Anyway, back to
yesterday, Kelvin's had no peels! He said his skin was seasoned - lucky. Had prata
across the street with Wee Kiat, Mark and Stephanie. Wee Kiat jokes were DAMN
FUNNY! It's weird why he doesn't have a girlfriend... At the kopitiam this middle-age
man kept staring at Stephanie as though he wanted to rape her. I'm not
exaggerating here. After prata break I went back to school, rot and went back home.

 
 Word, A
 14dec04

deja vu

n : the experience of thinking that a new situation had occurred before.

 Word, A
 14dec04

deja vu

n : the experience of thinking that a new situation had occurred before .

 Burnt
 12dec04

Alrighty I've been missing in action for 2 days.

On 10 Dec 04, basically that day was pretty boring, I planned not to go to school,
however because of certain SHIT(not going to explain here) I went. After the first
lecture of the day I had lunch with Jasmine at McDonalds. I bought a McDonalds soft
toyJack Jack (a character from the Pixar movie about a family of superheroes, The
Incredibles
). The toy is really very very CUTE! The function of it is really interesting:
it's a phone holder and when it's powered on it's a a phone ringer indicator (trigger
by radiation) at the same time. My Mum really likes it as well, she's planning to buy
another 3 for my cousin and for herself. When for NE (National Education) after that.
But before that Jasmine wanted to meet her friends which was going to NE as well.
Surprisingly, Hui Xian (a girl I knew from my previous CDS and current) was suppose to
meet Jasmine. Small world isn't it? When Jasmine, her friends and I was seated in the
TCC (a place where NE took place) I received a call from Wee Kiat, he too was going
to attend NE. So Kiat was asking where I was (he was like right behind me when he
made that call). So he sat near me. Stephanie sat next to me because she didnt
want to sit next to the indians which was giving out a bad OB that time. Anyway
Jasmine and her friends slept while me, Kiat and Steph went for a self declare break.
We did go back to the TCC, instead we stood at the entrance of the stairway exit
and told ghost stories. I frighten Steph twice, it was damn funny. No words can ever
describe it!

Dec 11, supported Slackers Inc. (comprising, Bing Ling, Kelvin, Adrian, Jasmine and
some girl I don't know). I had a great time, laughing and supporting them. I
supported on the winning team *smile* they got the 1st place! Woohoo, I was just
excited as them even though I got a replacement for me. Had lunch with the
WINNING team. Was a little quiet, I think this Jasmine knows the reason, sigh. Life
has changed for me. Went to TM, got an ice cream to ease the pain in my mouth
and when back home. Got a terrible sunburn, it hurts currently. My face is red! It
might be a good thing though. The japanese girl which stay below me said I look
good with the tan. My gosh! Ya la it's a bit more man la, reddish face.

12 Dec, wrote this stuff above. LOL.

Later.

 
 Dominos Bomb
 10dec04

How true, "no news is good news". Sigh, just when I thought my week was going to
be great everything went backwards. The feeling is no difference from getting
banged by a speeding train and then get dragged by it. I'm mentally & physically
damaged. Where are my angels? Even if they're around me, where is the aid?

Most lecturers are crackheads, public enemy gets violent (yesterday) and currently my
tongue and the upper part of my mouth are sore! My friday night is burnt, what a
way to unwind. Anyway tomorrow I have a basketball match. Wish me LUCK!

Here are 2 of the most interesting SMS I read:
Tell u a secret...
dun spread, ok?
S'pore Idol,
Taufik's family
members r:
Taupok (Dad),
Taufu (Mum),
Taugue (bro) &
Tausuan (sis),
He has a cat called
Taugay...


From: Steve but forwarded to me from Weekiat
02:27:00pm 9dec04 <--impt DATE!

2day is National
Human Rights day
guys.Treat yr
friends, families n
neighbours wif
love. Greet your
enemies wif a
smile. Make a difference ;)
lastly, pray4others


From: Jasmine
1:12:15am 9dec2004


Also check out this song by Savage Garden. It's called I knew I loved You:
Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I've found my best friend

I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

There's just no rhyme or reason
Only the sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I've found my way home

I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I've found you

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

 Sieze the Day
 07dec04

Boy do I have tons of things to talk about today! However, it's way passed my
bedtime so I will just summarize my day. My eyelids are close to shut like those typical
japanese dudes.

Beginning of the day I had lab and I thought I was late but instead the teacher was
like 10min late. The teacher was pretty much a slacker himself according to Kelvin
whom birthday is this Thursday. I expected the lab to a short briefing but it ended up
as some revision. So, it practically took up my 2 hours. Had my 4 hours break:
travelling home, showered, play games, check email, surf the web, sleep, eat & ...
yup you guessed it, travel back to school.

The remaining lectures were DREADFUL. Believe me, I rather be ANY WHERE in this
planet than to be sitting my royal ass surrounded by sick, pathetic, noisy(and i mean
those irritating bastards and bitches) and boring zombie-like-lecturers. But all was safe
by my friends. Yeah they kept me entertained, likewise. I kept laughing at one of
Stephanie's video clip on her phone. The video chip show Stephanie's sister doing
some crazy zanny taicheeee thingy. It's really damn funny!

Had another break, this time a group of my NU (new) classmates went over to the
SDC, I had 2 rounds of pool with Yong Pin. I can't believe it the score was 1-1 (YES
I ACTUALLY WON A PRO!). I did something really dumb in that area at the student
lounge, there's this group of students where the pool table area was and these 2
jokers where like playing pool. What's really irritating was this guy in pink. That GUY, was like tapping the side of the pool table (something like a ovation) each time his
friend (in white) pops in a ball. This kind of particular 'ovation' is usually done when a
tough shot was successfully made. The GUY in pink obvious did it excessively. So
when it was time for my group to head back for lessons, I walked over that pool
table and tapped the table (audible). I didn't get a chance to see how those people
reacted, but, I walked out of there like I didn't care less.

Went for PST class taught by Sonny Lim a famous arts actor. He was very inspiring. I
won't mention what was taught. However, it was good. Oh no, look at the time,
CIAO!

Poem:
Oh how beautiful she looks,
Her eyes filled with serene.
I know she's not meant for me.
Not that she's too good for me,
Her mask shines red paint,
May I find the mask;
The mask with no stain.

~Alvin (me la!)

 Milestone -I came, I saw, I conquered
 06dec04

My first day of school, everything was smooth going. The first tutorial was vitalizeed
up by Mr. Chan which explained a general aspect of technopreneurship,
entrepreneurship & investment.

About my classmates, well they're pretty quiet, I think I will socialize with them after
I "overcome" my morning sickness. Daniel my new classmate is quite a sociable
person. Hmmmm I think I will more likely going to end up in a project group with Shi
Neng, Yong Hoe and Daniel.

Saw ex-07 gang, Alston as crappy as ever LOL, as for Yingying, wow nice HAIRDO!
Besides my classmates and ex-classmates it's amazing who you can meet today. All I
can say it's amazing shit! LOL.

Saw some of the pictures of Stephanie's cat in her phone (nice design) during some
early dismissal! Her cat is damn cute and playful! Heehee there was this clip of her
cat eating leaves and Stephanie was telling me how her cat always doesn't that and
throw up later on. It's weird why animals does stupid things. Come to think about it,
humans can do a number of crazy stuff!

 Last day on Earth
 05dec04

Before I begin my entire for today, I just wanna say that the music controller is install
for those muthafarkers anti-LP fan. Hahahaha. No disrespect, but I feel you have no
sense of music if you don't find LP anything close to the word T A L E N T. Enjoy
the music anyhow.

I've fully recovered from the flu slash (/) running-nose, or whatever you call it. (Yes I
know the difference). Now I rather to work the gym, but not today, my mood is
racked by tomorrow event- school (I know I've mentioned school numberous times
in this blog, so sue me).

On a brighter note, my parents are going to get me a new car (well it's about time
they did!). The model is pending, I need to ask car connoisseur, Sean, for further
advice before I hand in the cheque.

Let me leave you all a quote before I clean my room up:

"Tact: The ability to give someone a shot in the arm without them feeling the
needle."

Whatever, that means. Hahaha.

 My December
 04dec04

What a week to fall sick. No partying before I head back to the camPUS. Today is
ZOUKout! I was like awaiting for this event. Oh well. 1 more day to enjoy my
freedom before hell. I wonder who will my new classmates be - bitchy, bastard? -
God knows. I gotta go now, I going to check out Volkswagen's Passat.

I saw Yvonne ytd at Taka, I must say she has matured. Why do youngsters think
that smoking is cool? I think it rather stupid to smoke. I rather drink, at least there's
some health benefits =D

Ciaoz

 Welcome
 02dec04

Hi everybody! Welcome to my site with a brand new design. Noticed I took out the
tag board? LOL. I'm so excited that I'm lost for words! Just for the record I'm so
FUCKING proud of it!

Sigh, the official timetable is finally out! It looks slightly worst than the unofficial one!
Sigh, but I will have to count my blessing because my friend Shaun Lu got the worst
timetable I've ever seen! Shaun if you're see this, CHILL OUT DUDE! School is going
to resume next Monday (6Dec) and I'm strucked at home because of my damn
running-nose. I'm feeling fine today, but I'm not going to take the risk by going to
crowded or smokey areas. So much of clubbing. I'm going to drive my Mum to
waterloo temple for worship today and maybe indulge myself with restaurant food.
I'm look forward to go "shopping" for cool products with Kai Wen.