I sit in the cool night air, watching the dark sky.  Normally I would see nothing but blackness, but tonight I see the twinkle of each star.  Each one has an important part in the constellations.  As I watch these stars, I being to see a new form take place.  All the stars start to flash in unison, as they shine more brilliant then ever.  I can see you, your sparkling smile, and the wonderful twinkle in your eyes.  A soft tear rolls down my cheek, as I long to feel your arms around me, to hold you in mine.  I want nothing more then to feel your body against mine.  How can I love a man so?  How can I feel so much passion?  He wont let me in.  Yet is all seems so right.  Everything I have ever wanted can come true, but can it last through the lies and the mistrust of the past?

Amber Dawn

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