MyHell

Who Am I



My life isnt exciting or happy.. but if you still wanna know about me go for it
I dont know why im choosing to share this with the world, but im not about to lie to tell you and tell you my life was great and I live in some happy fantisy World like my parents live, like my parents have choose to let people believe.
I am Just Me
No One Special
But this is How my Hell has been so far!
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As some of you may know .. My Real Name is Annette, I live in Texas (for the time being), and I am 23. Other things you may not know about me :

          I grew up in Wisconsin till about 8th grade when my parents decided to move me to Arizona,

My Family life is not one out of a story book there are lots of heartache and pain.

I am a very shy person and i keep everything including my thoughts and feelings to myself. Not many people around me even my parents and sisters can tell you alot about me. My Parents think im a Looser and even though they dont say it .. the look in there eyes tells me i wont ever be shit to them no matter what i try to do. My friends that I have, That i Trust know more about me then anyone. Without having the few friends I do i would be alone. Getting to trust people takes awile For I have been hurt many many times and my scars run deep....
Just face it people im CRAZY.. lol
I will tell anyone im crazy but if you get to know me you will find out i am the most honest, caring, trusting, loving person you will ever meet. I have just been delt a shitty life and am trying to pick up the pieces best i know how to do.

My high school years:
I hated going to school like any normal kid. only thing i looked forward to was getting away from my house.
I drank alot and partied got average grades

         After I finnished High School in 97 and could legaly walk out the door.. I DID...

    I traveled all over from WA, WI, IN, till I ended up in VA with my sister and my nephews. VA is the place to be right on the ocean, great place to live.

I found a great job at a bar in NC and I went and lived in NC for awile, and Traveled to NY, OH, MI..and back to VA... YES I love to travel... im not one to stay put .. unless im happy.

Due to a family emergency I came back to Arizona... but not staying for long..due to being around my family is not good for me.. maybe someday things will be better between us like when im 6 feet under...lol... But as for now ... like before i will pick up and go when I am ready.. and who Knows .. Where ill end up :-)

Goals:
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Travel to differnet Countries

Own my own Pet Store
settle down later in life.
Have kids

Favorite Colors:
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Purple
Black

Favorite Time of day:
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NightTime

3 most important things in my life:
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1. My Nephews
2. My sister
3. My dog