About me

2000 years ago I lived as Mariam, and was known as the Sister of Yeshua/Jesus. Many times myself and the other disciples were sent back into the world to guide true seekers in TheWay. The Kingdom is Spiritual, and can only be entered by those who are themselves Spiritual. Those who pick up their own cross and walk in TheWay, are able to enter the Inner Kingdom and learn directly from the Lord.

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GOD'S UNDERSTANDING OF TIME ESSENCE

Insecurity ends when we experience an inner connection with divine energy within, a connection described by mystics of all traditions. A sense of lightness - buoyancy - along with the constant sensation of love are measures of this connection. If these measures are present, the connection is real. If not, it is only pretended.

--James Redfield
http://www.celestinevision.com

THE VISION OF THE PAST IS PRESENT

The morning of life begins when one unleashes the love within. It is here that unfailing truth is revealed in abundance. It is the love for another that breaks the darkness and enlightens with purity and fulfillment. The first chapter of love has begun, and will always be written in time to be gently carried through the violent storms life.

THE VOICE OF THE SOUL

REUNITING THE PAST AS PRESENT

The power of my vision lasted seconds, yet a lifetime of desires FULFILLED as the vision unfolded.

Unknowing that I would uncover the mystery of living in the third dimension, searching for the munderstanding of our DENIALS of healing as soulmates and our reuniting from a past life together with Jesus. Our love was enough!

THE MIRACLE of the eternal NOW

A vsion is one in which the awakening human being begins to see his or her own emotional, psychological, and spiritual experience, in the present moment, as potentially being the very furthest reaches of the evolution. This is what brings the sacred dimension of life into everyday awareness; when you realize your own experience of consciousness itself from one moment to another is potentially the leading edge of the possible.

Visions of our soul to soul passion:

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As my soul merged with the fifth dimension of the golden light, I instantly realized the dimension of pure thought. The beauty of my vision opened something indescribable, as the memory would last a lifetime. Our rapture and delight is such as I had never before experienced.

Entering into the ffth dimension, I had the impression that all these million sources of divine love merged into one and streamed to our purest essence. My body seemed to dissolve; space and time dropped away; and all thoughts disappeared, so consumed by a voluptuous rapture.

My soul made a commitment of the eternal NOW. We were already on the bridge between the material world and the spiritual universe. We had tasted heaven and the eternal love.

I was shown that it is our commitment for eternal oneness and of pure truth. This can be understood through the desire for eternal life, the desire for eternal meaning, and the desire for eternal love is the power of oneness:

The desire for eternal life is the most evident manifestation of the need for God. Deep in our hearts we know that time is an illusion just as death frees our soul and freedom is eternal.

We now honor our Souls being here on earth and our journey together.

Believing in the greatest miracle is having the faith that touches the soul; it is only seen and grasped when the heart is open and the spirit purged of self. Then it awakens faith. But when these conditions are not present there are always reasons to be found to say solemnly and impressively that it is all delusion, or that such-and-such is so because some other thing is so. Or, the excuse that always is handy: We cannot explain it yet...the future will enlighten us about it!

The Symposium seem to indicate that the "something they know not what," which the lovers are longing to obtain from each other.

We were two bodies connected with each other by a magnetic tie, which served as a bridge connecting the essence of our souls to a higher dimension of our sacred commitment.

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Journey of dreams

It depicts her breaking through the troubles and hardships of life, breaking through the drudgery of the thankless memories of timeless years.

A love that is forever haunted by not being held in the arms of love, memories of the unseen exhaustion of her day by day life.

Then when the past was revealed, my soul expressed true freedom, breaking through to a new and fulfilling chapter of life. A life fulfilled of the most sincere appreciation. A life of the deepest and most complete love. A life lived only in my personal journey of dreams.


In the openness of our spirits,
we move forward seeking the truth about ourselves and God's understanding.

Belonging is a circle that embraces everything; if we reject it, we damage our nature. The word 'belonging' holds together the two fundamental aspects of life: Being and Longing, the longing of our Being and the being of our Longing.

"Our hearts are restless," wrote St. Augustine, and that truth remains fundamental to the human condition. Human restlessness, human desire, human yearning - none of it ever seems finally and fully satisfied. We are truly pilgrims.

We are made to seek and search, to yearn and ache, until the heart finally finds something or someone to match the depth of its desire, until the heart finds food sufficient for its hunger. We name that food, that fulfillment, that goal of human desire, God.

Like fields, mountains, and animals we know we belong here on earth. However, unlike them, the quality and passion of our longing make us restlessly aware that we cannot belong to the earth. The longing in the human soul makes it impossible for us ever to fully belong to any place, system, or project. We are involved passionately in the world, yet there is nothing here that can claim us completely.

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ETERNAL EMBRACE

As time relentlessly pierces the shrouds of forever. As the ocean forever carries secrets of an unforeseen future. The love of two has been forged into the morning of a new life. A life never before imagined. A life that remains a journey, forever casting light into the hearts of those who may never feel the warmth of a radiant heart.

They embrace with the passion that can never be found without the love as reaching as the stars of a warm summer night.

For it is the love we seek, the love we live, the love that we have become.

Pieces of Passion

She is an island of knowledge, forged with the unconscious memory of walls not yet broken through. Walls of forgotten love, forgotten passion.

Never to return, she yearns to look ahead to the open ocean of dreams, dreams that are revealed in it's own time.

For on the horizon lies the truth of life, a truth that can be revealed to those who realize that it is never the pain that we carry with us, but it is the memories that is an eternity.

Giving and Reciving Love

The Whispers of my heart

The past is held in a state of eternal suspension, the words and deeds live there forever, the events were and nothing can undo them. Only the present has power for change, and that change is only a breath as the present continually feeds the past.

PERCEPTIONS

The authentic self, which is the spiritual or evolutionary impulse, is a utopian impulse. It's a desire or aspiration for heaven, wholeness, oneness, perfection, totality, fullness. So the vibration of that impulse is inherently idealistic. That utopian impulse is built into the whole evolutionary developmental process. There are lower levels of it—even the sexual impulse carries with it the desire for perfect union with the ideal other—and there are higher and higher levels of that same ecstatic compulsion.

We exist because certain events did or did not happen.

The past cements those sequences of events indefinitely. We may refer to them, reflect about them, reminisce about them all we wish, believing that the power of thought/prayer can change. What does change is our perceptions of our ability to forgive ourselves for our beliefs of time, intimacy and eternal love.

Our powers stop with this second, and cannot go back even an instant. The invisible gate locks and what has happened is secured forever. The past is sealed and we cannot interfere. Beliefs change in the now and God's understanding is revealed.

What has occurred is revealed thru God's love, and though it may have effects upon the future, the specific action which took place can never be repeated again identically.

Today grows out of yesterday, and today is always new.

It is a rushing wave, this now, that sweeps us along unceasingly from birth to death. We are never really conscious of now until it is past, for by the time we have thought about it, now has become the past. We blink our eyes now, but by the time we have thought about it a few seconds have past, and that blinking of our eyes has become a part of history, and though a million years may pass the fact can never be altered that on a certain day at a certain time we blinked our eyes.

It does not matter whether events are witnessed or not, they still take their eternal place in the record book of time in the universe. There is not a leaf that falls to ground, not an ant that scurries underfoot, not a pebble tossed in a stream, and not a drop of rain that does not have everlasting significance.