GOD'S UNDERSTANDING OF TIME ESSENCE

Insecurity ends when we experience an inner connection with divine energy within, a connection described by mystics of all traditions. A sense of lightness - buoyancy - along with the constant sensation of love are measures of this connection. If these measures are present, the connection is real. If not, it is only pretended.

--James Redfield
http://www.celestinevision.com

THE VISION OF THE PAST IS PRESENT

The morning of life begins when one unleashes the love within. It is here that unfailing truth is revealed in abundance. It is the love for another that breaks the darkness and enlightens with purity and fulfillment. The first chapter of love has begun, and will always be written in time to be gently carried through the violent storms life.

THE VOICE OF THE SOUL

REUNITING THE PAST AS PRESENT

The power of my vision lasted seconds, yet a lifetime of desires FULFILLED as the vision unfolded.

Unknowing that I would uncover the mystery of living in the third dimension, searching for the munderstanding of our DENIALS of healing as soulmates and our reuniting from a past life together with Jesus. Our love was enough!

THE MIRACLE of the eternal NOW

A vsion is one in which the awakening human being begins to see his or her own emotional, psychological, and spiritual experience, in the present moment, as potentially being the very furthest reaches of the evolution. This is what brings the sacred dimension of life into everyday awareness; when you realize your own experience of consciousness itself from one moment to another is potentially the leading edge of the possible.

SOULMATES...Visions of our soul to soul passion:

As my soul merged with the fifth dimension of the golden light, I instantly realized the dimension of pure thought. The beauty of my vision opened something indescribable, as the memory would last a lifetime. Our rapture and delight is such as I had never before experienced.
Entering into the ffth dimension, I had the impression that all these million sources of divine love merged into one and streamed to our purest essence. My body seemed to dissolve; space and time dropped away; and all thoughts disappeared, so consumed by a voluptuous rapture.
My soul made a commitment of the eternal NOW. We were already on the bridge between the material world and the spiritual universe. We had tasted heaven and the eternal love.

I was shown that it is our commitment for eternal oneness and of pure truth. This can be understood through the desire for eternal life, the desire for eternal meaning, and the desire for eternal love is the power of oneness:

The desire for eternal life is the most evident manifestation of the need for God. Deep in our hearts we know that time is an illusion just as death frees our soul and freedom is eternal.

We now honor our Souls being here on earth and our journey together.

Journey of dreams
When I arrived here in the Hawaiian islands in my 50's, I was met by Mark Hammer who arranged a meeting with Jesus and other participants. It was held on the Kaneohe Bay, a beautiful setting reminding me of the time Jesus and I shared in the beauty of our ancient time. When the sharing began, Mark shared with our group that it was thru the urging of Jesus that said if he wanted to experience a miracle, he would need to travel from the Maui islands to Kaneohe.
It was during this gathering in which Jesus activated my mind to re-remember our ancient time and the profound intimacy we shared.
When the past was revealed, my soul expressed true freedom, breaking through to a new and fulfilling chapter of life. A life fulfilled of the most sincere appreciation. A life of the deepest and most complete love. A life lived only in my personal journey of dreams.

In the years that followed, I found my soul searching for the answers of my denials of Jesus in my lifetime. Born of ancestors of pioneers, settelers in the Kansas area, I was able to understand the desire to be born of a mother who was blessed with 5 children, and only upon her death did she realize the illlusions of her life.
I lived my life always seeking the truth of Jesus in my present incarnation. My soul was seeking that love that was forever haunted by not being held in the arms of love, and living the life of the exhaustion of my day by day life. In the past 5 years, I have chosen to live a modest life and somewhat isolated from the eternal world due to the confusion of our consciousness.
In the openness of our spirits,
we move forward seeking the truth about ourselves and God's understanding.
Belonging is a circle that embraces everything; if we reject it, we damage our nature. The word 'belonging' holds together the two fundamental aspects of life: Being and Longing, the longing of our Being and the being of our Longing.

"Our hearts are restless," wrote St. Augustine, and that truth remains fundamental to the human condition. Human restlessness, human desire, human yearning - none of it ever seems finally and fully satisfied. We are truly pilgrims.
We are made to seek and search, to yearn and ache, until the heart finally finds something or someone to match the depth of its desire, until the heart finds food sufficient for its hunger. We name that food, that fulfillment, that goal of human desire, God.

Like fields, mountains, and animals we know we belong here on earth. However, unlike them, the quality and passion of our longing make us restlessly aware that we cannot belong to the earth. The longing in the human soul makes it impossible for us ever to fully belong to any place, system, or project. We are involved passionately in the world, yet there is nothing here that can claim us completely.

About me

2000 years ago I lived as Mariam, and was known as the Sister of Yeshua/Jesus. Many times myself and the other disciples were sent back into the world to guide true seekers in TheWay. The Kingdom is Spiritual, and can only be entered by those who are themselves Spiritual. Those who pick up their own cross and walk in TheWay, are able to enter the Inner Kingdom and learn directly from the Lord.

ETERNAL EMBRACE
My desire is to awaken others that our life remains a journey, as we are eternal and forever casting light into the hearts of those who may never feel the warmth of a radiant heart.

For it is the love we seek, the love we live, the love that we have become.

Pieces of Passion

Never to return, we yearn to look ahead to the open ocean of dreams, dreams that are revealed in it's own time.

For on the horizon lies the truth of life, a truth that can be revealed to those who realize that it is never the pain that we carry with us, but it is the memories that is an eternity.

Giving and Reciving Love

The Whispers of my heart

The past is held in a state of eternal suspension, the words and deeds live there forever, the events were and nothing can undo them. Only the present has power for change, and that change is only a breath as the present continually feeds the past.

The ability to perceive the soul and spiritual realms that man's higher consciousness simultaneously dwells in, must be developed. In this respect, we can begin to see the concept of waking up from this stupor, sleep, or death that is associated with physical life in the words:

What has occurred is revealed thru God's love, and though it may have effects upon the future, the specific action which took place can never be repeated again identically.

Today grows out of yesterday, and today is always new.

It is a rushing wave, this now, that sweeps us along unceasingly from birth to death. We are never really conscious of now until it is past, for by the time we have thought about it, now has become the past. We blink our eyes now, but by the time we have thought about it a few seconds have past, and that blinking of our eyes has become a part of history, and though a million years may pass the fact can never be altered that on a certain day at a certain time we blinked our eyes.

It does not matter whether events are witnessed or not, they still take their eternal place in the record book of time in the universe. There is not a leaf that falls to ground, not an ant that scurries underfoot, not a pebble tossed in a stream, and not a drop of rain that does not have everlasting significance.

Jesus shared many messages with me over my life to strengthen my soul reminding me of my ancient soul family. The media has not understood the distnction of presenting the truth of Jesus being present with us at all times.

Time and Illusion. My soul experiences was that time is a grand illusion of the third dimension. We were never born and death is a passage into our eternality. Jesus taught that intimacy is based on our own direct experience, and through the power of meditation, we can shift our perceptions of our oneness with all and our ability to remember their own and others' past lives. Through training our mind in meditation, we can eventually develop a similarly profound level of concentration, and we shall then be able to verify the truth of rebirth through our own experience.

There are many people nowadays who refuse to believe in hidden objects such as reincarnation, saying that they believe only in what they themselves can see. This view is extremely superficial. Most scientific and historical knowledge is based on logical inference from experiments rather than on unaided sense perception. We cannot directly see atoms, distant galaxies, or events in the past, but we can nevertheless know them through inference. In the same way, although we cannot see our past and future lives, we can nevertheless infer them through logical reasoning.

How Can We Understand The Existence Of Future Lives?

Once we understand the existence of past lives, it will not be difficult to understand the existence of future lives. There are five ways to understand that we have lived before: (1) understanding the continuum of the mind, (2) considering the great variety of mental imprints children are born with, (3) reflecting on dreams, (4) contemplating examples of people with memories of previous lives, and lastly, (5) through scriptural authority.

By contemplating and meditating on these five lines of reasoning with an open mind and a good motivation it is not difficult to understand that we have had previous lives. However, if we have decided in advance that reincarnation does not exist, and consider these arguments only to refute them, not even a living Buddha could make us believe in it.