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Here's something to chew on...                                                                                                                    2-10-04 Ok, we've all been "young and in love". And when you're at that point, you want to be with the "love of your life" most if not all of the time, right? Well, this is the case with my Jaime. Now, me and her spend a lot of time together...as in almost every night, at least for the first month or so of this relationship, which is normal last I checked. BUT her "friends" had a problem with this and treated her like shit for "abandoning" them...I didn't see any of my friends leave me cause I was with her almost every night, so...I guess these "friends" really weren't "friends" at all, huh?                                                                                                                                             Just some food for thought...

9-18-03 I'm just wonderin if it's a good thing that these ex-girlfriends of mine always seem to come back to me. Is it cause I'm a huge sap and they like using me for support during low-esteem, or is it cause I'm really a good guy with some bad tendencies and they know I am a good friend/boyfriend...?

Lemme see...                                                                                                                 3-12-03 First off, all that sappy stuff is old, don't get all worked up over it...I gotta start dating these things... Second off, once I get my life in gear, I'm gonna kick mad ass...business degree, then into business with Oddey... Got my music career(s)... but who knows if these'll ever pan out...Just gotta get motivated... Oh...and my car...I'm hoping I make enough to replace it, cause I'm tired of all the problems with the current Spiffymobile...wheel barring, then I gotta get a new one...

CHRIS' NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS!                          (2003) 1) Get Life Back on Track (Head back to School) 2) Get a New Job (Tops SUCKS...16 Hours is bogus...) 3) Get Laid/Get a New (or renewed) Girlfriend (I wouldn't mind a GF...but I'd much rather just get laid :-P)                          Wish Me Luck!!

A few things: I'll tell ya'll like I tell everyone else...     This is my new philosphy...follow it, it works ^_^    "Life is too short to be pissed all the time"   So everything "cranky" below is just about gone in my mind Secondly.....About goin back to college..... I'M SCARED SHITLESS!!! v_v Like, I'm gonna get there, and totally gonna get fucked up....it sucks....I don't remember ANYTHING!! It's been 3 years! The only thing I know is Toki, DBZ, and work X_X God Help Me!!

After what I learned of my idiot cousin, and what happened to my great freind Aaron and his gal, and what I've seen by away message of Mr. Alleca and Ms. Bink(I guess they fixed it, let's see how/if/when everyone else does...), and from what I have experiecnced myself, I have determined that...: I  HATE SPRING!

If I could take one memory to Heaven with me, It'd most likely be:           November 28, 2000 A Day of IMMEASUREABLE Joy as the Lovely Ms. Lisa Hedstrand almost ran me over because she was so overjoyed to see me, as I suprised her for her Birthday...I'm such a sweetie... :-D ... :'( Ahh...the Good Ol' Days... :-( :'(

You'd think that if you were in a relationship and in Love For 2 1/2 years that you'd care if the one you loved was alive and/or you'd check in on him or try to talk to him every here and there and make sure he's ok. At least, that's what I'd think for a 2 1/2 year relationship...especially since it might not be over just yet...it's just might be on "hiatus" for now (or forever)...but I guess that's just me, huh?  :-\ :'( :'( :'(

I've gotten so much advice recently from all ages...I don't know which way I'm headed, but I just hope it's for the best. I can tell that Lisa still loves me, but, if she doesn't, she knows how to Lose Me Forever... Lisa, buzz me here and there(cause I know you'll miss me sometime), I Will See you In The Summer.