acting either role

within my mind and thoughts lie confusion

a trip into a world that was almost forgotten

with where i've been i lost who i was

and i've given up a piece of my soul

now i'm torn with which way i want to go

i've played the idea of acting either role

i can;t guess which will make me happy

but i know that in both i'd be capable of laughing

i'm sure i know the more stable of the two

and i know that tears come with both the two

cos i've played the idea of acting either role

so now i'm torn with which way i want to go

an expression of yearning towards the stars is within me

then part of me tells me where i'm at is good for me

it's a give and a take, which way i ought to go

both paths cross in harms way, this much i know

guttural noises drown out my breathing

as i'm listening to words that shouldn't be spoken

an innocent flaw, an admiration of sorts

plutony begins to seem out of course

reminders of ecstasy bygone and ahead

the fruit of another is stirring me in bed

the left hook of irony catches me again

romeo is bleeding, both him and his pen