conscience calling

u make me want to be
a better man than i am
but my conscience is calling

hey girl i don't want u to think
that i've never felt anything
before u because that would be a lie
but hey girl i do want u to know
that it's never been this complete

hey girl i'm tryin to stop
figuring out why it's wrong
but i feel like i'm destroying someone
but hey girl i do want u to know
that i never want to lose what we have

hey girl did i forget to tell u
that it's been so long since i've been inspired
that for a while i thought i had lost it
so hey girl now what do i do
now that you're the one that's brought it back

and sometimes i realize how dangerous it is
and sometimes i try to find myself a release
like last night i went out, in my mind a mission
to get my mind off you, i would meet someone
it didn't work, when i met her, all i did was compare
and i realized i can't find someone that will compare
and sometimes
i just feel like this will end bad, my friend