what is this pain inside of me
is it because of how much i miss you
or is it because how much i hate you
so you said you will always be there for me
well i am waiting,
or was that just anther usless saying
are even gonna bother with me anymore
in this world i am alone
destined to live in you shadow
wanting to be free of you
but the memories of you hold me down
they hold me down like a thousand chains
that i cant break free of
well it looks like the end is near
you've finally called and apoligised
how long will that one last you
or have you forgoten the past already
o wait thats all you remeber is the past
you remember all the pain and evil
no who cares about the happiest we shared
that happines is just a dream to me now
all i can do is hate
now i see you and i want to disapear
but wait i already have in your eyes
yeah what is your friendship
just a buch of words that dont mean a thing
just a bunch of stupid useless phrases
i guess this is my fate
i am destined to relive that dream no wait
nightmare of you...
i hope you got what you wanted all along