Sammie heard
someone banging heavily on the door.
“Go away!” she called.
“Sammie?
We have to talk” Bens voice floated through the door.
“You are
the last person I want to talk to” she called back, hugging a pillow tightly.
“Are you crying?
Let me in!”
“Get
LOST!”
“NO!
Sammie, I wanna make it up to you, what I did this afternoon”
“Just so
you feel good about mucking me about tomorrow?”
“NO! Look,
you can’t ignore me for the rest of the week, you have to think about the show”
“Screw the
show. Feelings mean more to me than petty ratings”
Ben smiled at this last comment,
and it made him more determined to make up.
“Okay,
forget the show. Forget the cameras. But I’m NOT going to ignore you for the rest
of the week, I wanna sort it out, and I’m going to make sure we go to bed
tonight at the very least understanding each other.”
“Yeah,
good luck with that. Bye”
Ben checked his watch and sighed.
“Sammie? I
have to do something. I’ll be back later”
He ran off down the hall. Sammie
crept to the door, and listened as his footsteps faded down the corridor. She
leant against the door and slumped down, tears still streaking across her
cheeks. She started to wonder if she was over reacting, after all, Ben had only
been playing. Maybe he didn’t need to take it so far then, but maybe now she
was dragging the situation further than she needed to. She stood up and climbed
into the shower. After a long shower, she spent ages choosing clothes from her
suitcase, applying her make up, and fixing her hair. Ben or no Ben, she was
going to enjoy herself this trip, and if they made up, it was a bonus. She
picked up her handbag and walked out of the hotel room. Feeling hungry, she
decided to eat in the hotel restaurant first.
As she approached the dining area,
she realised something was different. Everything was quiet, and the lights had
been dimmed. She approached the maitre d’.
“Yes
madam?”
“Hello.
Can we still eat in the restaurant tonight or is it closed?”
“It’s
closed to almost everyone, but you can go in miss Sammie” He opened the door
and she walked inside. She was about to ask how he knew her name when she felt
something at her feet. Red rose petals were scattered. She looked back at the
maitre d’, lost for words.
“Perhaps
you’ll find something better if you follow those petals” he said knowingly. She
turned back and realised that there were more rose petals trailing off. She
walked slowly through the line of petals, enjoying the feeling of them around
her toes, which poked out of her sandal shoes. At one point she closed her eyes
to enhance the feeling around her feet. The petals led all over the restaurant,
and finally led to a small, secluded table at the very back of the restaurant,
where Ben stood in a tuxedo, holding a single rose, and staring out of the
window, which apart from thousands of candles, gave the only light around. Ben
turned when he heard her approach, and smiled hopefully, then went down on one
knee, holding out the rose.
“Sammie,
sweetheart, please forgive me for being a total jerk, and please let me make it
up to you tonight”
Sammie mouthed, speechless. Ben
laid the rose on a plate, then held out a chair for her to sit on. As soon as she
was sitting, he pushed in the chair gently, then sat down opposite her.
Looking around the table, Sammie
noticed a silver bucket full of ice, a large bottle of champagne wedged in. The
rose lay beside a large bowl of soup, and there was a huge basket of bread on
the table, surrounded by candles. She finally looked at Ben, who was looking
back at her with a mixture of eagerness and anxiety.
“So, what
do you think?” he asked quietly, not breaking eye contact, “I mean, I did
everything right, didn’t I? Oh, as you answer, start on the soup or else it’ll
get too cold”
“Um, this
is really hard to take in. What are you up to?”
Ben had broken eye contact to
start eating, and had just stuffed half a roll in his mouth as she spoke. He
looked up, chewed and finally swallowed.
“Well, I
wanna apologise, and make it up to you, and then I’m going to try to get you to
at least begin to understand me, then you’re going to make me understand you,
we’ll start getting on properly and then we can enjoy ourselves and actually
have the cameras around us. I told the crew that they can’t film us until we
get on the right track. You should really start eating you know, it’s really
nice”
Sammie looked down quickly at the
food and back at Ben, who was eating once again.
“So which
bit are you at?”
“Well, I’m
not getting far, you haven’t said ‘I forgive you Ben’, but I am learning a
little more about you”
“What
exactly are you learning?”
“How you
react to things. Sort of shows how you think. Are you learning anything about
me?”
“You
change your mind more than I change my underwear, and” she glanced around again
“you’re full of surprises”
Ben stopped eating and made eye
contact with her again. He was quiet for a few minutes, just watching her eyes.
“Okay, I
might be full of surprises, but I most definitely do not change my mind once I
decide something”
“You
change your mind about me all the time!”
“No I
don’t!”
“Yes you
do!”
“I don’t!”
“What
about on the plane? You go to kiss me, I try to kiss you back and you want
nothing to do with me”
Ben remembered and his eyes
widened.
“No, that
wasn’t-I just-I couldn’t-okay, you obviously needed me to do this tonight, no wonder
we’re getting nowhere”
“Are you
blaming me?” Sammie asked, scandalised.
“No,
just-look” Ben handed her his mobile, “go through the names, I’ll explain
after”
Sammie pressed a few buttons.
Adrienne.
Amanda.
Beth.
Carla.
Cass.
Charlotte.
Christian.
Claire.
Dana.
Debbie.
Del.
Edith.
Faye.
Fran.
The list of girls’ names went on, with
the occasional guys name appearing. Sammie looked at him, baffled.
“Those are the names of girls I have flirted with. I
just cleared it out two weeks ago, so there isn’t as many as there could be.”
Ben started explaining. “I’ll flirt with them and take their number”
“And then
what?”
“Then find
another girl to flirt with, and forget the girl before. They can’t chase me
about it because I never give my number in return” He reached into his pocket
and handed her a slip of paper. “They usually don’t feel special enough to me
for me to give them my number. I don’t want to hear off them again, they mean
nothing to me. They mean so little I’d probably sleep with them on the first
date, if I let it get that far”
Sammie opened the slip of paper.
It read:
Ben home
020 6392 8856
Ben mobile
07737 562290
She looked back at him slowly. He was watching her again.
“Why do you keep looking at me like that?”
“Same
reason I actually gave you my phone number”
“Do you
want my number back?”
“Okay, but
I won’t store you under your name” He took his mobile back and tapped the
buttons, before handing it back for Sammie to type in her number. She saw he
had stored her as ‘my girl’, and looked at him again. He was still watching
her, more anxiously than before.
“We’ll
see” she said, nodding towards the mobile, and Ben smiled, then poured them
both champagne as some waiters came over to remove their soup and put the next
course down.
“Sammie?”
Ben asked after a while.
“Yes?”
“What
about you?”
“Me?”
“Yeah. You
know how I work in the whole ‘love’ thing, what about
you?”
“I don’t”
“What do
you mean, ‘I don’t’?” Ben asked as he refilled her glass.
“I don’t
date”
“Yes you
do”
“I don’t”
“What do
you call this?”
“A date”
she omitted, smiling.
“Oh, Ben,
you’re so RIGHT”
“Oh, Ben,
you’re so pushing it”
Ben smiled angelically.
“So why is
this your first date in years?”
“’Coz
there aren’t that many decent guys to go out with where I’m from”
“Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh”
Ben said, as though Sammie had told him something more.
“Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh
what?”
“Some
loser broke your heart and now you think every guy’s the same as him”
“How’d you
know that?”
“Lucy went
out with a jerk for a few months, he hurt her and it’s only now she’ll even
think of a guy as cute, which was a relief ‘coz she had a crush on Mark and it
made it disappear. She only got a new boyfriend a couple of weeks ago” He
refilled her champagne glass again, which she was emptying rather quickly.
“How long
was she single for?”
“Two
years. Her new guy is better. I met them both, and David is definitely an
improvement on Luke”
“Well, her
elder brother’s approval must add to his popularity with her”
Ben nodded.
“So you’ve
not met any guys better than this loser?”
“Tom?
Everyone’s better than Tom”
“Well, now
I feel really good about myself” Ben said cheekily, winking.
“Sorry,
but he gave me a lot of doubt. Even if you are so much better than him-which
you are-I’m going to doubt you”
There was a long pause.
“We’re a
right pair, aren’t we?”
Sammie nodded, giggling. The
champagne was having a slight affect on her.
“Wanna
finish up here and go somewhere else?”
Sammie nodded again. Ben got up,
gave her a small kiss on the cheek and went to talk to the maitre d’. He came
back after a few minutes.
“Shall
we?” he asked, giving her his arm. They walked out arm in arm, giggling and
talking.