01.02.03

hoorah! 'tis the new year ^_^ i like the date today.. 01.02.03, haha. so i just got back from santa cruz! man, i am SOOO tired... but i had to write in my journal! .... b/c of the cool ass date, haha- ima loser -.- yaya, so i drove like 1/3 of the way... traded off w/ the parents. they said to me "so you finally come into good use on road trips" har har har... they so funny ¬.¬ so it turns out that my sister's new apartment is weird. actually, it's a townhouse in a fancy neighborhood, but it's SMALL. her apartment last year makes this place a prison cell, hahhaa. that's prob why if i ever go stay for a week, im better off sleeping in the car, behehhee. jk mary! (if onli you had a couch..)

new years was fun fun ^____^v me and a buncha friends hung out at stephanie's house! yayaya. cept ME, being the dumbass ;) ate sum of that bad chink food =| yep, so i had angry stomach and soiled in steph's bathroom :( oops. she has very nice 'n cozy house! cute dog too, but i don't think peter likes it very much =\

*sigh* i am very tires! i keep spacing out O_O so i go to bed now. even tho onli 8, haha- go me.

12.17.02

hey everyone. so 6 months has passed by since ive updated the site =| so my life's been pretty complicated lately, i think. just a shit load of family complications... mostly just me n my parents. well, that's wut i get for still living at home! blargh. ugh i dont kno wut's going on anymore. no one takes me seriously, and im not doing so good at school. it's a pretty confusing and frustrating phase that im stuck in right now. i just need to release... so i decided to release in my journal. gagagagggaaaaaaa...... not "haha".. GAAA! i need a vacation or sum crap~ all these financial troubles... still need to pay for that retarded 95 dollar cell phone bill... get those imaginary x-mas presents with my imaginary money... and i probably cant go to santa cruz this year b/c no money, and no senior pages- same reason. money seems to be the center of all my troubles =| *sigh* depressed, always. and ive been pretty moody... whoops (-.-)

so ive picked up a few music favorites over these 6 months! saves the day, which ive been to one of thier concerts, thursday, which is my emo, and audioslave :) ive also started playing sum more guitar lately... i need to relearn everything ive learned, cuz i forgot everything. poo. ive also been drinkin a lot of coffee these past 2 weeks not like dinky coffee, but like expressos and lattes. doubls shots, etc... pretty bad, cuz that shit messes up how your brain functions... trust me. but man, the cow's end has sum pretty good coffee tho. much better than starbucks!

so wut's up w/ this senior year? it sucks pretty bad... 4 years at a school is too long to my thinkin. that's prob b/c ive never stayed more than 3 years at a school before. so tomorrow's the whole LOTR (lord of the rings) movie day w/ the venice buds at westwood. hmmm..... should be fun.

06.22.02

BAHHAHHAHHA! i FINALLY updated this dam site! X__X i spent like 3 hours... shriinkin pics... bleh. i updated the pics- like battle of the bands, guitar receital, and... dam i cant think. but they're there- theres i think 5 things i updated? have fun trying to figure which ones ^__^

so yes. im sitting here... listenin to KROQ's afterhours.. OOOOO, heheh. ahh! they're gonna play that ready steady song soon! YAY! it's from the bourne identity! WHOOOO that is THE best movie- bwahahhaha- and lilo and stitch too ^__^v ahhhhh lilo and stitch is SOO CUTE and FUNNY! i went yesterday w/ the hoes.. well.. we were missing jolyene and shirley =T the good thing was was that we all fit in ali's car, haha.. her boxcar racer =D so yes. yesterday was fun! we went to the bridge to catch lilo and stitch and ate at islands.. and ben and jerry's, WHOOO fun :) hm.. im hungry.

ohhh yes yes.. i finally got my check card in the mail! it looks like a credit card... it's got the master card thing and everything on it O___O me so excited to spend money now, BAHHAHAH- i think it's time to go to AE again? ahhaha last time i went there, i spent $120 sumthin.. but i had the 20% off thing, so it was $76- YEESSSSS. hey.. they're playing that song that's on the mitsubishi commercial- where that gurl does that poplocking thing O_O hehhehe.

soo.... school's finally over, that's why im updating- i have time now! yay! dam im hungry.. and i gotta pee, ahha.. ahh and i hafta sneeze!------------ blah. haha ok i need sleep and food, and the john- byeeees *SS*

04.30.02

hihi! poops... today's the last day of april! my special month.... gone- haha i tagged up burstien's calendar today! =D i wrote my birthday on it, and stuffs, bwahahhahhaa ^_^ let's see... ahha i havent updated my site in a long ass time! it's cuz i havent been online... and i dont have much time tonite to load more pics... so dont get to overly excited on updates, cuz it'll rarely happen from now on. YES. i am.. still grounded.. sorta. haha it's kinda complicated. i dont realli have internet access anymore, NO starcraft! :'( and... i can onli go out if my parents agree- which is hardley anywhere. *sigh* i dont kno how long this is gonna go on for, but im thinkin till ALL SATs are over? grr... too long. dam those standerized tests. ¬.¬

so im sitting here... listenin to my sugarcult cd, which i so dearly love =D hehe... i can never get tired of this cd- NEVER! bwahahhaha that goes for my jimmy eat world cd too, hehe- speakin of music... i gotta play in that guitar concert again! =X egh. i get so nervous it's annoying! but i like the rock show part tho ^_^ hehe. so who's coming to support me?

lets see... wut have i been up to? i went to the musical for venice on sat! :) that was a good play! hahha too bad not a lot of ppl i knew went =\ i went w/ amy and her lil bro jason. ahhaha i went over to thai taste and ordered a box of chicken noodle- OMG that is sum good shit! i brought it in the auditorium and man... did i make ppl jealous. ahhahha good times, good times. then on sunday, i went to the UCLA festival of books w/ cece! that was a lot of fun! hahah i even got a tatoo of the bruin on my cheek ^_^ it didnt come off when i washed my face- maybe cuz i didnt realli try hard to get it off- so i went to school w/ it on monday... everyone thot i was bruised when they saw me at an angle (-.-#) ahha- and when i saw wolfy, he was like "hey, wuts that on yer cheek?" me: "its a bruin ^_^v" wolfy:"aie! im huggin an ucla [ookla] fan! ewww" me:"*gasp* noooo yer a usc fan?! O_O" -sadness + shock. haha then erdman was makin fun of it's deformaty... cuz it "lost an ear while fighting trojians" -me. ehhehehe.

oh yeaaaa.. i might be workin at angelmaid! whooooo or was it i am going to... either way i'll be there doing my training this sat after SATs- draaaag! stupid SATs DIE DIE DIE! hmm... this summer... turns out we're having like, 5 guests over? plus my sister's coming back.... 6... plus 5 of us existing ppl... 11 ppl O_O oh my. so i dont think sandra can stay over for summer... and so much for privacy this summer! it's gonna get hecktect. june 8th is my uncle's wedding recieption for this side of tha family! whoooo- they got married on sunday (28th) congrats to happily married couple! =D yay. it's cool, cuz at the recieption, you can have a choice of bento, beef, or chicken... im like HELL YEA- BENTO IT UP- wHOOOOOOo hahah ok, i think i said enuff- *SS*

04.18.02

leeettttssss see... today at school, there was the eath day festival!! bahahha i went during 4th even tho yer suppose to go during 5th... so i raided every table that had food- HEHHEE yum. and guess who i saw! alex delani... that SOB, hahhaha j.k- he got so tall! turns out he's gonna be home schooling from now on =\ gonna miss him! yeeeepppp then aleli and i went back to guitar [4th period] but the period was basically over by that time. heehehhehehehe so as i was walkin to 5th, dais said he waned condoms, so we went back to the festival- ahha i ended up staying there for 5th =P bwahhahhaa no chem ^_^v then i... once again raided all the tables w/ food =9 yum. they mustve had a lot of sugar or sumthin cuz i got pretty crazy towards the end.... ahhaha that was great! i had so much fun at that thing.... just hang out on the side w/ friends *_* we should have more of those, YES.

OMG... it's already 9!!!!! ive been siting here workin on this for 4 hours... GAY. ahhahhaha ok, sorry to cut short, but i gotta go eat and watch tv before i pass out, ahhahaha- byeees *SS*