Shout-Outs
	Kevin Pham: Yo! I know everything's shit but you know, like I said, time heals everything. Well, most things. You better be glad it was dark in your room because if they saw me crying, they'd make fun of me! Anywho... *sigh* as I said, just say the word and I'll drag her face through concrete. Yah know... all the years I've known you, although I didn't know you that much back then except you run really fast because we used to play outside together and I thought you were mean because you were never "it" and so yeah, but I think now, we can be better friends. That and I guess we're grown up, although, I ain't too old to play tag, I love that game! But, anywho, sucks to be you, man. But, ehey, it sucks to be me, too! I can kinda see where you're coming from, yah know? I mean... I don't know if the feelings I had for... well, him... was love but you know... *shrugs weakly* I don't know how to put it. Hey, you get better okay? So during the summer, you take me to cool places so we can hang out when it's my birthday! ( Thong contest at Hurrican Hut ) But, anywho, getting off subject. Ugh... I have such a short attention span! Don't worry about it, man... bitches, they come they go. You get hurt but when you think back about it a month from now, you'll smile and say we've had some good times. Of course, then I cry because it's all, we're never gonna be again... yah know? And who doesn't want that to happen? I know it's hard to accept the fact that they're gone... and that they're never coming back... but that's just how life goes... you're better off just forgetting about it, yah know? So the ghost will be with you for awhile... but the emptiness... it fades... and hopefully, it diminishes. So keep up the hope that tomorrow will be a brighter day. And remember, DON'T do anything I would do!!! A lot of things hurt... but be hopeful. Even if there's nothing to hope about, even if you feel like there's nothing left for you, even if you feel like dying, there's always gonna be someone who cares. And I will hit you if you do anything stupid, you hear me? I'm there for you, so remember that! :p Cody Metcalf: Hi, Code! How are you, today? I hope you're doing well, and I'm here if you're not. ^_^ I just want to remind you that you're a great person! And I want to thank you for being there for me. And I hope that I can be there for you, too! Life sucks, but we go on, since our paths cross, let's just walk down it together until the road splits, eh? And when I have to say goodbye, I can't help but cry because I'm so glad I know you and I'll be sad to leave you. Remember, acceptance is the first step to recovery. So accept the fact that you're a saint and I'll give you five bucks! Anywho... take care of yourself. I don't know why the fuck everything has to hurt so much... I know you hate the thought of me crying so that's why I'm glad you're not here right now... lots of things go wrong... that's just how things go, I guess... but yah know... when I make my success on the movie screen, I won't forget to call you up and remind you that you have to congratulate me! :D But, anywho, you know what? You're my best friend, I'm here to wipe the tears from your eyes, and kiss the wounds and pray they heal, and take you for sushi! ^_^ *sigh* But, really, though, I don't really know what to say. If only you knew how much you really meant to me, Code... but you'll never read this, will you? No one really cares, they just say they do. Yet, there you are... and it's like, the light of the morning! It wouldn't be morning without sun, it wouldn't be night without stars, it wouldn't be life without your smile to keep me going. You're the only one keeping me alive ( gee, thanks, I hate you, now :p jsy ) and it's strange how when I talk to you, everything just seems kinda better... like, it ain't so bad... you cheer me up when I am down, you make me smile without even trying, you make me laugh ( you're so goddamned hilarious ) and... thank you... so I don't know what to wish for, what to pray for, what to hope for, what to believe in, you've given me a brighter tomorrow, and I'll seek within myself those days... and I'll be back before you know it! I miss myself... hell, I don't even know myself these days... but you know me and that's all that counts! ^_^ So smile, if not for yourself or for your absent happiness, for me. Because your smile brightens up my world. Alisha Plummer: Hi, weirdo! How are you? I hope you're doing okay, because I care. AND I DON'T CARE WHAT THE OTHER PUNKS SAY, TELL THEM TO LEAVE YOU THE FUCK ALONE OR I'LL FUCKING KICK THEIR ASSES! I know how it is to try to be you... yet... they can't accept the fact that you're cool because you're yourself and that you're unique and your style isn't overrated like those preps out there. Tell them to go fuck themselves. They're just jealous that if they were the real them, they'd be hated and so they gang up on you like that, it ain't fair. And you have to go through so much at home... *sigh* I'm so sorry that you do... just remember, I'm here for you, girl! If you ever need to talk... if you ever need ANYTHING, well... except you know... the 50 bucks... I kinda not have that... but I have 10 bucks!! So that's what I'm gonna send to yah... sorry if it's not much... sometimes, you try real hard and you get nowhere... but I promise, once I get my next paycheck, you'll have 30 bucks!!!! 30 whole dollars!!!!!! :D Why do I do this? Because if you're faking it and you're just taking my money, I am fine with that. I'd like for you to be happy... because you're special and nice and sweet and unique and cool! And I feel really protective of you, like you're my little sister. So here's some advice: stay away from boys, they're evil. As for your family, all families suck. Some worst than other's. I hope your's pull through, I don't want you to be sad because they're bringing you down. Heh, I cry myself to sleep every night... but you know what? I don't do that anymore, why? Because now, I take lots of sleeping pills and wait for them to kick in. Either that or stay awake all night until tiredness kicks in and eventually, my body is so deprived of sleep after a few nights of only 2 hours of it, I can sleep knocked out for that night. And it helps to keep an empty mind... it's hard to daydream for me... because nowadays, I know that it won't happen... it will NEVER happen, won't even get CLOSE to it to happen and that's a painful thought... but you're a great person, and you've got a lot going for you! If you need anything, you know whom to call. Remember, I care, so do anything stupid and I will cut your hair! ( It rhymed, okay? )