Aly's Poem

I Cry

When I am alone I sit and cry
Waiting for time to just pass me by
I cry for family, friends and love
For Michael who looks down on us from above
I cry for my family who treat me bad
They do things that cause me to be this sad
I cry for my friends who are never there
They see me like this but don't seem to care
I cry for the love I have yet to find
Only existing in the back of my mind
I cry for the life I know I won't get
The one I live now I want to forget
I cry for the people who have it worse then me
I can only imagine how their life must be
I cry for the family I wish I had
Maybe these people wont treat me so bad
I cry for the person I thought I could trust
Our friendship will soon be turned into dust
I cry for the things I wish I had
Being without them makes me feel so sad
I cry for the help no one wants to give
Only with this will I be able to live
I cry from the depression that takes over me
I just hide the things I don't want people to see
I cry for an expression in the form of a song
They make me feel better no matter how short or how long
I cry for the music that makes me forget
The beautiful things I haven't found yet
I cry for the voices that sing to me
Listening to them always helps me feel free
I cry for Michael whose memory lives on
It's hard to believe that he is really gone
I cry for Noah and his family's ways
They're the only people I think of these days
I cry for my life that is so hard to live
No one sees just how much I give
I cry for my dad who I don't understand
He doesn't seem to see how much I try to give out my hand
I cry for my mom who doesn't want to listen
This is just one thing that my life is missing
I cry for my future that seems so far away
I'll just sit and cry and wait for that day

Aly B

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