why are you like you are
you wear my face tonight.
it's just not like you
to have this hate inside
at who
I ask
I care
you don't want to discuss
you stopped giving a flying fuck
about the time I started to love you
your eyes fill with disgust
at my blatant compassion.
are you trying to entice me?
when I don't play your games
you leave
and it hurts
but it's okay
that you didn't wait for a goodbye
because last night I dreamt of another
doing what you do to me
and I liked it.