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There are times in everyone's life I'm sorry for
letting too many moments I'm sorry for
expecting too much I'm sorry for
my tardiness in erasing
when they wish they could articulate the words
that could express all that they want to say.
And I am one of those people.
So let me start by saying "I'm sorry".
I hope that I did
not hurt you with
any words spoken in frustration
or any actions during your final days here.
pass me by without saying a word.
For not being able to express
the little hurts I felt by your words and actions.
from our friendship,
for taking feelings for granted and
for mistakenly thinking it's all part of the package.
all those presumptions, all the bitterness
and pain intentionally and unintentionally inflicted
I finally realized it doesn't matter now.
There are times in my life
when I wish I could articulate the words
that could express all that I'm feeling, all that I want to say.
But the moment has passed me by.
~ @May 2002~
Will you forgive me if I tell you I like you?
My world became alive the day you walked into my life
My heart skipped a beat when you smiled at me
Coz you're everything I wanted a friend to be.
Will you forgive me if I cherish you? Will you forgive me if I tell you I miss you? Will you forgive me if I dream of you? Will you forgive me if I tell you I care? Will you forgive me if I never forget you? Will you forgive me if I tell you I'm lost? Will you forgive me if I won't let go? After all the tears I've cried you'd think I'd learn
@2000~
~@1997~
Who would have known we would be this close
There is you and there is me not so simple not so easy
It's crazy but you saw a part of me I seldom see.
For no apparent reason for no logical explanation
A day is incomplete when I don't hear your voice or see your face
It's wrong but everything about this feels right.
You've always been on my mind never far, never gone
Dreaming dreams that I know won't ever come true
But I still kept on dreaming and I'll still keep on believing.
I care when you're lonely, I care when you're sad
I feel your every sorrow, every pain, and with every hurt I hurt too
I care that you choose me to be your confidant, your friend.
You made me see a different view, saw the other side of you
I never want our talks to end coz we've spoken of anything and everything
You've done so much for me, brought out the very best of me.
Something about you makes me feel comfortable
Makes me unafraid to lose myself into the deepness of your eyes
I'm lost by your touch, the stolen glance, and the way you make me laugh.
I can't chain you to me nor can I wait forever.
So I'll set you free with no expectations, no obligations.
But in my heart you'll stay... I could never completely let go.
But I didn't force it, it happened and maybe I'd get it right
And just for this moment I'll reveal my feelings
Oh God I'm praying, that you'll forgive me when I tell you I Love YOU.
PostScript:
Will you forgive me if I've hurt you?
I cared too much while you seemed unaffected.
So words got spoken, feelings were ignored and doubt sipped in.
All because we said __________ and then said _________.~@Feb2002~
I am lonely and I am sad
I am laughing but I am mad
I am frightened and I am tearful
I am desperate but I am careful
I am looking but I am in vain
I am proud but I am crying in pain
I am talking but nobody's listening
I am getting impatient yet I am still waiting
I am batty yet I am sane
I feel so old yet I carry no cane
I am hopeless yet I still believe in fate
I fell in love but I was too late
I'm so frustrated that it's so damn Pathetic
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