I cherish the time spent, and I greive over the upsets. Love was good as much as it is now. The phrase I love you is not ever to much to say anymore. At first my heart beckoned me to live the road that I now take, This road of unfaithful love I travel to find more than the love that I have towards and reflect. One girl to have to share this relationship and the feeling that I hold against her, I'm never for sure about how much she cares But I wish the truth I could hold. I can't fight the moonlight because the night presents so much impact on my personal emotions. In the day it's so easy to say I don't care, but it's the night that I regret everything and hope to replenish the past. I'm supposed forget the past in so many ways and about so many things, but it grows harder for me to do so because things remind me about it as in when she talks and I begin to wander if she thinks of me as she did him or if she compares me to him. These things eat at me on the inside as do alot of other things. I keep most of my feelings on the inside never to be let out, if I let them out then there would be no me left to hide.