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June 10, 2006
After a 2 year sworn hiatus, and me promising not to delete my page, I'm back. I mean, I never left, but now I'm here writing again. Not that anything's the different...just built some peices on and tore a few off. I'm afraid....I'll start writing again...but not right now. It's 5 am, and I'm gonna try to sleep. Not that'll it'll happen. Not that it ever does. But I'll see you later. After wasting some time staring at the ceiling. Time to pull another dance party/horse show 48 hour day.


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Sept. 24, 2004
So much wasted time I have spent lately, the majority of it sleeping. But sleeping to dream. Most likely I was dreaming to sleep. Dreams haunt me. I cannot avoid this. Something is there, something I'm supposed to do. I do not know what it is. I cannot, and I am thankful for this as I am not ready. I will, however, try along the way to do what I can for who I can. Not for myself. This is wasted. So much is wasted. Life seems so much like a waste.., but there must be faith. There is more to come. We are never finished. I never want to end..I have prayed for many years to never let this end. I have followed the paths I have seen with a future in them, and still often what I have pursued has been false. so I ask, when do I truly know. It seems I can catch knowledge when something is over. What I want knowledge of so badly now will never end. The sheer burning I feel will not be complete. Not now; not ever. Perhaps I am to live a life of burning. I want to know, but I will not.

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Sept. 19, 2004
It seems a true conversatin will change the people involved in it. I have ahd so many of these over only the past few days its insane. I'm really not complaining about this though. I actually rather enjoy it. Been looking to open an account on Deviant Art (thanks!) and I've nearly gotten around to it. Probably within the next hour or so :P. Riding goes as always. Late night work is exceptional...the only thing that set me off is the lack of people to chat with. I love to socialize, even if its only to listen. For anyone who knows about it, Warhammer 4oK is a new prospect for the future. A box set of tyranids sits on the floor as we speak...being painted on and off (for many weeks to come!). Today there is much to do, as has been the case yesterday and will be tomorrow. For right now though, its time to relax.



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Sometime before
Here it is! Yup, not a lot here right now...but it will come. Beleive me, it will come :P

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Sept. 14, 2004
So I'm not entirely sure if it has come yet, but I guess its in the process. But why have a webpage then if it cannot be finished? For fun I suppose...kind of like a work in progress. Much too similar to art if you ask me...which is never ending and has to be made only "good enough." So right now my webpage will have to make do with what I've made it until I can add more, which probably won't be that far in the future. Until then, have fun.

"On the road to success, make sure you enjoy the ride."


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