Jyuunishi no Enkei
Monogatari
Chapter Seven, Thirteenth Zodiac:Neko
by
Ina-chan
First Posted Online: March 20, 2003
History: A Legend of the Souma Family Curse
He
remembered the grove of peach trees in their favourite garden.
He
remembered the spring… how the breeze carried the light
cloying fragrance of peach blossoms.
He
remembered the summer… how the breeze carried the sweet
pungent fragrance of ripe peaches.
He
remembered her… how she used to sit with them underneath the
low branches.
He
remembered her laugher… how it carried through the blossoms,
like silver bells.
He
remembered her voice… how it rein-acted her imaginative
stories of troubled lovers and brave warriors.
He
remembered her eyes… how they would watch over them
protectively and lovingly as he and his sister played and
bickered.
He
remembered her touch… as her fingers moved through his hair in
a tender and soothing caress just before he drifted to sleep on
her lap.
He
remembered all of this... and treasured every single one of
these memories of her… those days underneath the branches of
the grove of peach trees in their favourite garden.
Perhaps,
that was the reason why he and his sister loved coming here. It
was underneath the branches peach trees that made her look most
alive. It was in the presence of the fragrance of peach blossoms
and peaches that he saw it once again. The rare smiles that his
sister used to generously give away before their mother died.
For a few fleeting moments… the walls surrounding the Ice
Princess melted, and she became the little sister that he knew.
He
remembered one of those moments… one summer afternoon, under
the bright orange light of the setting sun, when they were eight
years old. The branches of the trees, at that time, seemed to be
at the verge of buckling from the weight of the juicy peaches
they bore.
/“NA!?
Yukino! What do you think are you doing?”/ The Fire Prince
cried out in alarm as he grabbed his twin by the waist, bringing
her safely down to the ground before her remaining foot managed
to find a hold on a rather untrustworthy looking tree
/“I
want to get that one over there,”/ The Ice Princess
replied, pointing to a sole piece of fruit at the end of the
highest branch
Kaji
frowned, looking at the other fruits in the more reachable lower
branches, /“The hell, what’s wrong with those ones over
there? Those ones are just as good.”/
/“But
I want that one,”/ Yukino frowned, insistently pointing to
the fruit that gained her attention
/“But
you can’t get it. It’s too high for you./ Kaji
countered, /“And knowing how clumsy you are, you’ll just
fall down and break your neck,”/
/“I
want that one!”/ The little girl pouted angrily
An
angry vein appeared on the boy’s forehead, /“Stop being
such a brat and just satisfy yourself with the ones that you can
reach.”/
/“I.WANT.
THAT. ONE!!!”/ The girl growled, glaring at her
brother stubbornly.
The
two children held each other’s glares for a few moments, until
finally… the Fire Prince sighed. Knowing his stupid sister,
she’d try to climb the damned tree the moment he turned his
back. So without another word, he latched himself on the tree,
muttering angrily under his breath. Unlike his twin, he had a
natural agility when it came to things like these.
The
tree wasn’t very tall, though for an eight-year-old child, it
felt like he was scaling the great walls of the Middle Kingdom
in his mother’s stories. Still, even if he fell, he was
confident with his quick catlike reflexes. He ignored the small
twigs grazing against his skin as he put his goal into mind. He
was almost there… his arms were a bit short from where he
was… so all he had to do is to inch a little forward and…
/“Oniichan!
Be careful!”/ His sister suddenly called out to him from
the ground
The
boy immediately clung tightly to the branch supporting him,
almost loosing his balance as his concentration faltered. He
glared down at his sister who was staring up at him in wide,
fearful eyes, /“Who’s fault is it on why I’m here in
the first place, anyway?”/
The
girl immediately frowned and glared back at him sarcastically, /“I’m
sorry for worrying about you!”/
/“Just
shut up and be quiet, you noisy damned mouse,”/ Kaji
yelled irritably
/“Who
are you calling noisy, you stupid cat!?”/ Yukino shot back
in the same manner
The
boy took a deep breath as he slowly edged nearer to the fruit,
and away from the branch supporting him. He reached out and
slowly curled his fingers around his prize. He let out a
triumphant whoop as he plucked it from its resting place…
…just
as the branch he was standing on gave way to his weight…
/“ONIICHAN!!!
ONIICHAN!!!”/ His
sister’s frantic voice screaming was all he heard, as he lay
stunned on the ground. He felt her little hands shaking him
fearfully
/“…ittai…”/
Kaji moaned as he sat up, rubbing the soreness on his elbow
/“ONIICHAN!!!”/
Yukino burst into tears, as she clutched on to her in pure
relief
/“AAAAH!!!
Stop that! It’s annoying!”/ Kaji growled irritably,
though made no effort to push his frantic little sister away
The
girl let go, still sobbing, as she wiped the tears from her
eyes, trying to compose herself, /“I’m sorry Oniichan!
I’m so sorry!”/
Kaji
sighed as he held out the peach that he instinctively held on
protectively when he fell, /“Just stop crying and take
this. You’re even more annoying when you start crying and
acting all girly.”/
The
girl sniffled, took the peach and cradled it in her arms
gratefully.
/“What’s
so special about that particular peach anyway?”/ The boy
asked absent-mindedly as he mentally checked the rest of his
body for damages
/“It
was alone,”/ Yukino simply replied
Beads
of sweat appeared on Kaji forehead, as he stopped with a start
to give his sister an incredulous look, /“HA!?”/
/“It
was all alone at the top of the tree where no one can reach it.
I didn’t want it to be lonely anymore,”/ Yukino replied
patiently, as she got on her feet, wiping away the last traces
of tears from her face. She took a few steps away before
spinning around to reward her brother with one of her rare sunny
smiles. A breathtaking ironic contrast to the light of the
setting sun against her face, /“Thank you, Oniichan.”/
Kaji
gaped at his sister in disbelief, before burying his face in his
hands in total exasperation. There was simply no understanding
how his sister’s mind worked. But still… Despite of himself,
he looked up, his features softening as he gave his twin an
affectionate smile, /“Damned mouse…”/
The
Ice Princess giggled as she bit into the peach, pinkish juice
seeped messily down her lips and her hands. Suddenly, the little
girl made a small gagging noise. Kaji froze in alarm as he
watched, mesmerized, while the fruit slipped between her
fingers.
As
if in slow motion, Kaji watched the fruit land on the ground and
roll to his feet. He frowned. The juice continued to flow from
the spot where her sister bit it, seeping liberally to the
ground. He held out his hand and curiously touched the rivulet
of liquid. For some strange reason… under the orange light of
the evening… the juice had a deep crimson tinge. It almost
seemed as if the liquid generously flowing out of the fruit’s
flesh was…
…blood!
/“Yuki…”/The
Fire Prince’s eyes widened in horror at the realization...he
instantly got on his feet and turned to face his twin sister.
His voice trailed at the vision that met him, /“…no…
“/
A
figure with an appearance of an effeminate-looking boy wearing
his armour stood where his sister was standing a few moments
ago. The apparition stared at him with a pair of glazed familiar
sorrowful eyes. Streams of scarlet ran from the warrior’s nose
and the corners of her lips, to match the fluid that generously
flowed from the wound on her neck.
/“I’m…
sorry…”/
Her
lips didn’t move. Nevertheless, the breeze carried her
breathless whisper to his ears. He refused to believe it… but,
he immediately knew who it was. The painful emptiness he felt in
his heart already told him.
/“Yukino…”/
He choked, as he took a step forward
The
breeze started to grow stronger and blew around him. Trying to
push him away from her. He ground his teeth as he struggled away
from the invisible force.
/“I’m…
sorry…”/
The
whisper came again. He screamed in frustration as he slowly
edged his way toward his goal. He was only a short distance away
from her! All he had to do was inch a little more forward…
reach out his hand…
…but
the wind blew even harder. Before his fingers can even touch
her, the delicate image of his sister started to crumble, like
the delicate petals of peach blossoms torn apart by a freak
spring storm.
Leaving
him to standing alone, his hand reaching out to nothingness
amidst the heavy storm of peach petals. Its overpowering and
nauseating sweet smell assaulted his senses as they slowed their
dance on the slowly dying breeze with one final breathless
whisper...
/“I’m…
sorry… Oniichan…”/
*****
His eyes shot open and found himself staring at his hand,
still reaching out towards an unfamiliar ceiling. He immediately
sat up and looked at the strange surroundings around him…
trying to get his bearings. The room was dimly lit, with only
the morning sunlight filtering through the criss-crossing wooden
slats of the window as the source of light. Then all at once he
remembered where he was.
Since
the woven slats covering his windows already barely let light to
come in, the idea of letting anything out of the room through
there was out of the question. Though he made no effort to
leave, he knew from his vantage point, every time the door slid
open, that there was always someone standing guard by the door.
A servant would come at specific times to provide his
necessities.
From
the corner of his eye, he saw a tray of food. Clothes were
already prepared for him to wear, and a basin of water on the
corner table for washing. One of the servants must have come and
arranged them when he was still asleep. Despite its appetizing
appearance, the thought of eating something was causing a
sickening sensation at the pit of his stomach. Instead, he went
to the basin to wash the sleep out of his eyes. He stared at his
image reflected on the liquid in front of him. He barely
recognized the person staring back at him. He wasn’t sure how
long ago it had been since that day…
Since
that last night when he last saw her, with tears streaming down
her face, apologizing for her betrayal. Time became a confusing
haze since the day he was first shaken awake from nightmares
that plagued him. All that was certain was the horrible ache of
an inexplicable numbing pain in his chest. It was as if someone
had torn away a piece of his heart. A premonition realized, when
a messenger arrived promptly with news of the attack on the
Mizugawa envoy… confirming his suspicions that the missing
piece of himself had already died.
For
the first time in many years, the great halls of the Mizugawa
household were once again filled with horrible wails of sorrow
and grief. Only this time, the inconsolable figure curled up in
the corner of a dark room was that of a young man. The numbing
void that engulfed him sucked away all of his emotions, all of
his will. He didn’t even have enough in him to shed even a
single tear…
So
when Souma Akki-kou demanded their absolute surrender, he went
yieldingly, against protests of his advisors. It seemed like the
most logical thing to do. What’s
left of his clan was willing to fight the impossible odds right
to the very end, but somehow… after already losing everyone
whom he held dear, he couldn’t bear the thought of more
members of his family dying to a lost cause.
There
were times, in a man’s lifetime where he must make a great
sacrifice for the greater good…
…as
the head of the clan, it was his responsibility to make those
sacrifices…
…and
he it was also his responsibility to avenge those whose lives
were lost.
But
until that moment arrives, he had to wait patiently before he
could put his plans into motion.
He
was sitting down, about to begin his morning meditation, when
the door slid open, nudging him out of his reverie. The servant
bowed before him before speaking.
“Mizugawa-san,”
The servant stated, “Akki-kou is now here to see you.”
His
eyes widened, as he felt his heart beating wildly in his chest.
The moment he had been patiently waiting for arrived. Though he
played so many variations of this scenario inside his head over
and over, nothing can prepare him when the actual moment has
come. All at once, his heart ached painfully. He realized now,
more than ever, how much he really needed his sister’s
strength by his side.
He
let out a deep cleansing breath, attempting to push away all
those thoughts to the back his mind.
There’s no time for grief or sentimentality now. He had
to perform this duty as master of the Mizugawa House.
His Family honour and murdered souls of those he loved
were all depending on the results of his actions.
He
silently bowed his head in acknowledgement, and the servant
left. The guard outside his door entered first, and stood in a
near distance, watching him impassively. The Fire Prince
desperately tried to maintain his own stoic expression as he
watched the door in silent anticipation. As he watched a shadow
fall by the door, announcing the arrival of his visitor, he dug
his fingers into his knees in an attempt to prevent them from
forming into two angry fists. He clamped his jaws tightly
together to prevent the venomous words sitting on the tip of his
tongue from spilling out of his mouth…
…only
for his controlled rage to dissipate into shock and disbelief as
his eyes fell upon the image of the Master of the Souma Family
for the first time.
Like
the Mizugawa heirs, the young master of the Souma House was
shielded from the public eye. Rumours about constant illness
being the cause of his recluse as well as his reputation as the
strategic genius were all that was known about him. Though fears
about the Souma Territories expanding toward the Mizugawa lands
were already a constant threat when the former Mizugawa Head was
still alive, the Mizugawas had no substantial contact with the
Soumas until the recent events. When the Head of the Souma
Family propositioned a treaty with the Head of the Mizugawa
through marriage between the two Family’s heirs.
Absolutely
nothing could have prepared the Fire Prince to expect that the
genius strategist who had already single-handedly conquered four
surrounding lands was merely nothing but…
…a
small ten-year-old boy.
“I
trust that you are well, Mizugawa-kou,” Souma Akki’s quiet
voice sounded just like any other child his age, but for some
strange reason… there seemed to be a resounding authoritative
quality in it that makes one stop to listen
“Souma…”
The master of the Mizugawa clan’s voice trailed uncertainly as
he stared at the boy’s hypnotizing eyes, “…kou…?”
An
eerie smile, not quite reaching his cold adult-like eyes, graced
the little boy’s lips, “It’s a little shocking, isn’t
it?”
“…how…”
Kaji continued, thoroughly unnerved at the idea of a child
masterminding the destruction of his family
“It’s
not that difficult. War… conquest… they’re just games.
It’s just like playing Igo. But my father and I have
been playing this particular game since I was five years old…
until his demise. This is actually the first time I played the
game on my own. You should be honoured,” Akki replied, pausing
and watching the older man before him closely. He took a few
steps toward him, before stating his carefully chosen words,
“I usually leave my public relations to my trusted vassals.
Adults usually don’t treat me seriously. But I had to see you
with my own eyes.”
Kaji
frowned, despite of himself,
“And why is that?”
“I
had to see why she believed you were worth sacrificing her life
for,” Akki replied in a slow and cautious tone as he leaned
forward, uncomfortably invading the other man’s personal
space. The nearby guard tensed, ready to jump in action.
The
Mizugawa Head fought against the urge to reach out and wrap his
fingers around the child’s neck. Ironically, the child was
staring directly in his eyes, as if silently challenging him to
follow his impulse. Instead, Kaji bit his tongue and fought to
maintain his impassive expression as he watched the younger boy
studying his reaction with amusement.
“Frankly,
I’m a little disappointed,” The little boy sighed
dismissively as he finally withdrew, and walked closer to the
safety of his body guard, “No wonder your sister felt that she
needed to protect you. I had hoped at least, that you would go
down with a fight.”
Kaji
closed his eyes and ground his teeth, mentally weighing his body
down on the ground.
“Your
sister, in the other hand, was a formidable opponent.
She was the first person to resist me. I was expecting a
move from her when I first proposed the treaty. But I didn’t
expect that she would actually…” The little boy’s voice
trailed, regret evident in his tone, “She was exactly how they
said she was in the stories… Princess Kaguya. Even though I
never met her… and I only saw her from how I imagined her…
I…”
The
Fire Prince’s eyes shot open as he looked at the figure in
front of him in surprise, “You…”
“But
in the end, it turned out that she was just a stupid woman,”
The Souma Head declared in finality, his eyes hardening as he
flashed the other man another cold smile, “Nonetheless, she
was a rival worthy of respect. That’s why I had the soldier
who shot her executed. That’s also the reason why I decided to
spare your life. It was her wish after all.”
Kaji
stared at the little boy in front of him speechless, unable to
believe that such words were easily able to pass through a young
boy’s mouth.
“And I have a gift for you as well!” The boy
exclaimed, his voice rising with childish excitement as another
servant entered the room at his cue, laying a small box in front
of the Mizugawa Head. The boy watched the young man like a hawk,
as his voice lowered to a slow commanding tone, “Go ahead and
open it.”
The
Fire Prince stared at the package suspiciously as he reached out
and pulled off the lid. He frowned as he saw the item that
rested inside. It was just a simple juzu. Its beads gleamed in
the dim light. Pure white like polished ivory, contrasting
against an unusual shade of deep scarlet…
…like
small drops of blood.
For
some strange reason, it emitted an aura that made him feel
uneasy... Strong emotions he couldn’t even dare to describe
fought intensely inside of him. He instantly shut the box, in a
physical attempt to block the sensations before they become
completely overwhelming.
“Originally,
I wanted it made for her, but obvious circumstances forced a
change in plans…” The boy continued in that unnatural tone,
“It’s very powerful, you know. The holy man who made it said
it was because of the sacrifice that came along with it. It’s
cruel to be separated from the ones you love, isn’t it? I can
only imagine how even more difficult it would be for you…
being twins and all. And even worse, you didn’t even get to
see her for the last time.”
The
young man’s eyes widened as clenched his fists tightly. His
knuckles turning white, and his fingernails digging deeply in
his palms, letting beads of crimson to ooze, he desperately
fought against the rising wave of anger and nausea within him.
“So
this way, at least, the two of you will always be together,”
Souma Akki smiled as he innocently cocked his head to one side,
“Aren’t I kind?”
“Why
are you doing this?” Kaji whispered painfully
“Because…” The boy replied in an insolent tone,
“… I can.”
It happened in a split second, that no one even had time
to react. Before the guard can even finish blinking, the
Mizugawa Head was already across the room, his back to the wall,
holding the surprised child in front of him like a human shield.
The door exploded as more guards entered the room, but froze as
the situation registered in their minds. The Mizugawa Head’s
arms were strategically positioned around the little boy’s
head, to easily break the child’s neck if he so wishes.
A deafening silence filled the room, saved for the sound
of laboured breathing.
“Do you think that this would change anything,
Mizugawa-kou?” The child stated blandly,
“Don’t be mistaken, Souma-kou,” The young man
replied with an amused smirk, “I won’t kill you. I won’t
let you escape from what you have done that easily…”
The
boy smirked, “And what gives you the idea that there is
something that you can do to change your fate?”
“I
have my own gift for you,” Kaji whispered directly to the
boy’s ear. He smiled in satisfaction, feeling the little boy
freeze involuntarily.
“I
swear with my blood and the blood of my ancestors…” The
Mizugawa Head began almost breathlessly, “…that you, your
children and your children’s children will live tormented as a
result of your decadent actions against the Mizugawa Family.
Your
crime has caused all those with Mizugawa blood who suffered and
died in your hands to be bound to you.
Again
and again, we will haunt you and remind you of your
transgression.
You
will come to know the feeling loss… of not being able to hold
the people you hold dear in your arms…
…and
no matter how many times you meet her… you shall NEVER have my
sister.
Again,
and again, you will feel our wrath and our vengeance until this
earth is purged of Souma blood.”
With
those words, the Master of the Mizugawa family brushed his
wounded palm on the boy’s cheek, smearing liquid scarlet on
the child’s porcelain skin and sealed his mark with a cursed
kiss… and only then he released the shaken child from his
arms.
The
guards instantly made their move, restraining the unresisting
young man and painfully driving him to his knees. The Head of
the Souma Family raised his hand before his men exerted their
indignation.
“You’re
one who’s mistaken, Mizugawa-kou,” The boy wiped his stained
cheek with the hem of his sleeve, as he stepped forward,
“You’re the prisoner here.”
For
the first time since the whole ordeal started, a genuine smile
lined the young man’s hidden face.
“Why
are you laughing?” The child frowned, bewildered by the young
man’s reaction
“You’re
afraid of me…” Kaji replied in a hoarse whisper,
“…aren’t you?
The
boy’s eyes narrowed to tiny slits, “I am NOT!”
“So…
In the end, it turns out that…” Kaji continued, amusement
evident in his voice as he repeated the child’s earlier words,
“…you’re just a stupid brat.”
“Shut
up,” The boy growled angrily
“You’re
just a stupid little kid who still believes in princesses in
fairytales and witch families and…” Kaji continued as his
eyes fell on the forgotten box on the ground, its content now
spilled on the floor from the struggle, “…magical protective
charms.”
“SHUT
UP!”
The
young man simply erupted into a peal of amused laughter.
A
loud clap thundered within in the walls of the room as the back
of the boy’s hand struck the young man’s cheek. The room was
automatically engulfed with dead silence.
“Don’t
you dare laugh at me,” The child’s voice now trembled with
indignant rage, “You’re the one who’s in real danger here.
Your life depends on my mercy. YOUR fate depends on ME.”
With
that, the Master of the Souma House quickly turned on his heels
and angrily left the room. The guards waited a few more moments
to ensure their lord was already more than a safe distance away,
before releasing their captive, and leaving the young man
kneeling alone in the centre of the room.
“You’re
wrong Souma-kou. It’s your fate that depends on yourself.
Isn’t that right…?” Kaji whispered almost inaudibly as he
slowly reached out to gingerly touch the forgotten juzu on the
ground. He fingered the beads in a gentle caress, before taking
it and cradling it tenderly in his hands. Clear drops of liquid
rained over the rosary beads, “…Yukino?”
He
clasped the bracelet in his hands, as if in prayer, before
slowly crumpling forward until his forehead touched the floor,
violent sobs wracking his entire being. For the first time since
the whole ordeal started, he finally allowed the flood in his
eyes to freely flow.
End
of 13th Zodiac (Chapter 7)
Return to
Chapter 6
Continued on Epilogue
Author’s
squawk:
HAAAAAAA!
It’s almost finished! Just the epilogue to go! I can’t
believe it! I’ve been trying to finish this damned for almost
two years! And it’s finally ALMOST done!
Very
special thanks to the very talented Merrow-chan (my God-send
muse) who focused my ideas with the dream sequence (don’t you
think it’s so kewl? I don’t know if I’ll even come up with
anything remotely like that if Merrow-chan didn’t inspire me!)
and basically pretty much onhow to end this story! ^_^.
I LOVE YOU DAH-LING! You are my inspiration! Thank you to
everyone who has reviewed this fic. Your death threats and
suicide threats (you know who you are… <sweatdrops>)
were very… motivational.
And
now to the boring part… word glossary…
Seiza
= is the proper and formal way of sitting. You basically kneel
down (and if you’re picky like my former karate sensei…
right toe over left toe) then sit on your legs.
Igo
= also known as “go”, is a strategy board game consisting of
white and black stones trying to gain as much territory on the
go board by surrounding each other.
Juzu
= Buddhist rosary or prayer beads, (Kyou’s bracelet is an
example)
Another
thing about Kyou's juzu... I know the colour varies in the anime
and the manga. In the anime it was black (or dark blue) and
white, in the manga, it was actually orange (the colour of
Kyou's hair and white). But in Kyou and Tooru's conversation in
summer vacation storyline, Kyou told Tooru the origin of his
bracelet. That it was made up of human blood and bones... He
mentioned that the red beads were probably originally deep red,
but it faded into the orangish tinge because of how old it is.
Ja!
Ina-chan
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