Seven Days
Day the Seventh
by
Ina-chan
First Posted Online: September 8, 2003
History: Ina-chan's first attempt on Comedy/Silly theme for
FURUBA
A
dainty hand rose in the air and froze just before its knuckle
made a nervous rap against the wooden door. The hand flattened
against the door for support as its owner hunched over, taking
quick deep breaths... desperately trying hard to seize her
hyperventilating.
She
walked down these hallway countless times before. She stood in
front of this particular door to a particular room to the point
that she had memorized every nook and cranny, every floorboard
and drywall space, and every curve and angle of the door and
handle. If she were to walk down this hall blindfolded with a
load of clothes on arm, she believed that she could move through
it with confident and ease as if she were walking gracefully in
an open meadow under the bright sunny rays of the morning sun.
Probably...
Maybe...
.........
Unlikely.
Reality
often speaks a different frequency, as one would say. There was
definitely no doubt that the chances of Honda Tooru somehow
walking smack into a wall even if she was to walk through an
open meadow still ranked quite high in the probability scale.
The only difference this time, was for the first time in her
life, she was actually starting to believe harsh reality over
the rose colored view her optimistic nature usually puts in
front of her.
For
the first time, standing in that hallway, in front of a
particular door to a particular room... she felt all of her
confidence and courage being sapped away by an inexplicable
shadow of nervous fear looming behind her. Then again, if you
think about it, was a very difficult task she was being asked to
do.
It
wasn’t everyday that a simple and innocent maiden like her was
given the important task of saving the life of a prince. It was
even more extraordinary that in order to save the prince’s
life, the innocent maiden needed to exploit the illicit art of
seduction...
“I
can’t do this,” Tooru whispered as she rested her clammy
forehead against her hand
*****
“You
don’t have to if you don’t want to, Tooru-kun,” came
Ayame’s words
“Of
course, of course! If at any time you change your mind, don’t
hesitate to do so!” Shigure’s voice added, “Just let us
know right away and we’ll simply go to plan B. It’s really
easy to arrange these sort of things. We can easily get a
replacement over the phone.”
“That’s
true, and they are professionals after all and we can get one
quickly at the last minute,” Ayame agreed before making a
thoughtful sigh, “But it feels rather sad that my sweet little
brother will settle his first-time experience the delights of a
man’s romance with a cold and unfeeling *working*
woman.”
*****
A
large bead of sweat popped on the girl’s forehead. She
straightened up and shifted her tray into a more comfortable
position before taking a deep intake of breath. She then glared
at the door with a determined expression, “Mother always said
that a person should always take responsibility for his
mistakes. This whole thing is entirely my fault. So if there’s
any person who needs to do this... it has to be me!”
That’s
absolutely right!
But...
...but
would Yuki want to.
The
young woman’s thoughts trailed backwards as she remembered the
mouse’s reputation in school. Yuki was the high school prince
that more than half the female population in Kaibara High School
desired. Most likely, more than half of that percentage had
taken a chance and proposed an intimate relationship with him.
And every single one of them met the same answer...
“Thank
you... but I’m sorry. I don’t want to have that kind of a
relationship right now.”
Tooru
sighed. All of those girls were definitely braver than her with
expressing their feelings openly like that... Most likely as
well, most of those girls probably had their looks to support
their confidence in being paired with someone as pretty as Yuki.
What chance does a plain, naïve, and clumsy girl like her have
when those other more “qualified” girls didn’t even stand
a chance?
*****
“Tooru-kun,”
Shigure’s voice sighed, “Don’t underestimate yourself so
much. You may not believe this, but you are well ahead of the
race compared to those other girls.”
“Sou,
sou,” Ayame agreed, “It’s actually my sweet little brother
who needs to be pushed and prodded towards the right direction
of male romance!”
“And
don’t worry Tooru-kun, A-ya and I are experts on the field,”
Shigure stated with great pride, “All you have to do is follow
Shigure---“
“---and
A-ya-sensei’s...” Ayame continued before their voices sing-songed
together, “POINTERS IN THE ART OF MALE ROMANCE!”
*****
“Haaa~~~”
Tooru sighed weakly, her shoulders slightly sagging at the
memory. Well... if Shigure and Ayame had that much confidence in
her, it would be wrong to let them down before she even tried.
She quickly straightened herself once more. “I can do this! I
have Shigure-san and Ayame-san to guide me! Nothing can go
wrong!”
She
quickly knocked, announced her presence then opened the door and
slipped inside before she can change her mind. Almost
immediately, the morning sunlight streaming through the raised
Venetian screens, blinded her eyesight. She gasped as she
tottered on her heels and almost clumsily dropped the tray she
was carrying on the floor. She quickly straightened up to the
pose that Ayame taught her, quietly hoping that Yuki didn’t
see her awkward entrance.
Apparently
he didn’t. She found him sitting in the middle of the bed,
hugging his pillow, blankets strewn around him, eyes glazed as
he stared outside his window. He seemed to be totally oblivious
to everything else around him. For some strange reason, Tooru
didn’t know if she wanted to feel relieved or disappointed.
But regardless... everything would be in vain if she
couldn’t get his attention at all.
So the girl cleared her throat loudly and coughed. On
cue, Yuki slowly turned his head to her direction and stared at
her with blank, unrecognizing eyes.
Tooru
took a deep breath and forced on a nervous smile, “I’ve come
with your breakfast Yuki-ku--- I mean--- Yuki-sama...”
*****
“Every
man has a secret garden that needs to be tended to,” Ayame
narrated, “If you were to tap into his deepest fantasies,
you’ll be in total control of his every desire.”
“Step
one,” Shigure began in an authoritative instructor’s tone,
“Appearance. Wear something that would tickle his
imagination.”
“But,”
The snake interrupted, “It’s also most effective if it would
go along with his needs.”
Shigure
nodded thoughtfully, “The past week has been rough on
Yuki-kun. And all throughout, he’s had his control over almost
every aspect of his life stripped away. What he needs now is a
fantasy that shows someone nurturing. Someone who will take care
of him and let him take back control. Someone who will obey his
will unconditionally...”
*****
Yuki
blinked uncomprehendingly.
Tooru’s
heart fell. He didn’t seem to be even recognizing her. Of
course he won’t recognize her! Who would recognize her wearing
that ridiculous maid’s costume that Shigure made her wear.
Though for some reason, it fit her with flattering coincidence.
It was almost as if it was tailor-made specifically for her. But
still, she felt very uncomfortable in it. The material hugged
her body and emphasized curves in places that she didn’t even
realize that had and was dangerously scarce in places that
normally don’t see the light of day as she tottered timidly on
a pair of scarlet stiletto heels.
And
yes... the shoes! She was horrified at the notion of wearing
such shoes. They just looked so dangerous. All the time she
since was wobbling on them, half of it she afraid of tripping
and falling, the other half was that it would fly off her foot
as she fell and poke someone’s eye out. On top of that... she
had to wear them INDOORS! No one sink any lower than wearing
shoes meant to be worn outside, INDOORS!
Her
breath got caught in her throat as the sudden realization that
Yuki was sitting there and seeing her dressed that way. She felt
her face flushing in embarrassment and bowed down her head.
Somehow, Yuki seeing her this way felt a hundred times more
awkward than the appreciative looks she received from both
Shigure and Ayame earlier (before Shigure burst into crocodile
tears, wailing something about flowers blossoming in front of
his eyes).
“Anou...
Yuki-kun...” Tooru stated again, “Would you like to have
your breakfast now?”
“Hon...
da...san...?” Yuki
finally spoke slowly... sounding as if his tongue was stuck to
the roof of his mouth.
“Yes,”
The girl couldn’t help but let out a small sigh of relief. He
recognized her after all.
“Why
are you dressed like that?”
Yuki spoke again in that slow, pressured manner, as if
the very action needed great effort
“Because,
I’m going to take care of you today,” Tooru simply replied,
praying that Yuki won’t ask any more questions that would make
her go through an embarrassing explanation, “Why? Don’t you
like it? Don’t you want me to take care of you?”
The
boy blinked at her question. A line furrowed on his forehead,
marring his stoic expression as if thinking of an answer also
required a great deal of effort. Finally he looked back at her
with a thoughtful expression on his face, “I don’t mind...
but aren’t you cold?”
Her
lips quivered and the smile wavered... This wasn’t the
reaction that Shigure or Ayame said to expect. Yuki was supposed
to be overcome with emotion with seeing a Tempting and Luscious
Goddess of Seduction.
*****
“Step Two,” Ayame stated with a serious tone, “A
man can never refuse seeing the vision of a Tempting and
Luscious Goddess of Seduction. It’s more than just the dress,
and the look. It’s all about attitude. The Goddess is not
afraid to show off what she has to offer. Confidence, my dear
Tooru-kun... The aura of confidence is a spell more powerful
than any love potion. So keep that chin up high, back straight,
puff up your chest and walk in long graceful strides,
unashamedly sway your beautiful... assssssets.”
*****
Tooru let out a long cleansing breath before breathing
and holding her breath with puffed cheeks, silently praying that
she won’t pop out from the flimsy material as she jutted her
chest out awkwardly. She then started towards him with stiff
teetering high-heeled strides, like a broken toy soldier. For
some miracle she managed to cross the room without stumbling and
quickly rested her tray on top of the bedside table.
“Is there anything else you’d like?” The girl
inquired as she breathed out before breathing in deeply again,
holding her breath with puffed cheeks to jut out her upper
torso.
“Are you sure you’re not catching a cold?” Yuki
asked, an expression that probably would have normally looked
like concern lining his limp features
<breath out> “What could be possibly
wrong?” <deep breath in>
“You’re breathing strangely,” The mouse noted
thoughtfully
*****
“Step Three,” Ayame continued, “Little actions and
mannerisms to direct a man’s attentions towards your charm
points help greatly. Batting eyelashes to highlight eyes,
flipping hair behind ears to show a slender neck, letting a
strap fall to emphasize a shoulder, or reaching down to pull up
a stocking to bring attention to a leg.”
*****
Tooru’s lips quivered before letting her breath out
from her puffed cheeks, “Breathing strangely? It’s nothing,
really...” She batted her eyes, motioned to pull a strand of
hair behind her ear... only stop her hand in mid-air as she
realized that her hair was neatly tied in a bun.
“Is there something wrong your eye? There’s some eye
drops...” Yuki offered helpfully
“No!” The girl replied with a little too much
emotion, “I mean, I’m fine. I just need to fix my
stocking.”
She watched his reaction closely as she slowly slid her
hands down, grasped the edge of her stocking through the folds
of her dress, and pulled at her pantyhose.
Almost
immediately, something that looked distinctively like knowing
comprehension lit the mouse’s bland features, “Ah... I
don’t blame you. A wedgie can make people do strange
things.”
*****
“If all of that fails, proceed to Step Four,” Shigure
winked as a goofy smile slowly appeared on his face, “Which
also happens to be my personal favourite. Men always go wild
with a little subtle teasing. A coy look here, a little brush
there, bending down to give a little show skin... not too much
though... just enough to play with the imagination. And it’s
not very hard at all with the cute little outfit that you’ll
be wearing. When you’re sure that you have his full and
undivided attention, turn your back to him and bend down to pick
up something on the floor... BUT... make sure not to bend down
your knees too much.”
“And wear white,” Ayame nodded as he rubbed his chin,
“When you grow older and get more experienced with these
things, you’ll hear a lot of opinions from other people about
this particular subject matter. Whatever they say Tooru-kun,
always remember that white is the best color for you. Someone as
pure and innocent as yourself must always wear beautiful and
pristine white.”
*****
“Ha...” Tooru sweat-dropped again as she remembered
what the older men instructed her as she met Yuki’s vacant
gaze.
She
didn’t understand entirely what Ayame meant about wearing
something white. She felt too embarrassed to ask them to clarify
it. And she was still puzzled why bending down to pick something
from the floor would be that important... but at that moment,
she could feel her feet starting to feel numb from wearing her
uncomfortable shoes. It was now or never...
“Anou...
Yuki-ku—sama... would you mind if I take of my shoes,” Tooru
asked shyly
Yuki
blinked again, “You’re wearing shoes indoors?”
The
girl let out a nervous laugh before turning her back and slowly
bent down to loosen her straps. Her eyes widened as she felt
cool air brush against her upper thighs as the hem of her short
skirt started to rise from her actions. As she instinctively
reached behind her to keep it from exposing her underwear, her
shoes caused her to stagger from the sudden action and fall
inelegantly on the floor with a loud yelp. One shoe flew up in
the air, its heel lodging itself between two books in a nearby
bookshelf.
“Wow...
You could poke someone’s eye out with that shoe...” Yuki
commented, hints of amazement managing to ooze through his
pressured monotone
Tooru
gaped at the scene before her speechlessly. She tore her eyes
away to look helplessly at the empty doorway, and conjured the
images of her teachers from her minds eye to ask them for
guidance. “Ayame-san... Shigure-san... what do I do now?”
The
imagined ghosts of her instructors blinked at her blankly.
“To
be quite honest Tooru-kun,” Shigure looked a little sheepish,
“This is the first time that things turned out like this from
our pointers.”
“Sou,
sou, “ Ayame nodded and crossed his arms in deep, before
giving Tooru an apologetic look, “I’m afraid we don’t know
how else we could help you Tooru-kun. It’s rather puzzling!
Our pointers in Male Romance have never failed before.”
She
buried her face in her hands and let out a soft sob. How could
this have happened? She followed Shigure and Ayame’s
instructions to the dot. How come every single thing she did is
turning out all wrong? Tears started to well in her eyes. She
already knew from the beginning that she didn’t have a
hair’s chance when it came to doing things like this. Even if
Shigure and Ayame had a million years to train her, it will all
turn out the same. She was no Goddess of Seduction. She was just
plain and hopeless Tooru. And now, Yuki’s going to die because
of her fault...
“Tooru,”
A familiar soothing voice seeped into her consciousness
She
lifted her head and saw the image of her mother smiling down at
her, “Okaasan! Okaasan, what should I do? I did my best to
help Yuki-kun but everything is going all wrong!”
“Tooru,
you’re trying too hard that you forgot the most important
thing,” Kyoko’s image continued with a wink, “All you
really had to do was just be yourself. A woman’s greatest
charm point is being herself with confidence. If Tooru acts like
Tooru, no man will be able to resist you. I know that for sure,
you are my daughter, after all.”
The
girl’s eyes widened at her mother’s apparition’s advice.
“Sou,
sou,” Ayame’s apparition interrupted as he appeared beside
Kyoko, “When Shigure and I were instructing you, Tooru-kun, we
didn’t want to transform you into someone else. We simply
wanted to give you more confidence with your own charms.”
“Good
little girls should always follow their elder’s advice,
specially her mother’s” Shigure agreed from Kyoko’s other
side, before turning to the other vision, “It’s nice to
finally meet you Kyoko-san. And my, don’t you look stunning.
You don’t happen to be interested in younger men, do you?”
“Ha...”
Kyoko stared at the writer with dotted eyes
“Gure-san~~!!
How could you!?!” Ayame gasped in horror, “Even if we are
just representations of Tooru-kun’s confused state, how can
you cheat on me while I’m standing here right in front of you!
With Tooru-kun’s mother to boot!”
“Anou...”
Kyoko began patiently, an annoyed vein popping on her forehead
“Tsk,
tsk, tsk,” Shigure sighed waving a finger at his cousin,
“A-ya, you know that I would never cheat on you! In fact I
feel hurt at the thought that you would actually think that
Kyoko-san and I will leave you out. And you claim to be an
expert in male romance!” Shigure made his point by looping his
arm around one of Kyoko’s arms.
“Haaa...
forgive me Gure-san, how could I have ever doubted you,” Ayame
replied as he looped himself to her other arm
“NOW
WAIT JUST A GODDAMN MINUTE!!!” Kyoko’s eyes widened
“See
you later, and good luck, Tooru-kun!” Ayame winked playfully
as all three ghostly apparitions disappeared in a flash of smoke
leaving Tooru to stare at the spot from where they stood in
disbelief
“Okaasan?
Shigure-san? Ayame-san? Where did they go?” Tooru whispered
out loud as she surveyed her surroundings. She froze as her gaze
fell upon Yuki and felt herself flush in embarrassment upon the
realization that the boy has been watching her entire ordeal the
whole time
To
her surprise, Yuki simply gave her sympathetic nod, “You too,
huh?”
“No...
wait, Yuki-kun... I can explain!” The girl stammered as she
struggled to get on her one-shoed feet and managed to stagger to
the edge of Yuki’s bed
“Don’t
worry, I won’t tell,” The boy said reassuringly, “It’s
not like this is really happening anyway. Chances are, I
probably won’t even remember any of this when I wake up.”
“Ha?”
This time, it was Tooru’s turn to blink speechlessly
“This
always happens. That’s why I hate taking sedatives. Everything
slows down and it’s so hard to think straight,” Yuki
explained as he shifted around and hugged his pillow tighter,
“On top of that, it makes me have these weird dreams. The last
time this happened was when I was ten.”
“What
happened?” The girl asked as she made herself comfortable on
the edge of the bed, her curiosity getting the best of her
despite the circumstances
“I
was watching Haru, and Kyou kick a soccer ball around in
Shihan’s yard after practice one day. Kyou and Haru got into
an argument and Haru turned black. He kicked the ball a little
too hard and it flew right at me. I blocked it the wrong way and
dislocated my thumb,” Yuki replied as he wiggled his left
thumb
Tooru
couldn’t help wincing at the idea.
“It
was one of the most painful and disgusting things I’ve ever
gone through in my entire life,” The mouse made an involuntary
shudder at the memory, “They couldn’t even touch me, so they
had to completely put me under in order for them to snap it back
in place. I had such a bad reaction with the anesthesia that I
couldn’t eat solid food for almost a week. My mother made me
eat nothing but pudding... I hate pudding.”
The
girl made an involuntary mental note at that.
“She
also said that I only dreamt what I saw, I probably did since I
didn’t even remember it until now...” Yuki frowned as his
voice trailed
“What
did you see?” The girl asked curiously
The boy slowly lifted his eyes to gaze into the girl’s,
“I saw God.”
“Wow...” Tooru gasped, her eyes widened in reply. She
suddenly couldn’t find the strength to move. Yuki’s eyes
seemed to have lost its passive glaze and burned with such
intensity. It was almost as if the gray orbs she was gazing at
had spun a spell on her, and found herself lost in them, “Wha...
what did God look like...”
Yuki’s eyes flickered for a second as his eyebrows
creased in deep thought, before turning his full attention back
to her, “Remember that foreign film about something from the
bible that Kuniko-sensei made us watch for World Religion
Class?”
Tooru nodded, still captivated by his eyes.
“He looked like Jesus...” The mouse replied with
utter seriousness, “...only older.”
“Really?” The girl whispered in wonder
“No,” The boy answered without batting an eyelash
“Ha?” Tooru frowned, feeling a bit bewildered, until
she saw the beginning of a small smile tugging at the ends of
her companion’s lips. She couldn’t help but letting out a
small giggle from escaping her own mouth, before it transformed
into a full blown laughing fit.
Yuki watched her laugh from his position before allowing
the smile to completely form in his lips, “That’s nice.”
“What?” Tooru asked wiping the tears that pooled at
the corner of her eyes
“Seeing Honda-san laugh,” Yuki replied as he rested
his chin on the pillow in his hands, “Even if this is just a
dream, it’s wasn’t right seeing you act nervous and upset. I
didn’t mind the goofy things you did earlier since it was
still like you, but it was disconcerting to see you in tears.”
The girl’s eyes widened again and bowed her head. She
immediately felt heat rush to her face, her heart suddenly
hammering wildly in her chest. All at once, she remembered the
reason why she came in the first place. All at once, she
realized the reason why it was so hard for her to go through
with it. And simply saving him from dying was the least of it.
When she first stepped into this room, it was out of her
selfish pride. She wanted to do this because she blamed herself
for what happened, and wanted to play hero like everyone was
doing. But now, after talking to Yuki, even in his drug-induced
state... she finally and honestly realized it.
She needed him.
She needed to hear him talk more about himself. She
needed to see his intense gray eyes, the million different
expressions that pass through them that he wouldn’t allow to
openly show in his face. She needed him to worry over her... to
have him smile down gently at her... to care for her. She needed
the way he made her comfortable when she was anxious. She needed
the effortless manner he makes her feel important and special
with a few thoughtful words.
And she didn’t want that to change.
It was a double-edged sword... her situation that is.
Because whether or not she went through with this, she was going
to loose him. She was going to loose him to either death as
dictated by the curse she brought upon him... or to the awkward
situation between them that was sure to happen after.
It was a painful ordeal.
But...
...but if Yuki continued to believe that this whole thing
was just a dream...
Tooru lifted her head and gave Yuki a determined look,
“Yuki-kun, I’ve come to a very important decision.”
Yuki blinked, puzzled at her sudden change in demeanor.
“I’ve decided, that I’m going to give you...“ The
girl squared her jaw as she climbed into his bed and crawled
closer, “...the best dream you’ll ever have.”
“Eh?” Yuki whispered, his eyes widening in disbelief
at her words.
“Don’t worry, Yuki-kun...” She said huskily as a
slow, almost predatory smile crept on the girl’s face upon
seeing his reaction. She saw something flicker in Yuki’s eyes,
as if the blanket of haze brought by medication instantly lifted
from his clouded mind, and noted with fascination that her pulse
start to race again... this time with undeniable excitement. She
slowly reached out to cup his cheek, “...I promise to be
gentle.”
Then she saw it.
He didn’t move or push her away like he did to those
other girls in the past. But she saw it. As her hand hovered
over to gently caress his cheek...
...he shut his eyes and flinched.
She pulled back her hand and felt a painful heaviness in
her chest as if her heart suddenly turned into lead. One of her
greatest fears finally realized. She was no different from the
other girls in school after all. She was a fool to even begin to
believe so, simply because of his acts of kindness. In his eyes,
she was just like the other girls.
He didn’t want her.
Tears
started to flood her eyes once again, but she desperately held
them back, not wanting him to see. There’s no way she would do
this if he didn’t want her. Dream or no dream, she would never
subject him to that humiliation. The first time should always be
special, “I’m sorry, Yuki-kun. I didn’t know what came
over me. It was just a joke. I’ll go now.”
She
started to leave before she humiliated herself any further, when
she felt a sudden tug at the hem of her skirt as she stood. The
girl looked back in surprise and saw the boy, head bowed... one
arm clutching the pillow in front of him like a security
blanket, the other arm holding on to her dress,
“Yuki...kun?”
“Don’t
go,” He whispered softly, but loud enough for her to hear
“What?”
Tooru uttered in confusion
“Please...
don’t leave me again...” Yuki whispered
The
girl frowned as she sat down on the bed again to face him,
“Yuki-kun? What do you mean by ‘again’.”
“Every
night you come like this,” The boy continued to talk softly,
holding on to her skirt as if his life depended on it, “The
only thing I ever wanted was for you to stay with me like this.
I want to touch you... and hold you... and kiss you... and
more... but... whenever I reach out to touch you, I wake up...
and you disappear. I thought that... if I didn’t touch you
this time... you wouldn’t go away.”
Tooru
can only gape at him, completely speechless at his honest
revelation. Once again, a deep blush started to creep on her
face as the implication of what he just said hit her, “You...
dream about me?”
Yuki
lifted his face to meet her eyes, “Every night.”
Her
heart melted as she gazed once again into his intense gray eyes.
She watched them widen in surprise as she took the hand attached
to her dress into her own, “I’m still here.” Tooru smiled
as she twined her fingers with his, “You can touch me, and
hold me...” She paused as she felt her heart begin its
hammering pace once again, “...and kiss me... and more... and
I promise you that you won’t wake up from this dream. I’ll
be right here.”
Yuki
pulled his hand from her grasp and tentatively reached out to
touch her face. She closed her eyes as she felt his
feather-light caress exploring the wonders of her features. As
if memorizing them and imprinting them in memory. Then she felt
his fingers reach out behind her head to unclasp the clip tying
it into place. Her hair spilled down her shoulders like currents
of water released from a dam. She kept her eyes closed as he ran
his fingers through her hair, neatly arranging the stray strands
that fell over her face, behind her ear.
She
held her breath as she felt him shift closer to her then let out
a long shuddering sigh as she sensed the radiating warmth from
his body searing like hot flames against her skin. She felt him
gingerly slide his hand just above the nape of her neck, before
she felt his warm lips whispering a soft kiss on her forehead.
She held her breath again as she felt him slowly slide his
smooth cheek against hers before resting his forehead over her
own... their noses lightly brushing against each other, their
lips merely centimeters apart. She thought she was going to go
insane with anticipation... feeling his nearness, but not really
touching.
He
was so close that she could feel his breath mingle with her
own... breathing in time with him, breathing the same air as
him, breathing him to inside herself... breathing each other’s
very essence. The simple act was such a powerful feeling that
all at once... all at the same time... powerful emotions flooded
her entire being. All at once and all at the same time, she felt
...happy...
...and
sad...
...and
frustrated...
...and
frightened...
Frightened?
But
isn’t this what she wanted? Didn’t she want Yuki to accept
her and want her as much as she needed him to feel the same way
with her? He won’t die and he won’t feel awkward after. And
nothing will change between them... because at least to him, all
of this will just be a beautiful dream. Wasn’t this what she
wanted?
She
felt him shift slightly and she waited for his warm lips to
finally brush over her own.
Wasn’t
it?
But
he didn’t stop to kiss her... she felt his warm breath
continue a downward path towards the crook where her shoulder
met her neck...
‘No...
It wasn’t...’
She
frowned at the tiny voice of reason that protested from inside
her head. ‘Stop being so fickle,’ she scolded herself in
annoyance. She tried to ignore it as she concentrated on the
feelings that made her shiver slightly as she felt his lips
lightly brush against her jaw.
‘Didn’t
you understand what Shigure-san and Ayame-san told you earlier?
And didn’t you believe it yourself? The first time is supposed
to be special! You can’t buy it from the street or force it on
someone,’ The voice cried out louder and more desperately,
‘If the first time is supposed to be special as you believe it
is... why do you need to disguise it as a dream that you’ll
most likely to forget when you wake up?’
Tooru’s
eyes shot open in shock. No... Her voice of reason was right.
This wasn’t how she wanted this to happen. On top of needing
him to be with her... she also needed him to remember. She
needed him to share and remember this moment with her.
His
chin rested on the crook of her neck and she felt his weight
slowly start to fall over her. Her eyes widened in panic as her
hands flew out automatically to push him away. But it was like
trying to keep 20-foot tree from toppling over her, as her hands
grasped the pillow he still held on to his chest.
“Yu...
Yu... YUKI-KUN! W-WAIT!” She cried out desperately
unable to stop his full weight from covering her, “S-S-STOP!
WE’RE GOING TOO FAST!!!”
But
it appeared as if he couldn’t hear her words of protest. She
could only close her eyes in horror, completely helpless as his
weight over her caused her to fall backwards with a loud
‘thud’...
...right
off the bed and onto the floor.
“.........”
“...itai...”
End
of Day the Seventh
Return to Day
the 6th
Continued on Epilogue
Author’s
squawk:
GAAAAH! This chapter not only went longer than usual...
it also turned out a bit differently than how I originally
planned it. Much more stranger with Tooru’s imagination
sequences... and GOD SAVE US FROM THE SAAAAP! SAAAAAAAAP! ^_^.
Anywayz... We all know where Shigure got the maid’s
costume came from... but where the heck did he get those
stiletto heels!!! Heh-heh... it would seem that Ayame is right
about men and their secret gardens that need tending too... ^_^.
Though this is the last chapter, the fic isn’t quite
over yet. There’s still the traditional epilogue to come.
Merrow-chan very kindly helped me out to sort the ending of this
fic. I was in the middle of a very bad writer’s block and
Merrow-chan came to my rescue as my ever important muse!
Again, thank you to everyone who has been diligently following
this fic and reviewing it. I really appreciate the ego-boosts.
^_^. And hopefully, you will still be around for the grand
curtain call! ^_^. Until then...
Ja!
Ina-chan
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