I was sick
And I all I needed was emptiness
I could have easily removed myself
But that is no way to stay pretty
Depths I never knew existed
Are the only surroundings I can truly understand
But as easy as it is to lose myself
I will always remember
That someone else breathes a different air
And when I thought I was a victim
I was the one polluting
I was sick
And the itch to remove her face kept me going
I have satisfaction in knowing she will never speak again
Mouths have more beautiful things to do
Especially hers
But her teeth pointed away from the things that mattered
And I was unlucky enough to cut myself on them
It could only be her fault that I am so wrong
Yet her skin is a ladder only I can climb
And so I lose her in the depth I now love
I WASN"T BUILT IN A DAY
AND I WILL NOT BE BROUGHT DOWN IN ONE