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Fly Away Sanity

The hope that has been given me many times of late
Are now minute thoughts evolving into hate.
My body begged from mercy for the pain to escape.
But now it is evident my pain forever stays.
My hopes of recovery are banished from my mind.
Pain will reign as ruler in this body left behind.
Fly away sanity, fly away with hope.
Pain basks in its glory control is finally stole.
And yet I still seek relief, I turn to pills for help.
Pain invades me constantly knowing I have wept.
Knowing I am weakened by it's relentless grip
It takes advantage of those times and yields a fiery whip.
Fly away sanity. Fly away hope.
Pain is the ruler now no matter the strength of dope.

Pain

Wake! I command you,
Rest no more.
I thrive on weakness,
Your pleading I adore.

There is no refuge,
For you from my wrath,
I'm the dictator,
Of this unchosen path.

Seek as you wish,
None will you find,
With strength or stamina,
Greater than mine.

No pill, no potion,
No bottle, no vile,
Can destroy my presense,
Only weaken a while.

But I'll soon return,
You'll answer to me,
For I am your master,
Forever to be.

The cold dark dead of night,
Dreams cut short by chilling fright.
A pain so sharp the thoughts, I might,
Cut short this chilly dark dead night.

No more to feel the ache, I sight.
No more shortened dreams by fright.
No pains so sharp no fear of light.
May I never wake from this dark dead night.

Resolve

The time has passed slowly,
My awakening a task.
Finally to envision,
A future not a past.

No longer is my stature
Upright or carefree,
No longer is my laughter,
Heard very often or daily.

I except I am weaker,
I except the daily grind.
What once was for granted,
Is now a state of mind.

My body now reaks with pain,
My mind is also slowed.
But I can see the future,
As time will soon unfold.

I may walk with a new limp,
Or maybe not walk at all,
But I'll keep my spirit fed,
And the wicked shall soon fall.

Though I begged for mercy,
And none was tossed my way,
I'll do what it takes of me,
To overcome this day.

I'll remember where I came from,
I'll remember where I'll go,
Pain stricken on the outside,
My soul will remain whole.

Hysteria

Stop! I can't take anymore!
Please, I beg of you.
This constant battle is too much,
I long for solitude.

I wish no one to witness,
I wish no one this pain.
I've begged for mercy daily,
I'm empty, nothing remains.

I resign all my rights,
To you and your menacing hand.
No longer able to fight,
I'll pass on to the promised land.

Remission

The fog is finally lifting,
Allowing me to see,
The past is still uncertain,
So much a mystery.

The present is some clearer,
And the future will unfold,
I'm certain of these things,
For my Lord I now behold.

My days of fear and confusion,
Are coming to a close.
I'm obtaining some assurance,
And allowing no repose.

Many steps are yet to come,
Many more cloudy days.
But remission is on my side,
And I will rise above the haze.

My attitude has been modified,
Adjustments have been made.
I feel more capable now,
Of conquering this facade.

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