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Mazohyst of decadence |
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umiotosareru
kodomo tsumi no ishiki no nai
otona
otosare namae mo nai boku naze koko ni iru no ka sae wakaranai keredo tatta suukagetsu no inochi tomo shirazu.... boku wa aisaretai boku wa umaretai kono botai no naka mitsumete boku ga ishiki wo matta toki kara nikkagetsu me nani ka ga hayai to kanjita mada nani mo dekinai sono uchi puragu ga.... fukanzenna boku wa kaki otosareta itami ga karada wo tsukinukeru haha no naki sakebu koe mimi nari ga yamanai hakui no otona tachi boku wo sukui ageta reiketsu ni michi afureta hitomi ni chimamire no migi te no nai boku ga utsuru sono mama kuroi biniiru ni tsutsumareta dandan ishiki ga usureru naka boku wa kangaeru shizuka ni Cage***** no boku wo kono mama aiseru nara sore de ii yurusezu aisarenai boku wa kono mama shinda hou ga ii dakara ugoe wo agezu shizuka ni nemurimashou ichodo dake haha no ai kono te de kanjite mitai kore ga ai na no ka mo shirenai arigatou nido to hirakanai tobira kataku tomerarete ita demo ne boku wa kitto mirai no kimi dakara [-hontou ni kore de ii n desu ne -hai -anata wa nannin me desu ka -hitori me desu -boku wa kazue kirenai kodomo wo koroshite imasu -anata wa yurusemasu ka ... -mou ichido kikimasu hontou ni kore de ii n desu ne -hai -youi wa ii desu ka -hai -dewa hajimemashou] karada yakitsukusare hone ga nakunaru made yakitsukusu sayonara |