Name: Lori R 9/01
Email: Gussywussy55@yahoo.com
Title:"Releasing the Pain" part 2/2
Category: In Crowders (Kyle/Isabel)
Rating: NC17... Please do NOT read this fic if you are
under 17!
Disclaimer: Roswell and these characters are owned by
UPN and JK, not me.
Feedback: Yes please! Good or bad, it helps me to
grow.
Summery: Kyle is suffering...Isabel is suffering...a
little relief is needed...
**********
Isabel beckoned to Kyle in her dream and he came to
her through the water to stand before her.
"Now the bottoms," Kyle said, his voice high in
anticipation of what would be revealed.
Isabel slid her hands down her body under the water,
and untied the strings at her hips, the action
releasing her bikini bottoms. She raised them above
her head and smiled seductively at Kyle as she tossed
them on the side of the pool.
Kyle's grin was huge as he licked his lips and
whispered, "Thank you Buddha, for all gifts you send
my way."
He reached for Isabel's breasts, but she stepped back
and wagged her finger at him.
"Not so fast Kyle, it's your turn now," said Isabel as
she slid her glance below the water.
Kyle nodded and quickly shed his trunks, tossing them
on the side of the pool to join her bottoms.
"Much better Kyle," purred Isabel as she came closer
and draped her arms around Kyle's neck pulling him to
her.
"Oh man, you alien babes have the best forms," said
Kyle as he felt Isabel's full breasts press against
his chest.
"Kyle, shut up and kiss me," commanded Isabel as she
took Kyle's lips with her own, her tongue sliding into
his mouth searching hungrily.
Kyle's hands slid to her bottom and cupped it, holding
it while he pressed his member to her belly.
"Oh Kyle..." Isabel breathed into his mouth.
"Isabel, I want you," Kyle managed to say as he
pressed her back to the side of the pool, the side
lightly scratching her delicate skin.
"Yes Kyle, I want you too," she whispered back as she
placed her legs around his waist.
Kyle leaned his head down and laved one nipple as his
hand found the other and massaged it's fullness.
Isabel moaned and arched her back as Kyle's tongue and
mouth worked magic on her. His hand found it's way
between them and his thumb slid inside pressing on her
sensitive button.
"Kyle...oh please..." she cried as she wriggled
against him.
Kyle placed himself at her entrance and began to press
inside...
...Isabel found herself suddenly pulled from her
erotic dream into one not of her choosing.
Kyle's dream.
Even in her dream state Isabel's awareness of the
dream change was instant, and it alarmed her because
she had not initiated the dream.
She struggled to awaken, but Kyle's dream held her
prisoner as they both relived again the horrible
nightmare of Alex's death.
But now there was a difference.
She was no longer just an observer, but a participant.
This time she was a part of Kyle, feeling his
reactions of horror at what Tess was doing to Alex,
his terror at seeing Alex die, felt Alex as he carried
him to the car. She felt Alex's cold, dead skin, and
began to scream as Alex's eyes opened and he grabbed
at Kyle's/Isabel's arm and asked, "Why did you let
this happen to me?"
Kyle was jerked awake from his nightmare by hysterical
screaming. He didn't know if his heart was racing from
the nightmare or the screams emitting from Isabel.
He quickly spanned the space between their beds and
tried to awaken her thrashing body.
Isabel reacted in terror to Alex's claw like grip and
question. Her screams were making her throat raw as
she tried to get away.
"Isabel, stop it! Wake up! It's only a dream! Isabel,
wake up!" ordered Kyle firmly yet gently as he
smoothed her hair from her brow.
"Shhh, it's just a bad dream Isabel, it's not real.
Let it go," he commanded her as he lay his upper body
across hers in order to still her.
Gradually she calmed down in response to Kyle's voice
until she opened her eyes.
Seeing Kyle above her, Isabel reached up and held on
to his neck for dear life, her heart pounding so hard
he could feel it in his own chest.
"That must have been some nightmare," said Kyle as he
drew soothing circles on her back.
Isabel nodded into his shoulder and said, "Kyle, I
don't know what happened, but I was dreaming and
suddenly I was in your dream. I was you, and Alex was
grabbing at me...you... and asking why we let this
happen to him."
Kyle froze and then pulled back to look at Isabel.
"You were in my dream and saw that?" he asked
anxiously. It was bad enough he dreamed it, but to
have Isabel experience it too, was not good.
"I've only had one instance where I didn't control the
dream Kyle, and that was Laurie Dupree's dream. Her
dream pulled me in on it's own and I don't know how. I
don't know why I was suddenly pulled into your dream
either Kyle. It was not on purpose believe me," said
Isabel, her pulse settling down.
Kyle moved back to his bed and sat down now that
Isabel was okay.
"This is freaky. I wonder if being here closer to me
after you dream walked me before has anything to do
with it?" asked Kyle. "Or maybe what you were dreaming
before my nightmare somehow connected us. What were
you dreaming?" asked Kyle as chewed on his thumb nail.
Isabel looked quickly away, her body flushing as she
recalled her dream.
"Isabel, what were you dreaming before? This could be
important," asked Kyle watching her.
"It was nothing important Kyle," said Isabel as she
straightened her sheet and blanket.
Kyle eyed her curiously, his mind racing to figure out
what would make her flush and avoid his question, then
a slow grin spread over his face.
"Ohhh, I know!" he said as he wagged his finger at
her. "You were having a naughty dream!"
At her embarrassed look, he fairly crowed, "It's true,
you were having an erotic dream about...hmmm, who? Who
could it be? Who would Isabel Evans be having erotic
dreams about?" Kyle asked himself glad to have
distracted her from the nightmare, but frowning now
that he realized she been dreaming erotically about
someone, and it disturbed him.
He glanced her way and saw that she was avoiding him, but the
flush had grown deeper.
The frown deepened and then turned to amazement as
Kyle realized who Isabel had been dreaming about.
"Me? You were dreaming about you and me doing the wild
thing?" asked Kyle surprised.
Isabel hissed as she said quickly without looking at
him, "We weren't doing the wild thing Kyle! It...it
never quite got that far," she sniffed down her nose
at him. She wouldn't let him know she was disappointed
they had not completed the act in her dream.
"Never got that far? How the hell far did it get?"
aksed Kyle sitting on the edge of his bed.
"Forget it Kyle," said Isabel as she lay back down.
"Oh no, you are not pulling that 'Ice Queen' bit on me
Isabel, not this time! You dreamed about us doing the
nasty and I want to know how far it got...and if I was
any good," demanded Kyle as he cocked his head towards
her.
Realizing he wasn't going to let this go, Isabel
turned to him and said, "I will deny this if you
repeat it Kyle do here me? I will zap your 'jewels'
and make you a laughing stock," threatened Isabel as
she looked pointedly at his crotch.
"Got it, now how was I?" asked Kyle eagerly.
Since he knew he couldn't really have Isabel, then the next
best thing was hearing about how great it was getting
it on with her in her dreams.
Isabel blushed and said softly, "It was nice."
Kyle frowned,"Nice? It was nice? That's it?" He
flopped back on the bed and gazed at the ceiling.
"Man."
Isabel's heart lurched at the look on Kyle's face. She
guessed guys and girls didn't see nice as the same
thing.
"Kyle, nice is a good thing," she said to him.
Kyle's head turned quickly as he asked,"Yeah?"
Sitting up on the side of the bed he asked, "Now when
you say nice, are you meaning nice like 'amazing' or
nice like 'not awful'?"
"Kyle," laughed Isabel at his insistance on what
happened.
"Well it's important Isabel, which is it?" Kyle
wiggled his eyebrows at her and grinned.
"Night Kyle," said Isabel as she lay down and turned
her back to him so the topic would be dropped.
But sleep was the last thing she wanted to do now that
this converstation had been brought up...and she
didn't want the nightmare images to return.
"Ffff-crap!" hissed Kyle as he clinched his fist and
lay back down in frustration.
Isabel smothered a giggle as he turned off the lights.
*********
Isabel glanced at the clock and saw that 30 minutes
had passed since the lights went out.
It was only 1:30 a.m.
She was so tired, but she was terrified to sleep.
She needed to feel safe.
She needed to be held.
She needed Kyle to hold her.
Turning her head towards his bed she whispered, "Kyle,
are you asleep?"
"No," came the reply.
Kyle was tired, but he didn't want to sleep and have
the nightmares return.
He heard a rustling and the padding of feet as Isabel
climbed out of her bed and came to his.
"Can I sleep with you?" she asked softly.
Kyle was shocked at her request, but he raised the
covers as he moved over and let her in.
She snuggled against him and said, "Thank you Kyle. I
just couldn't sleep over there by myself and risk
dreaming again."
"Hey, it's okay," he whispered back as he pulled her
close. "Want to talk some more?"
She was silent for a moment before she asked, "Why did
you let me go on about Alex's death and never tell me
how you felt Kyle? I mean I must have seemed so
selfish and uncaring to you after what you went
through. I'm sorry I never asked how you were doing."
Kyle was so surprised at her question and her apology.
It made him feel good to know she felt bad about what
he went through and how hurt he had been.
"Isabel, we all deal with things differently. You
verbalized your grief to me and no one else, I kept
mine inside. I didn't want to add to your burden,"
said Kyle as he trailed his finger up and down her
arm.
Isabel turned to face Kyle, and seeing him barely
inches from her, she said, "Will the pain ever go away
Kyle?"
"I don't know. He was my friend and you loved him, I
don't know if that kind of pain ever stops," he
replied honestly.
"I loved him 'because' he was my friend Kyle. We both
lost someone we trusted and who trusted us back. We
all put our trust in Tess, and Alex died for it. I
guess I just want the guilt from that to end, the
guilt of being who I am, and Alex having that
knowledge killing him," Isabel said quietly.
"Well I'm not alien, but I didn't help the situation
by letting her stay in my room, and treating her as
family. So figure that in with your guilt," said Kyle
hating himself for being duped.
"Kyle, he looked in so much pain when she killed him,"
whimpered Isabel as the tears began to fall.
Kyle swallowed the burning in his throat as he choked
back his own tears.
"I know he was Isabel. I'm not going to lie to you
since you've been part of my dreams, he died a
painfull death that I pray killed him before he hit
the floor," said Kyle as he held Isabel tighter while
she sobbed, his own sobs joing with hers.
"I'm afraid to sleep Kyle, I don't want to dream
anymore. It's a curse to dream walk people," she cried
in anguish.
"I'm sorry I did that to you, that my dreams pulled
you in Isabel. I never wanted you to know what really
happened with Alex," said Kyle as he kissed her soft
short hair.
"Kyle, would you do something for me no questions
asked?" Isabel asked him.
"Sure, anything," said Kyle sniffing.
"Make me forget. Make me forget what we dreamed, make
me forget why we came on this trip, Kyle...make love
to me," Isabel asked of him.
"What?" he asked her holding his breath.
"Don't tell me you don't want to make love to me Kyle
because I know you do," said Isabel afraid he was
going to turn her down.
"Isabel, you don't mean this. You'll regret it and
hate me if we do this," said Kyle trying to reason
with her.
"I won't Kyle, I need this and I think you do too. I'm
tired of not moving on aren't you? Just once I don't
want to fear the night, please help me Kyle," Isabel
requested again.
His body and his tired mind played traitor to his
reasoning and Kyle finally said, "Okay Isabel, but I
don't want any regrets and hatred in the morning. I've
lost one friend, I can't lose two."
Isabel kissed him softly on his mouth in thank you.
Kyle deepened the kiss as they gave themselves over to
the need of his body and hers.
Isabel arched her back pressing her breast into Kyle's
waiting hand, the fullness overflowing his it.
Kyle fondled the breast through the T-shirt before
finding the shirt edge and snaking his hand
underneath, sliding it up to her breast, and
uncovering it to his view, and waiting mouth.
Tugging on her nipple gently with his teeth, Kyle
sucked the hard nub into his mouth and worried it
between his teeth before giving the same attention to
her other breast.
Isabel's sighs were ragged as Kyle raised her shirt
over her head and threw it to the floor, baring her
upper body to his gaze.
"You are so beautiful, " he breathed as he lightly
caressed her from her collar bone to her waistband and
bak up, circling her breasts until she shivered.
"Kyle...please," she begged breathlessly.
"Patience Isabel, patience," laughed Kyle softly as he
began to place little kisses on her brow and eye lids,
going down her face, neck, chest, and waist.
"Kyle..." Isabel hissed as he lifted her waistband and
teased her just underneath.
"Raise your hips Isabel," ordered Kyle as he pulled
the garment slowly down and off of her revealing a
body that could only have been created from above.
Kyle lightly blew on the thatch of curls at her apex
and kissed her just above.
"Kyle?" Isabel asked shivering in delight at the
sensations he was making her feel.
"Bend your legs Isabel," Kyle huskily told her, and he
placed her legs over his shoulders and breathed in her
musky scent. Then he began to gently flick his tongue
over her swollen slit, causing Isabel to involuntarily
lift her hips off the bed in shock and pleasure as
Kyle thrust his tongue inside her now parted nether
lips. Swirrling his tongue around her inner walls,
Kyle taunted her by delving in and out, and then
sucking her nub until she cried out in pleasure.
Isabel grasped Kyle's head and thrust up at him
wantonly as she begged him not to stop.
Kyle pressed his tongue firmly to her button as she
came, drinking her in as her cries turned to a hum of
contentment and she relaxed against the sheet, her
breathing coming hard.
"I never dreamed that would feel so good," she told
him as she stretched and arched her back.
Kyle moved up beside her, and kissed her before he lay
back and looked at the ceiling.
"Is that it? I thought you said you would make love to
me?" asked Isabel as she looked at him laying back
with his arm under his head.
"Isabel are you sure, I mean really sure you want to
do this? I mean once we do it things will change
between us," said Kyle still unsure.
For an answer, Isabel began to place tiny kisses on
Kyle's face and chest, leaving a wet trail from the
tip of her tongue as she stopped to worry his nipples
with her teeth before heading down to his belly and
below.
"What are you doing Isabel?" asked Kyle tightly, not
sure if she was teasing him or not.
"Lift your hips Kyle," ordered Isabel as she quickly
made short order of divesting him of his boxers and
setting free his hardened manhood.
Kyle gasped when Isabel took him in her hand and
explored his smooth shaft and full sacs, the ache in
him growing.
Precum seeped from the head as she began to pump the
shaft, and she licked it from the end with a light
flick from the tip of her tongue.
"Oh jeez!" cried Kyle, closing his eyes as Isabel
placed him in her warm mouth and began to suck.
She had overheard the girls at school discussing
'going down' on guys and she put into practice what
she had logged away in the back of her mind.
Trailing her moist tongue under his shaft, Isabel
gently gripped Kyle's balls and fondled them. Sucking
first one and then the other of the sacs into her
mouth, Isabel could tell Kyle was getting close by his
moans and the stiffening of his body. She licked him
from the underside to the head, and just as she knew
he was ready to come he pulled away from her shaking
with his need to have her and whispered, "No! I want
to be in you."
He crawled between her open legs he kissed her as he
settled himself at her moist heat. Entering her, Kyle
plunged deeply and swiftly breaking threw her thin
barrier quickly.
Isabel gasped at the tearing, and then moaned as Kyle
began to move inside of her, the pain turning to
pleasure with each stroke of his thick shaft.
Kyle held himself in check as he laved Isabel's
breasts and kissing her deeply, his need for her to
come greater than his own pulsing need.
"Oh my gawd, Kyle...don't...don't stop..." she panted
feeling pleasure at the fullness of Kyle in her,
rubbing her inner walls as he entered her over and
over, his strokes stong and deep going to her core.
Isabel met Kyle's stokes with a rhythum that quickly
went from an easy glide to a hard pounding thrust.
Her inner walls began to tighten around him as Isabel
felt a warm heat grow from deep down inside of her
and spread over her whole being as she came over and
over.
Kyle finally let himself go inside the warmth of her
as he stiffened and came, spilling his seed deep into
her womb with a pulsing that threatened never to end.
Kyle moved slightly to lessen his weight on her and
sent a rushing of pleasure over them again as orgasm
after orgasm hit them just as strong as the first one.
"Kyle...what's ...happening?" Isabel moaned as she
gasped for breath while the waves of pleasure
continuously hit her.
"I-I don't know...I've never...felt anything...this
intense ...in ...my life!" he answered as wondered if
making love with aliens was always like this.
Finally when both knew that they could handle no more,
the heat of their passion subsided and they lay
panting, their sweat covered bodies glistening with
the evidence of their love making.
"So that is making love," said Isabel as she struggled
to breath.
"Oh man, what the hell was that?! I've never felt that
way before, so it must be something about making love
with aliens, because doing it with a human girl isn't
anything like that!" said Kyle as he ran his hand
threw his damp hair.
"I really thought I was going to die it was so
powerful ," said Kyle.
"I'm sorry Kyle, I didn't know we were that different
when we had sex. I'm sorry I asked you," said Isabel
hurt as she moved to get up and fell back. She just
didn't have the strength to move yet.
"Hey you've got me all wrong, I'm not complaining
Isabel! I was just surprised is all. I'm all for doing
this again sometime...but not right now, I'm just too
exhausted," said Kyle yawning as he threw his arm over
her heaving breasts.
Isabel smiled in relief as she covered a yawn and
said, "I'll take you up on that Kyle, you can be sure
of it."
Closing her eyes, Isabel said, "Kyle?"
"Yeah?"
"That was amazingly nice."
Kyle grinned as he pulled her into his arms where she
snuggled close, their legs entwined as they both fell
into a dreamless contented sleep.
Finding solace in each others arms,and putting their
mutual caring for each other first, the guilt over
Alex and the nightmares had finally been put to rest.
*********
Isabel sat in the booth across from Max and half
listened as he chewed her out for going on her little
road trip.
"What if something had happened to you Isabel? No one
was there to help you if you had needed it!" said Max
upset.
"I can take care of myself Max, as you well know,"
said Isabel as she rolled her eyes.
Then her attention was caught as the door opened to
the Crashdown and Kyle walked in.
Kyle let his eyes adjust to the darkness inside, and
then they rested on Isabel.
He gave her a slight smile as he headed to the
counter.
Isabel's eyes lit up, but her expression remained
neutral as her eyes followed Kyle to the counter.
Max had been giving Isabel more arguments for not
going off alone again when he noticed she was not
paying attention. Following her gaze he saw Kyle
Valenti at the counter casually looking her way. When
Kyle caught Max observing the two of them, Kyle
quickly looked away.
Max shifted his gaze to Isabel and said casually, "You
know Isabel, Valenti said Kyle disappeared this
weekend too. He was worried sick about him."
Isabel had the grace to look guilty over that last
part.
She and Kyle had not told anyone they were leaving and
had each returned to paniced parents.
"Well Valenti apparently had nothing to worry about
Max, Kyle looks just fine," said Isabel beginning to
get heated as she recalled her weekend with Kyle.
Max could have sworn Isabel was blushing. He looked
towards Kyle again, and saw him smiling as he watched
Isabel before quickly looking away again.
Looking at Isabel again Max asked, "Is there something
you want to tell me Iz?"
"No, look Max I've got to go! I'll see you at home,"
said Isabel hurriedly as she grabbed her jacket and
headed for the door.
Max watched as just a few minutes later Kyle asked for
his drink to be made to go. Paying quickly, Kyle
exited the Crashdown.
"I've seen it all now," said Max to himself as he
realized Isabel must have a thing going with Kyle.
Then Max frowned as another thought crossed his mind.
He would have to speak to Isabel and maybe Kyle about
being careful and not going too far.
He guessed that having Alex in common had brought them
together, and they had worked out their problems.
*********
Isabel stood waiting in the alley behind the
Crashdown, and a few minutes later Kyle quickly
appeared.
"Hey," he said as he stopped and slowly approached
her.
"Hey," she said as he drew closer.
"You okay?" asked Kyle as peered at her over his sun
glasses.
"Yeah, you?" she asked trying not to seem nervous.
Kyle looked off and then back before asking, "This
weekend changed everything anyway didn't it?" He
sounded sad to her ears.
"Yeah, I think it did," said Isabel her breathing
feeling like it was coming faster and faster.
"So what do we do?" asked Kyle as he took off his
glasses and looked at her.
Isabel bit her lip and Kyle thought he would die.
"I...I don't know Kyle," said Isabel quietly.
She had hoped he would kiss her as he took her in his arms,
but so far he had not touched her.
Kyle decided that he wasn't going to play games with
Isabel. Relationship stuff was hard enough without all
the alien crap that went along with it.
"Look Isabel, I don't want just a friendship with you,
I want more," said Kyle as he watched for her
reaction.
Isabel thought he meant sex. He wanted the great alien
induced orgasm.
"I had hoped we could still be friends Kyle, but if
you think you can just call and I'll spread my legs
for you then you have another thing coming!" said
Isabel as she started down the alley, her pride and
heart wounded.
"What? What the hell are you talking about? I mean I
want us to be more than friends, like maybe see each
other and hang out as a couple, not just friends,"
said
Kyle.
Isabel paused and looked back at him.
"Really? It's not just the alien sex?" she asked still
unsure.
Kyle cocked his head and grinned at her, "Well there
is that too. I mean I'd be fool to say the sex wasn't
freaking fantastic, but that's not all of it." He
walked to her and taking her in his arms he told her,
"I feel like I've found someone I can care about and
talk too. That sounded so sappy. I've been hanging
around Max Evans too long," he said groaning and
wrinkling his face up as he covered it with his hand.
Isabel laughed softly as she put her arms around
Kyle's neck.
"Kyle, shut up and kiss me," said Isabel as she kissed
him and he returned her kiss.
Max pulled back from his observation space around the
corner and sighed.
"I guess the speech about being careful is out." He
groaned as he thought about what Isabel and Kyle
apparently did on their road trip.
Then pulling himself together he shook his head and
walked away smiling.