ALL OF THIS
I just anticipate
Everything that I hate
About you
About me
Can't even leave you
Without destroying me
It is so wrong
But feels so good
It hasn't been long
My eyes have a hood
It blinds me
I can't see
All of this is so stupid
It is so pointless
Beyond my comprehension
How did it come to this
I just ran and hid
A disgraceful mess
I'm afraid to mention
All the things I'll miss
You drove me slowly insane
It took so long to feel the drain
And all the pain you brought
I think you liked it
Causing all of that pain I sought
I loved the rush of hysterical fit
Such evil desire
Such great need
It fueled my fire
It sprouted that seed
I've turned against all
I won't fall
All of this is so stupid
It is so pointless
Beyond my comprehension
How did it come to this
I ran, just hid
A sickly mess
I'm afraid to mention
All the things I'll miss
You were so cruel to me
I was too stupid to see
But things change
So quickly
It's so far out of range
Thorns so prickly
They rip the skin
It feels so sweet
Can't think through the din
I suffer in this heat
I could care less
It's such a mess
All of this is so stupid
It is so pointless
Beyond my comprehension
How did it come to this
I just ran, just hid
An ugly mess
I'm afraid to mention
There's nothing that I'll miss