FOREVER ENTWINED
Do you just refuse to talk to me
Or is it something you don't realize
Maybe you're just too busy for me
If so, at least let me know
For this reason, I suspect that is not the reason
You can't take time from your schedule
Full or empty
Just to clear the air
Just to let me know you're doing well
I only hope it's accidental
One day, I will be able to see
Everything you've wrapped in truths and lies
And then I'll know if you are part of me
I'll know if you are lover, friend, or foe
But I need to try myself for treason
Because I'm turning against my soul
Is it sick or clean
I'm trapped in despair
I'm overcome by the smell
Of everything I find unacceptable
These words seem so useless now
Because I know I will never be a part of you
Like you are a permanent part of me
We are forever entwined, but separated
Because you can't return everything I send
I love you and I'm sorry
I never saw it coming
Now it's here and I don't think it will leave
I've grown tired waiting for you
To help me resolve this issue
I can't let it go