GROTESQUE
You would think that with my bad memory
I could forget you easily
But you just won't go away
You're like the bad dream that I love to have
Haunting me in a good way
When will this recurrence stop
Your loveliness drives me insane
Why can't you be grotesque
Why are you so perfect
I need someone closer
But you're here in mind
And that's the problem
It's just too grotesque
After all this time
You'd think I'd move on
But it's harder than it looks
I thought my confession
Would make it go away
But the pain just stays
And you're still gone
Why can't you be grotesque
Why are you so perfect
I need someone closer
But you're here in mind
And that's the problem
It's just too grotesque
I remember the times
All the times we were together
The first time I saw you
The first time we spoke
The first little joke
The way that you laugh
The way that you walk
I remember everything
And it's driving me insane
Because I can't feel you
Can't see you eye to eye
Can't show you my feelings
Refuse to say goodbye
Why can't you be grotesque
Why are you so perfect
I need some closure
But you're in my mind
And that's the problem
It's just too grotesque