| INCESTUAL THOUGHTS |
| She's so close to me She's trying to find herself through me But I'm not me at all She's after me, but not me She's found the younger me I've lost to myself in another form But that's okay Because I don't think of her that way But is she searching for me Or did she just find him Am I the perfect personality But just a shade too ugly I've seen it happen time and again My friends all fall for me, but not me Usually I'm thankful I don't want things to change But I'm hoping you'll find a me I'm hoping that me will be me But you're gone Maybe you've found me in another form Or maybe there's no one around To match you Your perfection Your perfect holdability I could hold you for hours Without missing the world Will I find another from your mold If you don't come around I hope there is You're everything I've searched for I finally found you and I let you slip away You're perfect to me I'm a perfect personality Now if we could only find each other again Or the other us's Our lives would be complete But I miss you so much I ache when we talk But you seem so carefree Because you don't harbor these feelings And it hurts me to know That we can never be something more Every time I try to move on I just go back to you Days or months, no difference It all comes back to you For them, it all comes back to me What makes you so different Is it that you know I care They all know But I don't care in the same way I can't make the connection And I feel too off to talk directly I fear that weirdness will return So these thoughts linger Unanswered They're all part of my family of friends So are you I have to stop these incestual thoughts But you all have them too And we all know where that can lead Sadness and anger I've seen it all before We're just too close Distance seems to make no difference I can't propose a solution Besides the proposal I know you'd never accept Maybe if we had more time You'd grow to see me more clearly See me the way I am The way I want you to see me Then this problem can finally fade These incestual thoughts will finally go away |