INSECURE
I tend to exude confidence
I act like I don't
Have a care in the world
But it's all a front
For what's really inside
I'm finally willing to admit
I'm so insecure
I don't like to get too personal
But I want to change
Insecurities abound
I have no faith in me
Outward is not what's inside
I'm an outgoing person
Who's very shy at heart
I'm a conundrum
I don't even know who I am
So how can I expect you to understand me
I need to find myself
I have no problem
Talking once I've been introduced
But you will never
See me introduce myself
How can I be both ways
In so many different ways
I seem so kind, I think I'm cold
You can see the coldness in my writing
And I hate myself for it
I guess what I'm trying to say
Is that I know I'm not perfect
That I know I need to change
Can you help me find a happy medium
Somehow I doubt one exists
Will my insecurity ever go away
Maybe if I finally meet someone worth changing for
There have been many
But they've never accepted me
No wonder I'm insecure