LOST

I've lost faith in everything I've ever known I don't believe in the same old thing anymore I don't even trust my friends Where did I go so wrong that I lost control? Why do I hate everything I once loved? Because I'm so lonely, I'm hermiting I crack my head on things to bring pain I take away my food so that I die I no longer talk to anyone; they stopped listening I destroyed my life; it got too good for a bitch like me I killed the brain because it got me too far for my own good

She drove me to this place Dropped me off and kicked my face Took off and spat rock at me They ripped at my eyes till I couldn't see It all ended too suddenly for my liking All over a short, stupid-ass fling

I've lost my hatred of the enemy I've lost all doubt of my unpopularity I've messed up mentally because I cracked I hate the old self, but that won't change Where was everyone when I dove off the bridge? Why didn't anyone tell me what I wanted to hear? So many questions to ponder, but not answer Nobody knows I've caved in yet, quite the secret But they'll see me as I am...someday I'm so lonely I go away, fall in pits Full of despair and all the other greatnesses I love

She drove me to this place Dropped me off and kicked my face Took off and spat rock at me They ripped at my eyes till I couln't see It all ended too suddenly for my liking All over a short, stupid-ass fling